dun check on me

16th march to 18th march 2007

2007-03-18T05:25:00.001-07:00

hooh~ i love the jacket mummie buy for me from brunei!
SEE! now my eyebrown ish like tat..tmd.. no eyebrown i need to draw
difference in my hair after months...
cutting it soon!

diary....

16th march 2007.... jamming... was super early... ah... then jam jam jam... damn waste my time... ah...dun say le... nvm.. jam le..go home.... then.... hum... i talk to one moron for like few hours until 5 plus am in the in morning....

who is tat..n tat is my guitarist andrew...wahahah... ok... then...slp... OVERSLEPT~ hhahaha...didnt manage to meet andrew up... hoho~ sorrie eh..pasta... i owe u...

then... in the evening...ade n i ...go town... rocky master...sit sit talk talk..then ade still hungry... go kobayashi..continue... hahaha.... then.... i see her eat..hohoh... kuek call me back... i ask him where is he...

he say cine..i say where...he say pasta.. i at koba.. so i go upstairs find him...hoho~~ become yandao liao...gf also veri pretty... not bad leh...then....we go walk walk... then walk down to dhoby.... then take train home....

ade when home... i go down to jalaine hse.. ok..i almost forget how to go her hse.. too long nvr go le... then... we meet up with shaun..then we 3 walk to ah beng de house...downstairs...

freaking lame..we talk abt politics... hahahaha.... .all the wat... sg sinking la.... moving to mars la... blah blah... then..we wanted time to pass...end up...

talk talk talk...only 1plus i reach home... WAH LAU! T.T then talk to kaze on the phone... ok...i lecture him.. sorrie boy.... but must understand ok?

sorrie for harsh words... just dun wan u to regret... cos u will be hurting urself n her.... i can see u are hurt liao... u dun wan to say its ok.... but as long as u make the rite choice.. ok?

sorrie for being so harsh..i still do care for u do... ok? *huggies*

as for kit... dun think so much eh... :D i am fine la... wah lau..i am not weakling anymore... last time de me..confirm is cannot make it..sure break down..emo blah blah.. now no more... so..dun worrie... :)

BOLIN... u niao niao kuku.... HAHAHAHAHA.... meet ur fren then go home... got so bo liao ma??? sat leh.. the night is still young..go home so early... so no life! hahahaha...

end of my blog... today...rot at hm...practice on my bass.... until ji tao.... tired myself out... sweat la..fingers numb.. bla bla.... aiya.. somethings in heart i dun wan to speak out...

to tat someone... i am not a good gf.... somehow... i think u better think twice abt the 2 of us.... i seriously find tat i cant commit anymore.... my heart is all on band.. plus...both our thinking dun link... we dun think alike.... u do ur stuff i do mine....

we are of a totally different world now le.... i tot time could change..but didnt.... ah.. nvm... over le... dun wanna talk abt it... think twice ba..sorrie for so many things happening i didnt tell u...

but serious... tell u also no use...so i dun tell u... its better... i think i can survive better alone....

sign off

izumiko

8:26pm

18th march 2007

12th to 15th march 2007

2007-03-15T23:53:00.000-07:00

13th march 2007... off to meet ade~
11th march 2007... sunday...go out with papa~
another one
another another one
another another another one
these are wat i bought~ hoho~~ top up my make up!!!!

diary...

11th march 2007.... off to giant at parkway with day~ i think i blog on tis already...ah~ just a photo update!~

12th march 2007..off for...EXAM!~!~! my BCM! ok!!! well...we were late.. .hahaha.... lucky sia! but cab fee is the ex wan... $14 T.T i think la..i forgot!! :D

rush in..just nice... 8 30... late by 1min or 2....

in a rush sia~! sian...but overall..still can do! heez

13th march 2007... so exam but i went out with ade.. she need to get her back changed.... returns inwards :D see!! hohoh~~~

then go eat sakae sushi.. then rot abit then go home...reach home...7plus nia...

14th march 2007...IAC exam... ah! tis one... STUN! we also late...no matter how early we meet...we still slowly walk... then see time...3 32... ah...rush up.... lame... =_=

TRADE IN CAME OUT IN FINAL ADJUSTMENT! which is a veri bastard thing ok!

cos none of us knows TRADE IN!!!

ok...we got killed by tat...

15th march 2007.... LAST PAPER! ah... BFS! my banking banking banking!! oh! the paper...FREAKING easy...when we all predicted it will be hard..end up it is easy!

lucky ms chan teach de still in my brain!

but really...it was easier than CA~!

after exam go home.. super tired... then...nap..cos toothache whole day... ah! then.... 4plus got up... talking to my KIT! :D then... toothache came...then..i cannot tahan i wan see DENTIST!~

first time in my life i say i wan to go dental ok!

ok...its FREAKING pain..VERI pain!

i cannot tahan leh... VERI VERI VERI VERI PAIN...almost another root canal... piang eh! i think i will have the same kind of teeth set as mummie when i reach the age of 25... T.T

its so BAD! i am brushing my teeth 4times a day now! hahahaha.... its freaking cham leh... i got another SMALL decay... T.T hahahha!! i will get tat done soon also! if not tooth ache veri cham de...

MY WISDOM TOOTH IS GROWING MY GUM IS ACHING!!! :D i am GROWN up now!! :D i know it my wisdom tooth will be growing SO soon!! the feel so damn FARKING PAIN! its sian half ok!!!!! ah...got home ard 5 plus... :D the doc so good leh... clinic close at 4 30 ma... but she still help me...

awww...she is so sweet~~ Dr KOH~ :D i tot boy sia.. end up go in..is a lady... hahahah...so shocking yet feel secured by then~~~ hahahaha....

then... its like 70bucks can! T.T one tooth leh... actually is bcos the hole veri BIG..if last week i go do i dun think it will get tat bad.... hais... i drag too long le!!!!

the tooth beside it also kana... i wan to see if tis sat nvr go out i will use the money go do my another tooth decay... which is beside it nia... then other days go get other side decays done... :D then i will be free from decay tooth!!!!

i shall see wat the doc says..but time being i will really brush 4 times a day..tmd de!! its so damn scary to get tooth decay ok! those nvr kana root canal de wont know the pain.. hahahha!!!!

well... ok...end of blog... meeting up with ade later... 16th march 2007... :D

i simply love someone so much... i really do!!!

5th march to 11march 2007

2007-03-11T01:08:00.000-08:00

wallpaper made by kit!!!
a super artistic photo i took in my dad's car

my BASS! new update ok!!! nice ma! my customize sticker

MY $24 de HEELS!!

OH!!! see how high it is! i measure it... 8.5cm :D

sachi n izumi outside aldo!
version 1~~
outside my lift
:D fri!!! :D
see~! got flower!

diary...

5th march 2007.... off to sch..i am such a nice girl..but i hate the bloody lecturer...ah..forget it... farking hate ms quah..in her survey form i shld just give negative comments i wont give a damn

6th march 2007....revision!!!! :D eh... i forgot wat i did for the day la... :D

7th march 2007.... off to meet ade for revision at the national library... hum...but before tat we were like... gone down to penin again to do my bass... cos my bass no sound... distortion sound veri loud la... i know nia...then end up..go down... i tot spoil eh... end up is batt flat... =_= hahahaha...$2 done!

then.... gone for revision... heez..... then.... reach home quite late nah.....

8th march 2007.... did a 9am to 20pm de revision on IAC leh.... omg! tired.... rotted after tat at nite....

9th march 2007..... afternoon we girls go city hall study.... then.... after tat go bugis... then after tat in the evening i meet up with all my bandmates... ah!! all yandaos ok! wahahahaha....then... meeting end... we went off... :D

HOME~!

10th march 2007.... down to papa shop to help out...then... after tat.... dad when to collect his car...then we go down bugis..cos i need to go n collect my customize name !!! HOHOH~ i love my bass!! then papa go united square collect things... then we back to office..

dad eventually forgot where he put his hse keys... dots..but lucky..its at home... :) then...buy lunch then home... no mahjong tat nite for daddy...we watch the channel 46 together!!! heez.... then 11... i go back rm..SLP!

11th march 2007.... morning...woke up ard 10plus... went to the coffee shop opposite our hse... we go buy breakfast... :D then afternoon...dad, me n maid go parkway do shopping.... heez.... went to watson... then dad bought ice cream!! hoho~~ new zealand ice cream!

ask daddy parkway where got sell ice cream he sure know! hahahaha....then...we to giant.. .buy some things nor! hoho~~ then.... home!!! dad got mahjong at 7 30pm so i am home alone!! hoho!!

did my bcm last revision then tv... then slp! hohohohoohoh~

end off blog

thanks kit!! for the morning call! which was LATE! hahahah .... details blog later on~! in the next entry!!

KITTTTT~~ MISS U~~~ wahahahahah

sign off

izumiko

1:08pm

11th march 2007

2007-03-04T15:34:00.000-08:00

me..after i got home er... ard.... 12plus? haha..playing with mummie phone!

n93i cam is just so DAMN GOOD!

uzumaki ICE CREAM!! intro by kaze dumdum!! ade n i!! hahaha
lazy to rotate the photo.. ROTATE ur EYES pls.. :D

uzumaki milk tea with pearl ice cream.its nice can!

HOHO~ my chilled strawberry cheesecake.. FREE de ok..
use voucher again!! waahhaah

ade n i in neoprint machine!! hahaha..love the lightings la

my band's rthy. guitarist... just so cute n TINY! wahaha..
he look shag...obvious..he didnt slp well...=_=

PLS IGNORE THE UMBRELLA! THANK YOU!
hahaha... he is an OLD MAN.. he is only 20!

starbucks... i had vow not to drink n eat in starbucks..but on fri..

i go with the flow.. hahaha

the lollipop i buy from starbucks... hoh!!!

secret recipe..FREE AGAIN! hahaha
voucher nah

the open stage at the durian... J3 performance last nite
DAMN GOD NICE CAN! hahaha...

ok... the 5 for $3 lollipop!!!!

diary...

blogging! ok.... hum...2nd 3rd n 4th of march...2007... off for starbucks...revision..end up..we 3 girls play too much again...DID only ONE question..HAHAHA...cannot balance the balance sheet..which make us go MAD...

hum.... ok... 2nd march..evening...off for jamming... somehow the bloody train is like stuck at dhoby...then ji tao wasted our time.. PLUS...at outram... ok...we took the wrong side of train again! forever wan leh...with ade i sure BLUR...

but lucky..only 1 stop... i realised it.... hengs.... then.... rush to L cube.. ok i love the place to the core ok! I LOVE IT! hahahaha.... OBVIOUSLY..its worth the money!

then..go dinner... discuss on our band thing..then home... i was like EXHAUSTED... REALLY.... headache..shoulder pain.. ah... sian.... but jamming was good that day...alot better leh... i like it...

then....3rd... woke up 10plus...ade sms me..tell me... wan go out..so finding ways to get money without going down to office...so my maid pass me 40bucks..she claim it back from dad after tat... :)

i wore my red heels which was like..HIGH heels my leg pain sia!!!then..go watch j3 perform..then go dinner at makan sutra... oh!~!! reach home ard 12plus... haha..didnt bring my keys n lucky dad was at hm... he at hm...confirm havent slp de...

hahahahaha!! ok..then again..i doze off... then woke up ard 4am..go bath... -_- hahaha... then awake..talk to tat dumdum.. haha... then on the phone la... all the way... eh..forgot time.. .was i bath too awake le... then... i think talk half way i doze off.. haha!!

then..awake...end..its 4th march 2007 today!! hahaha...at home..rot~!~~

sign off

izumiko

3:34pm

4th march 2007

last day of feb

2007-02-28T05:31:00.000-08:00

not enough slp..tmd eyes sibei small...
ade hp take de... i LIKE alot
miss onn..the "oshare" girl..wahah..she look dum here
use my hp take.. ade LIKES mine..so we exchange the pic
WE DA BAO! we DA BAO le go durian there eat~! so loving
ALL FREE! use voucher de!! hoh! secret recipe

ade: ice blend mocha & banana chocolate cake *WEIRD*

izumi: frosty ice lemon tea & raspberry cheesecake *SWEET*

ryuusaki kaoru

ogawa tetsuji

matsuoka keita

kamiya yuuto

AKI!!! from SID!! HE IS MAN!

aoi toki...

SO GU NIANG! BUT I LOVE HIM! AKI! from SID

Aki n shinji!!! Bassist n guitarist

Aki the bassist... SO ATTRACTIVE

diary...

28th feb 2007.... hum... got home...ard...4? i think..then come home.. rest awhile..practice bass...then... eat..then tv...then... 7plus doze off...niaoniao... then... doze off...8 woke up..walk back to my room..slp again.. 11 then wake up..

saw a no. of missed calls.. n.... sms... no BCM! yeah!!! then.... hum...i think show tat kuku call me.. most likely is him le.. then kaze the dumdum also called me when i slp le... paiseh to everyone...

msn also flooded nah...then go emo emo ..then ard 3am i am back to normal...get back online... chatted with tat Mr.dumdum... then... look thru SID de web...then... found out AKi the bassist veri yandao...

ah..ok.. then..blahblahblah... then.. ok..i just received a sms from my drummer, jun. saying tat becos of something happen he dun wan to be involved in music anymore... another words.. he wan to quit the band...

ah...watever... find another drummer...trying my best now.... i dun wish to ask much also..cos... reasons i always will not wan to hear...its meaningless when tat person decides on it already..just hope tat person dun regret.. not angry or shocked... plain calm n normal..just tat tis sat jamming... with a audition for the vox...

now say he dun wan to be involve.. he is the one who books the room all the time... now like tat say... i find it... ok..its already thurs. then like tat... ah.. nvm... dun wan to hear anymore.... tat suxs to the core alot..

giving up on music when music is for life n passion... give up? hum...for a musician..giving up on music = giving up on the life of his/her own...

ok..i dun wan to comment much on tis... got to inform the rest soon.... end of blog...

kaze..i dun hate u nor find u naggy..i always say u naggy is joke... :)

sign off

izumiko

5:31am

28th feb 2007

27th feb 2007

2007-02-27T22:44:00.000-08:00

diary...

one more day to the end of FEB.. hais.... ok... today... sch... super tired n BORED... OBVIOUS... IAC was as usual boring ... i copy everything question we did in class.. ok... and i dun really understand n my exam is like 2 weeks away from now.. n i am starting to panicked now... SERIOUS...

then... hum...go sakae with wanyu n ade... HOHO~ i dare ade EAT alot of RAW things.. end up..she eat the RAW thing on the top.. n i have to finish the RICE! T.T i ended up putting it all into the miso soup..n it become a MISO RICE SOUP OF THE DAY!

then...eventually we ordered strawberry smile for desert... they only have tat for the day.. which is included in the buffet... HOHO~ all of us became "EMPTY" stomached.. hahahaha!!! i sian half sia..i wan to find heels for sch end up! i cant find any..go ice lemon tee... which dum dum will SPEND $35 on a heels from ILT??? when its so of a BAD quality???

i bought one heels from there before n its nitemare... wear ard 1 month its gone...piang eh!! so ridiculous!! ok... and i ended up.. DUN WAN TO BUY! sick of it~

got home ard 5 plus 6...then... ha! ok... in sch today..for bcm...was looking at jayden's blog...bored till i got see his blog listed frens... see the names... attractive click on the blog... then come across... a guy...

he eventually LOADED the 2 mrt jump off accident video... ok..it was leaked out.. and dunno why it was leaked out eh! cos its a recording of a CCTV by the mrt cam. ok... then i wan to view it... its like being REMOVED... so... i go to the original link of it..

and before i come across the original link..i was looking at the OTHER link by the guy... got 3 photos uploaded..i believe they are the photos loaded thru attachments n send thru emails widely before.. but i nvr receive any before...

so i came home.. i look at it.. OK! its veri saddening + abit of disgusting.. u know.. the body has been twisted as the wheels of the mrt go really at high SPEED... tat the body was twisted... and its black..due to the sparks n heat...tat cos the body to get black.. also the track n the wheels..the oil..ok... watever...

i just find it silly of them doing it.. hais... the first one... was the yishun wan? ok..i dunno which is which... one of it.. the guy already is hidden at the track..at the side... when he see the train coming.. he lie down on the track n get hit...

another... is see the train coming..he jump off.. n gone... bang also... hais..veri ke lian u know... sg-reans are all under stress.. i see the pic le.. i stress... cos abit scary u see..but serious.. ITS VERI SAD! VERI!

emotions starts running thru my brain.. PLUS the photos not abt the scary part of it.. thinking how he feel when on the track.. how the 2 guys eventually can face the fear n pain to die by jumping off the track n get bang..its a painful DEATH.. it is!

ok..then... i was watching tv... abt... hum.... ah...blogtv.sg... i think is blogtv.. if not is tvblog.. aiya.. ok... then... got tis guy who got tis blog on to post all videos he took down on the bad habits of sg-reans..which i believe ALMOST all took place in YISHUN...

Yishun ppl recently out of their mind?? hais.. ke lian... hais... cos its like... alot of things like take place near yishun if not IN yishun.... then... when to check it out.. sometimes..Sgreans are inhuman i can see!

alot of bad things we see but we dun say... well...why? cos sgreans are used to not speaking out even speak out ppl will think is insult... or illegal..everything cannot...then ppl of cos wont say anymore..cos it wont change.. isnt it???

watched the video... n seen pics... discription...hais... life is painful?? but facing death is WORSE... must think on the brighter side...isnt it???hais.... just ke lian...

sometimes when u see ppl die by comitting suicide u will find it a waste...cos they are still young... the world is still moving on..even without them..even with them.. it makes no difference..but is their loved ones will be affected... silly ppl... not worth of dying when u cant solve problems...

humans n problems are meant to be... if we are born to be humans..then we have to face the world with problems.. if there are no problems..will the life n world be meaningful n interested? even wildlife knows their lifecycle...

then why do they struggle to live on when humans can live on happily but dun wish to? isnt it really a waste? animals life span come to an end... veri soon n all the animals do know it.. but their determination of living on is there...

why not human? stress..is wat every one is facing... problems are wat ppl having.... wat we can do is think twice... solve it.. in a way.. EVERY PROBLEM HAVE ITS WAY OUT.. if not why call it problem?? a problem will definitely have an ANS.. isnt it? its a pair!

its may not be simple but definitely it can be done someway... so...those still living under stress... think twice..if wan a painful death...why not cherish n carry on living... face the world beautifully... things may turn out rite some day..soon..or even the next min...

its silly of me to think so much abt the death of the 2 man who jump off the track..but really.. i find it veri hurtting in a way..somehow...

anyway..my silly daddy..he came home... telling me he got a VERI deep cut into his thumb while working today in his office... which i find it VERI PAINFUL... when he describe it... wat i hate abt my dad...always trying to save on things when its not needed...

he save it up n give us the best..for wat? when u need it.. PLS USE IT NOT SAVE IT! after he bath..he complain pain... fark! of cos pain...cut thru ur finger nails.. pls...under neath ur fingernails are ur MEAT dum dad!~

he dun wan see doc..but keep saying he keep bleeding... then.. wat... keep saying dun wan see doc..ah..well done..bleed n yet dun wan see doc! WAT THE!.... then nvm... nvm.... i suggest.. PUT ALOE VERA GEL! ARGGH! i am just fed up la.. i just... aiya.. dunno la...

i dun wan...AIYA! watever! i dunno how to say..jiu dun feel good inside... i just wan him to immediately got see doc.. get his fingers done... AH!~!!!!! my mum dun dare to touch it..end up... i was the one taking close look at it...appearance is nth la.. ok la.. just need the meat n nails to heal.. then the cuts... to heal up..ALOE VERA DO HELP.. pls... wounds u wan to handle urself.. first...wash it... clean it... PUT ALOE VERA if dun have cream for it.. the fact...aloe vera gel is veri good... i tat time toe nails "rot" ok... girlies will know...

it do dry up my wound..n start to heal..BUT then..i still ended up seeing a doc..cos i dun wan my nails to be grown back ugly u see! so..now.. its HEALED!~ without the help of the doc..but AT LEAST he explains wat will happen to my toenails which make me feels ALOT better...

tis is to warn all girls..wan to wear heels like my collection at home.. PLS! buy bigger SIZE than... a FIT size.. ok!! dun ruin ur feet!! over a pair of heels... NOT GOOD~! personally faced such problem before..so.. pls...becareful!!

hum... got to collect tim's guitar on thurs...help him bring down on fri..cos he got track n field? yeah..cant bring to sch..so.. i help him bring down on fri! :)

end here...

sign off
izumiko
10:44pm
27th feb 2007

26th feb 2007

2007-02-26T00:00:00.000-08:00

diary...

another day of blog... its a monday..its a farking monday.. i really hate monday.. n i hate one lecturer...

my IAC lecturer... i really dislike her..she is just so biased... i hate her... anyway... rotted the hell out today...

i find sch boring now.. n yet i still have a yr more to go.. n after a yr..wat am i going to do..i also dunno..so..its shitty hell... a shitty life i have...

rather busy ever since the day i got back to sg... mainly is the band thing.... i have alot of changes in the band.. n i was the one who made all the changes take place...

anyway...tat is the whole band's decision... now... moving on with our new plan for jamming n all now... glad tat i have a veri supportive guitarist la... and ppl ard me.... hum.... my nose is like still infecting....

i dunno how to cure it..as doc say..to recover... take 2 weeks... ass....it comes n goes... which is like ... irritating..cos if i have the flu back... in air con room i will be dead... esp. when sch is like..ALL AIR CONDITIONED!

hum... going to bed soon...sch tml... which is farking boring n i dunno how but to survive thru another 2 weeks...exam ends.. UP i go into YR 2... dunno IAC can pass anot..when my grade for my 2 CAs are like.. only Bs....

watever... finish my 2yrs..get the cert. i am off FLYING... anyway..its still far..its only 26th FEB 2007!

huang yi da is out with his new album...super in love with it...super nice lyrics... meaningful album...he always create good songs.. he is the one WHO make SG proud of!

watever..i am sometimes emo..sometimes... ok... sometimes...angry...sometimes happy... sometimes quiet...sometimes noisy... sometimes matured...sometimes childish...sometimes lonely..sometimes occupied...sometimes loved...sometimes unloved... sometimes want to love...sometimes SICk of love....sometimes ill..sometimes healthy...sometimes want it..sometimes dun wan it... conclusion... i am indecisive... T.T

thanks to kaze...tis stupid pigu fren.... always act cute... till i cannot tahan... always watching tv not talking to me well on the phone... always singing on the fone with me for nth.... always complaining he is hungry... n found a "xiang chang" aka hotdog bread when his dad reach hm wif dinner... just nice when he had the FIRST bite on the BREAD...

also the one giving me SUPER NOISY N NAGGY MORNING CALLS to ask me go sch.... and... SUPER LAZY kind of him... with his life.... always got to off his moderm before he can use his hse phone to call me.. n always trying to snatch ppl's network to use internet on his laptop...at nite...

playing veri dum game... which he has to eat small fishes to become a BIG fish.. and cannot let the BIG fish eat him... and he will become EVEN more POWDERFUL when he becomes BIG fish..so tat he can eat BIGGER fish...its all abt.. FISH....

HE is DUM... i AM STUPID... he just love my stupidity for nth....

he always got mixed up with his own surname... like... he dunno if he is CHEN or XIAO/HSIAO... which is veri bad..cos he dunno his SURNAME...

but its ok..i know his full name.... always wan to cheat me.... anyway... he is dum.. tats it...

END...
sign off
izumiko
12am
26th feb 2007

POST PICTURES

2007-02-24T12:47:00.000-08:00

NAH! I MISS TIS HAIR NAH~~~
ok!! when my flu was SERIOUS..in the car on the way home..

LONG AGO! WAHAHAHAAA

my used to be hair style..i sort of miss it sia~~ vote vote~ haha

i wan to keep an identical hair again.. Hair no. 1

hair no. 2 :D
hair no. 3 *tis is temp. perm nah! i look auntie..anyone vote tis i will kill tat person*
no. 4 OK! i love tis HAIR COLOR~ hahaha. i cut tis hair 3 times to get the rite length

i spend $24 at the salon in Rivervale plaza n $94 in my mummie fren de salon~~ HOHO~

my closet.. open up..u wont wan to see wat i have inside..hahaha~~

i have my printer in the closet as well..wat u think?

my door my wall.. i DRAW again~~ using chalk.. my HEELS~ HOHO
my comp. my bed. my window..ok..tat blue bag inside all my TEDDIES~ hahaha
THE NEW ARRANGEMENT~ ok..i am veri SATISFY with it ok~~~
my LTD bass...
the BODY WEET~ SEXY
my SX bass... on the stand...
my LTD bas on the stand... SO SMALL!
veri long nvr put on goth. make up..so..on thurs. for sch.. i put

tis kind of make up on..plus..my eyes surrounding area is red i dunno why

so i put black shadow to cover it..WAHAHA

2007-02-24T12:25:00.000-08:00

tis is wat N93i can do!! my mummie hp nah~ the cam

so nice~~ I LIKE.....

my hp!~ hoho~~ i love it eh~~

kit!! ur msg on my hp~~~ HAHAHAHAAHA

a dress i bought in brunei... $30plus... :D
the 50% OFF JACKET!! i PAY myself~ hahahah
i LOVE TIS TOP~! mummie buy for me de..also from brunei
TIS ONE ALSO! from a shop tat sell hongkong clothes! $39.90 i think :D BRUNEI
the HEELS! wahaha... its ex.. $30!~! brunei also~~~ hohoho~
and..finally...TADA!~! MY ALWAYS WANTED ANNA SUI

MAGIC ROMANCE~ it dun really smell tat nice anyway..DFS~

my LARLING! ah WEI~ xiao bu dian!! he is VERI VERI CUTE!

he loves me~! i love him too~

my super BLOATED BAG~ tis is how it looks like before returning to sg
i am so good in squeezing stuffs in..

the towers right above my grandpa's hse... on the hill behind..
tis is a sign to show..its my GRANDPARENTS HSE~ lost ur way?

just remember tis 2 towers..can find me IF i am in brunei! hahah

ok! FOCUS on the YELLOW flag... the national day for brunei is on 24th mar..

so..the sultan...instructed ALL cars must have brunei flat on

veri funny..they can have national day as n when they wan..

last yr my cousin say... it was on the 23rd... now is 24th...see!! its FUNNY~

larling NO.2!!!! Xiong Xiong! mimi yan..hahah..

my BEST LOVER.. SHIN SHIN~ the oldest sis of the 2 little larlings

sho chio de eh.. she stupid eyes is BIG! i ENVY!! JEALOUS~

the 2 little doggies we have at home.. sho cute~

tis is the fireworks..actually took a no. of them..

but then all look the same... so..i dun wish to bother to upload it

its on cny eve..other families put fireworks..celebrate

bday cake for me n fiona~~ one nite before my departure to brunei

thanks GIRLIES~ ade de vodka~ HOHO~

sometimes adult can be childish at times~!

oh..the hair perm de.. is my mumiE~ see~~ CHILDISH~

brunei road~! :D nice n peaceful

diary...

i havent been blogging ever since... 11th feb.... ok... on VDay...my date was.... MUMMIE! i go china town with mummie la... then... go there be coolie... hahaha..i help her carry alot alot alot of stuff.... then... go compass point at nite...papa go buy mummie hp..as vday present..mummie in the day at chinatown OG.. bought 25hrs watch for papa also ...vday present...

so sweet eh! i ENVy~~~ O.O then... 15th feb.... my grp of girlies came!!~ thanks alot girls~~ ade give me de bday present best liao!! vodka absolute... raspberry~ :D is a super big bottle de... i dunno how many litres eh.. but i love her la~~ she knows my taste bud so well!!!

then.... 16th feb... early morning of... 5am i woke up... 6plus out of the hse... AIRPORT~ :D then somehow my sis dunno why...wan to go on an anti social shopping in airport..so... i go on with mummie..bought my anna sui perfume..PLUS! Estee lauder lip gloss... $26.. T.T but veri nice... :D

got DFS then got branded make up for me to use..if not confirm is see me using missha lip gloss... T.T wahahah... long long one time branded make up use..also not bad...then... get on plane..ok..the SIA plane is like BIG n NICE~ we have to take the shuttle bus.. to dunno where..then get on the plane.. ma jiam VIP~

so EXCITING~ :D then.... ever since reach the hse in brunei...everyday can hear my larling... ah wei..call out for me.. " wei KE" my name is wei zhi...he call me wei KE.... cos he dun use tongue talk wan..plus.. he mouth forever air come out...talk supper funny de eh... then everytime for nth..call me liao..bang me..then laugh... then say... "wo yao mai wan k/ju" u dunno is the K de fa ying or J de fa ying..due to his TONGUE!~

then... few days in brunei...not alot of things happen..so skip the part on it...back to sg.... sick all the way...

thurs before i go sch... i see doc... doc say i gotserious nose n ear n throat infection...flu too long liao... ear affected..cos i get ear blockings.. n i cant hear popping sound le.. T.T

2 days mc... but i still go sch... i am such a nice kid! then..the next before... ok...thurs nite...almost a quarrel with my dad... so mean nor... its unfair nor~ inside story i dun wan say.... but ade, kit... wanyu, narusagawa also know.. haha.. a no. of ppl knw la... :D

then.... fri...afternoon..go buy my LTD BASS!! i love it..the sound produce ...so damn good!~ but i wont neglect my SX de..cos..its RED~ wahahahaha.... ok..so i did a re arranging of my room..will post the pic in the next entry... just pics~~ :D

will be having an audition for the vox next sat...hum..HOPE CAN FIND A GOOD VOX NAH! piang eh....

i have so many darlings now~ KIT....NARUSAGAWA...BOLIN... KAZE~~~ hahaha... all is one yr younger than me.. SIA LA~~~ hahahah...so funny eh..

I LOVE CASIAS~~ BASSIST!~ LUB LUB LUB~~~~kit naru n kaze all bassist seh~ bolin is....guitarist.. i think..veri messy nah! piang eh..hahaha

hanging ard with musicians is nice u know~~ NICE~~ suppose to meet up the girls today but ade seems tired..so CANCEL~~ next week~~~ got jamming.. T.T

but i am going to ask ade out~~~ ahahahaha...after jamming TOWN BABY~~

ok..off for my practice.. tis week no jamming... :D ass..TIM~ my stupid lead guitarist make me JEALOUS when he said... an OLD man bought a FENDER bass at swee lee ystd!!~ OI~~ I WAN~~~~~~~~~~ HURHUR~~ wait till i got money..i go sell of SX... buy FENDER~ then i got ESP n FENDER~~ WAHAHAHA

ok..END

sign off

izumiko

12:25pm

24th feb 2007...

SHOW stop complaining i nvr update blog...

2007-02-11T23:00:00.000-08:00

a $30 necklace daddy buy for me at chinatown

from a 30 to 27 to 25 then to 23... :)

a farking reflecting of me...
emolisation

diary...

recap.... few days.... fri... after sch went home... was super tired..wanted to cancel the date i last min mention to ade... but then...still went after all...went to far east... my temper was very bad i guess.. sorry ade...

sat... jamming.... stupid...keru 2 30 then sms me tell me he cannot make it... pissed me off totally... come to a decision...we getting a new vox.. somehow...keru attitude towards the band is abit wrong...i guess....

jun was super suay.. his psp spoil, necklace also... then me.. me is heels go haywire... then my bass bag spoil..he suay dao cannot make it sia... hai dao wo also... =_= everyone mood change ystd sia...cos without vox.. all messed up le...

i play until my 2nd finger where i do plucking de.. now... swollen plus blood clot... now got improvement..all 10 fingers cramp plus blue black on some fingers.... yurameki is really not easy lor..i spend one whole nite to get every thing rite...

now i am learning page 2...anyway...there are 8pages for the whole song..i dunno how to memorise them nor....

sun..out to office..dad got to pray..send god... then... finish..go bugis... dad went to do our fou pai... cos its one tat chant before liao..then need to add in the monk's hair n jia sha... small part of it... papa say veri powerful... dunno eh... just wear ba...:) but dunno if go back to brunei can wear anot...

hope the monk dun scare away my grandpa n uncle at hm eh.... ok..its abit scary to talk abt this... anyway...then went to chinatown...ask dad to buy me a necklace... somehow...i find dad old also.. dunno ba...somehow... i dunno how to explain..but i find tat... its really time to do a change le...

got to find a job soon ba... earn some more... so tat my bass equipment i can pay on my own le... kit help me find kanon use de bass...after seeing it i got one comment...the bass is wat kuek is using...

so...everyone is using fender jazz bass..my bass look like fender bass...but it not... and heavy! kit say fender bass are mostly heavy... its 890... now i know why kuek say his is almost a 1k....

got to go down to davis n take a look le..maybe ask ade pei me go down someday...soon...cos come back from brunei...de weekend i jiu wan to go peninsula le... ask dad n mummie drive me there.. pei me look ard...

the end

sign off

izumiko

11pm

11th feb 2007

.the unwashed away memories.

2007-02-07T21:31:00.000-08:00

the END..
the used to be

diary....

its rather sudden why i wan to post the pic up again.. n edit it somehow... cos...somehow when i come to think of it...i find it unfair....

does she remember wat promise we 3 girls made 7yrs ago?

does she remember for all these 7yrs..how much ups n downs we had 3 been thru?

does she remember all the happy moments?

does she remember the tears we had together?

does she remember our goals n aims?

lots of things was there but she rather cover it up n not looking into it... n continue surviving in her LOVE world....

its too unfair... not saying tat bcos she has a bf... but the problem is... why must she act to be weak in front of her boy? wat did i do to make her go tat way???

i really cant believe...a 7yrs of fren can do such things to me.... i nvr regret of letting go of tis frenship.... bcos... i rather... forget the memories... than being so xinku...falling into her trap...

everyone can take me as the bad girl... i dun care! i think everyone who believe her words than mine...somehow... cos.... she cried i didnt... she was weak..i wasnt... everyone loves her.... but no one loves me...

Jalaine... if u read tis entry... i hope u dun think i am insulting u..but tis bring me to veri deep disappointment. i regretted in doing so much after all... u can dun bother abt wat i said...

but pls think back wat u had done to me.... no matter how bad my temper is... sorries is wat i always said... n changes is wat i am always doing....

i guess.... no more 10yrs for all of us.... i used to complain abt yanchang...but now...i guess i made the wrong conclusion..... u not only disappointed me.. but yanchang too...

no more reunion dinner... no more bday celebrations.... since we had remove adrian out long ago... i guess removing u out of the family... is not a problem too...i dun care if u going to be sad after reading tis...

who is the one going thru more pain n torture u know it well too.... u have ur happiness... u can be happy...but dun overdo it...

u will only be torturing others... yet u didnt realised.... i am a failure... cos... watever we promised each other... didnt come thru...i dun blame u for it...i blame myself for not being a good fren....

the end of it... so long my used to be fren.... its the end....

u can bring all of them away from me... or maybe u can remove me from the family

i dun mind... i dun bother anymore... but pls..dun cry when things dun turn out the way u want it to be... u know wat i mean....

the end

sign off

izumiko

9:31pm

7th feb 2007

Sg J Rockers Vs M'sia J Rockers

2007-02-06T22:00:00.000-08:00

*look at both* m'sia j rocker no. 1 :)
*look at the left side one pls* M'sia J rocker no. 2 :)
*look at the left one pls* M'sia J rocker no.3 :)
SG J rocker No. 1
SG J rocker no. 2
*pls look at the left one* SG J Rocker No.3
SG J rocker No. 2 *same guy*
*SG J Rocker No. 3 *Same guy*

diary...

6th feb 2007..... today.... rotted at hm... in the afternoon.... so..... i went into frenster...somehow saw ALOT of M'sia j rockers.. but NOT SG J Rockers i dunno why....

its veri hard to find one somehow.... so i found 3 Sg J rockers n 3 Msia J rockers.... SG J Rocker No. 3 HE LOOK LIKE MISAKI!!!! T.T

watever... anyway i save their pic n load it into my blog is without their permission..hope they dun mind...

to tis comparison.... obvious..Msia...SUPER OVER!! *i like* Sg....although not tat OVER but yandao eh! n Sg J Rockers conclusion... mostly.... TALL or SHORT, CONFIRM is SKINNY!! VERI SKINNY! hair super good condition... veri good to style... hair colour forever tat SWEE!

COMPLEXION... FOREVER tat GOOD... n FOREVER tat FAIR!! like "PRINCESS"....

end of my findings n searching anyway... now the EMO part....

alot of things happen today... just by SMS... happening already.... but details i wont say.... Vday... Vday EVE... i am staying at hm.. on Vday itself i wont even STEP into the sch... i rather take MC....

rather ROT at hm...than going to sch see ALOT of couples..... Vday u will get to see alot of couples veri suddenly....

currently... there is ONLY one song tat describes my mood.... Anna Tsuchiya - Kuroi Namida...

the translated lyrics for tis song:

There are countless nights I wished tomorrow would never come

Crying in the rain, having lost love and dreams...

What do I need

In order to live as I am without affectation?

If I can't believe in myself, what should I believe?

The answer is so close I can't see it

I cry black tears

I have nothing and I'm so sad

I can't even put it into words

My whole body is in pain

And I can't stand it alone

Exhausted from crying in the night, I pictured myself as someone else

I'm going to stop making myself smile to hide my weakness...

Is living as yourself without affectation

The most difficult thing in the world?

If I could have something from you, I'd like it to be something intangible

I don't want anything else that can break

Though I cry black tears and shout

Tomorrow comes, uncaring

And I run into the same pain

If these days are going to continue

I'd rather disappear somewhere far away

Even though I know it's selfish...

I cry black tears

I have nothing and I'm so sad

I can't even put it into words

My whole body is in pain

Though I cry black tears and shout

Tomorrow comes, uncaring

And I run into the same pain

If these days are going to continue

I'd rather disappear somewhere far away

Even though I know it's selfish...

tis is the whole lyrics for the song.... koni jie have the song ba...i think u see the lyrics u cfm emo.... cos i veri emo now... super emo... emo till i anytime wan to strangle myself to death... simply dun feel like waking up to face the world tml...

i always hide my own feelings for r/s... i always tell ppl... i am cold blooded... i am hard hearted... i dun feel a thing.... the fact how much pain n sorrows i bottom it up... is countless.... i dunno how to bring them out one by one...

which girl dun wan to be in the arms of the guy they love.... in the heart of tat veri one guy they love.... they wan to hold on to....

i dunno how long more i can survive thru tis emo period.... i dun need any bday celebration tis yr... notice to everyone... clubbing has been cancelled... i wan to stay at hm... drunk myself with tears....

the fact...i have nvr open party for my bday since sec 2.... ever since after my sec 1 bday... i had nvr open another... i dun have impressions having big celebrations with all my besties.... or family.... the only yr i remembered... was a early celebration in brunei... also my last bday with my grandpa...

i hate ocassions.... i lose a 7yrs good fren... which i lose to her guy.... now i see reality.... i must thank... koni jie...always there for me...xiaowei... always sharing tots with me... ade n wanyu...always having fun with me... vin, xiaodi... kevin tat grp... all of them brought me joy n laughter in sch n out of sch...

they had nvr failed to help me out.... miss onn... although she is veri busy but she always have me in heart n mind... jelly... always jio me for drink... *used to be* but we still contact.... still in good terms.... bee lay... always cursing n swearings with me....

somehow i have enough i guess.... nth more i could ask for.... and a no. of net frens... always joking...cheering me up... i maybe in a different world... i hope i can stand up again....

no more fake smiles.... no more fake expressions on the appearance.... a min of joy but yrs of sorrows.... until now... hais.... even tis yr...reunion dinner...also cancel... no family gathering tis yr... none shld turn up for it..i am not planning it tis yr....

its incomplete now... love really is blind...cos... it blindfolds both parties.. neglect the rest...in their lovely world... kicking everyone out of the world...except the couple in there... enjoying wat they have....

*smile* maybe i will be fine... somehow.... i will be... alone...

sign off

izumiko

10pm

6th feb 2007

2007-02-05T01:54:00.000-08:00

BoLin Didi..wahaha...a fren of mine... tis is sg j rocker

hair like misaki de? *misaki "copy" him de nah*

popo put ur pic here seh~

now...tis is m'sia j rocker! er... ok...tis is TOO over

but i LOVE it...*sorrie to put the guy's pic up here sia*

diary...

another day off to sch... and i tot tis is the last week before chinese new yr.. n i was CHEATED.. it wasnt... =_=""" i see the wrong date again....

then.... off to sch...veri wonderful..tis morning i walk into 7-11... took my 1000cc LEMON JUICE by pokka... i open my bag...see wallet not in.. i quickly put back the drink... n walk back hm.. to get my wallet... =_= not my first time liao~!! T.T

i everytime either not forget to bring my book if not my wallet if not my ez link card... =_= hum...then late nor... 9plus then reach tm.... then go sch.... 9 20+++ then...go bcm...class end early... then go eat...then..go class...

heard of a news la.... HE got internal injuries...hospitalised....hum... dunno... =_= dun care also..sun sms me say thank me for slapping him,...wake him up from everything blah blah... as for my pattern..i ignore la! hahaha...

then.... end of iac...go hm.... super tired..n i take up my daily habit again.. jogging...but i havent take up my habit of practicing bass everyday... wahahaha...

ystd...went to.... carrefour... top up my make up stuff..then my shampoo...then... go chinatown... walk walk... go OG..papa bought a pair of shoes plus 2 shirt.... button de la! then...weet! nowadays OG hire young ppl seh.. ok la..o level students... bo bian...

all younger than me!! those 16 or 17! omg!!!! then... go wallk walk....see see.... then go hm.... rotted at hm...

not much happen also.... emo period is gone.. now i am on the hyper period le... :) end of blog...

sign off

izumiko

1:54am

5th feb 2007

3rd jan 2007

2007-02-03T00:00:00.000-08:00

diary...

just found a song...veri nice veri meaningful...although i didnt know wat it actually means...but here is the lyrics of my current blog backgrd song... Damien Rice - 9 Crimes...

Leave me out with the waste,
This is not what i do,
Its the wrong, kind of place,
to be thinking of you,
Its the wrong, time,
For somebody new,
Its a small crime,
And i got no excuse

Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded,
Is that alright?
If u dont shoot it how am i supposed to hold it,
Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded,
Is that alright,
Is that alright with u?

Leave me out with the waste,
This is not what i do,
It's the wrong, kind of place,
To be cheating on you,
It's the wrong, time,
but she's pulling me through,
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse

Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded,
Is that alright?
If u dont shoot it how am i supposed to hold it,
Is that alright?
Give my gun away when it's loaded,
Is that alright,
Is that alright with you?

Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright with you?
Is that alright?
Is that alright?
Is that alright with you?
No ...

rite...last nite was a veri terrible nite...i guess.... i pour everything out to someone.... spoke out the truth... spoke out my feelings...my thoughts... all these while... i had been keeping all those to myself.... not wanting anyone to interfer...

it wasnt something nice either.... but well... everything has its ending... i guess...which road i take... has been shown... or known.... all i can do is carry on walking..... sorrie to HIM....

its a disappointment i guess...but i got no choice.... maybe it time to say goodbye..... i dunno....

tears brought myself to bed every single nite... no matter how happy i was..it can nvr cover up the yrs of sorrows i had in me.....

with one blow...my happiness is gone.... i accept the fact... the reality.... a life time of sorrows.....

back to the song.... i saw the mtv on youtube.. its actually become a song for drugs n aids.... its said... in US....Marijuana is the most common drug in US within the teenagers...

20% of the 8th graded students admitted tat they had tried Marijuana before. more than 60% of the teenagers said tat...Marijuana had been sold, used or kept in sch...Marijuana smoke contains 50 to 70% of some cancer causing chemicals than tobacco smoke does...

more than 100,000 US death are cause by excessive alcohol comsumption each yr... 40% of those who started drinking at the age of 13 or younger... ended up having acohol dependence in the later part of their life...

every 15mins ... suicide occurs in US...suicide is the 3rd leading cause of deaths in US for age between 15 to 20... out of every 3 girls.... at least one will have sex by age of 16....

tis world is going upside down for i know.... how each of us want to face this world... is their own personal thinking...but... how u wan to face it...beautifully or? look at it as if u are in hell.... think abt it.... if death really do solve all problems... why are there wandering souls?? still looking for a place to hide... or still looking for a place that they are suppose to be....

i would say...i want to face the world beautifully... no matter how hard my life is gonna be... i wan to carry on moving on... my frens are rite... no matter how hard i cry... the ones who left my world.... is already gone....

the world is still moving round.... it will always be a better day.... after a good nite rest....

end of blog... i think its time for me to think twice on wat i had been doing... all these while...i should stand up again... move on.... be the same old me again...

sign off
izumiko
3rd feb 2007
12midnite

2007-02-02T00:25:00.000-08:00

super bored.. so i played with cam!

in mummie room!!!
my hair for the day..my current hair style
sometimes my reflections dun show the truth
waiting for IAC... sitting outside the class
ade buy back t wan zai gao!! its nice nor!!

tis is the piece of jummper i bought...ah..i dunno how to match..

ma jiam clown wear wan

our bags.. in IAC... super boring nah!!!!

diary...

days tat i have not blog... dun really remember wat happen actually..... last sat...jamming as usual...was rather slack...cos... we jam until no songs to jams...cos we didnt learn...

then.... sun...out with parents...bugis... bought a dunno wat jummper is tat... ok...dun wan say le... i dunno how to match tat..... then.... mon...off to sch.... missed my lecture... cos overslept... =_="""

tues.... late for BCM... i forgot wat happen... ah!!! eh.... ok...ya..i forgot wat happen...wed... missed BCM again... with ade...we sat down at cafe 2 wait for wanyu to come find us...lunch brk ma...

then...wed evening...went to see marc,yuda n rustynailz perform at gashaus... hum... i am stunned with marc de bass skills la...n try to play marc de bass... omg!! i love his bass..but his bass is $3000PLUS! i can afford to buy $300PLUS but not $3000PLUS...

but i really like his bass...1st.. his bass "strings" super thin nor! piang eh... super nice to play on.... 2nd...rather light...i think lighter than mine... 3rd... smaller... ALOT small than mine.... 4th sound produce..so so so so much better!

then... from 7pm drag until 7 30 then start playing...quite like their originals....then... we sit down talk to marc awhile after tat... quite some time la.. .then.... know alot of news update on all the superbands ba...alot of shocking news eh!

then... koni went off first..she say meet fren...then bee miss hm..she need to reach hm before 10... then me n ade go eat nor... eat le then go hm....

thursday.... miss my S&W... miss my BCM... i went for LUNCH n IAC n BFS!! lesson veri long la.... 8am to 4pm..who can tahan sia! fri...which is today... veri happening....

during BCM...kevin come to me in class... ask me veri simple question "u n jonathan LIM quarrel ar?" tis simple question lead to my LONG story.... then lesson end... kevin told dom n jon HU... there are 2 jonathan in class la... the gangster one is jon HU...

then..while walking out...as one big grp.... talk n talk..then the guys get hotter n hotter la... cos they rather pissed off with jon LIM..for doing so much.... even QB lao pa... junwei also dulan him....

then... at the bus stop opposite sch.... the guys called jon LIM to come back.. go to the bus stop.... where we are located.... ok... i was like... gan du lan n pissed off... cos i really cannot tahan... he eventually LIED!

during the holidays... confronted him once..abt the money matter... on him saying...$500 had been stolen.. n he need to borrow money here n there to top up the $500 again... FARK! my $18 can top up until where? why lied??

then he insulted on we buddhism by saying...we are praying to something tat dun exist at all... n he simply dun understand why we buddhism so dum still go pray... FARK! he was once buddhism n his family all are buddhism!~

then... NVM.... wanyu was there when he insulted buddhism thing... we ask wanyu straight away..she said YES! yet tat jonathan still wan to DENY... DENY some more u make me even more angry....

i was like...WHY LIE!! wat is the reason of ur LIES! esp. when everyone treated him like a good fren! fark up..moronic bastard can!! esp. tat joke on my grandpa..i SERIOUSLY cannot forgive him...cos... my grandpa is my dearest! i love him.. but yet he said such thing!

i dun care if its a joke or not.. he is dead! why joke abt it! plus..he making DEEP breathing sound.... PERVERT sound... n saying veri awful words on the phone... he think he can make me HIGH is it.. tmd.. his face n voice make me TURN OFF pls!

i dunno why it is so necessary to do such a thing... when i was like... once frens...forever frens..i wont say i will be fake in front of whoever.... as long is my fren..n i think u are worth being my fren... i will NVR treat u bad or betray u... everyone knows how i treat frens... as long under my FRENS category... sure wont suffer wan...

so...i told tat jonathan... if he has the guilt in him anot... he can pretend as nth happen BUT i cant... anything he said... insulting my appearance n all i dun care..but why LIE n why say until my passed away grandpa.. WHEN he even saw my grandpa in person when he came to SG... he even GREETED my grandpa... tat was the first time he saw my grandpa n the last time...

so do i... fark him upside down to come n make such jokes.. its so inhuman of him!! i hate jonathan! eventually i make him kneel down in front of me.. at the bus stop where by alot of ppl can SEE! ask him BOW 3 times n say out loud SORRIES to me...the fact... he thinks i wan to discriminate him tis way???

pls.! i dun wan to do tis to a guy...n i HAD nvr do tis to any guy before... no matter how overboard tat guy had done or say... but..tis time round i dun give face..i realised... if i always say.."forget it..." guys will take advantage...after he did tat... dom eventually disturb him.. he said 4 times... dom say he cant hear... he wan jon to say it again..he have the pride... he took his bag.. n walk off... dom chase after him...

jon HU..told me... since i wanted to slap him... i go n slap.. i have no wrong in slapping him..cos he did such overboard things... which no one can ACCEPT it.... i walk over to the over head bridge.... i didnt say anything i just give him 2 time slap on his face.. he almost cried...

wat for? he dunno how much hate i had accumlated in me... no one forced him to say out wat happen when tat toilet incident took place.... *classmates n besties sure know wat is tat* already said dun leak out a thing.. he still dum until he go tell vincent...

he eventually blame on vincent.. he said it was vincent who FORCED him to say out... vincent almost get into trouble also... it was jon who mouth itchy..go n say out when vin only asked.."so wat happen" always pushing the blame to others when he WAS wrong....

telling me he went to open a web n blog for our band! for wat la! we are not EVEN famous.. not even a TINY bit of it... doing useless stuff of his own likings... for wat sia! cant even be in reality...then too bad....

it was xiao di bday some more... wwanted to go tamp. mall give him a surprise celebration... end up...drag time down due to tat jon..who kept denying of wat he had done.... why all the facts are out... its a VERI big disgrace to kneel down in public... n KE TOU! ok... not normal bowing down saying sorrie..his head almost touched the ground...

seriously... i dun like doing such thing cos i know how important pride n face are for guys... but he seriously DIDNT changed... n became worse... wan to drag ppl down to DIE with him... he shld knw dom, jon hu n kevin cannot mess ard de... he still dare to play tricks with all of us...

i may not be kevin they all de good frens..but we all mix ard well... not say i have ppl backing up for me... but..even if now i only have my own... i also will slap him...the slaps..i hope can wake him up... i dun slap ppl for nth... n i slap him on behalf of my grandpa...

no matter how u joke on me... i am fine..BUT not joke on my frens nor my family or my relatives... i am veri sensitive to these.... cos... they are all important to me... jon lim is the first guy in my life..i encounter... who i ask him to do such things in public.. in uniform.. in front of SO MANY sch mates...

tis is how he bring disgrace to his FAMILY... he rather save that FACE of his... than owing up he is a coward...

i give up on tis frenship..he is not worth being in my frenlist ...but in my blacklist... must thanks kevin they all... n must say sorrie to wanyu they all... i know its abit shocking n abit oveboard for punishing him tat way....

but he can nvr be my fren again... n wat dom they all going to do next i dunno le... just ask tat jon lim to pray hard.... cos...he eventually injured kevin today... wat is dom they all going to do.... i not sure le... i dun wan to see fightings.but tis time round i cant speak up for him anymore....

i used to help him speak up..but now..he is on his own... i hope vin wont go into it... before he get beaten up also... rules for the game... if u wan to start playing... u got to end the game urself...

currently super EMO mood... dunno why..anytime will burst into tears...maybe over tat matter again..suan le!! i need to be alone~~ i wan to be a LONER!!! LONER~~

sign off

izumiko

12:25aM

2nd feb 2007

2007-01-25T14:30:00.000-08:00

nightmare also known a naitomea
Kagrra
Ancafe
Alice nine
Vidoll
Phantasmagoria
Olivia feat. trapnest
Miyavi
Malice Mizer
Lolita 23
Duel Jewel
Janne Da Arc
Dir En Grey
Anna Tsuchiya
Gazette

diary..

j rock bands!! featuring....

alice Nine

Nightmare

Ancafe

Janne Da Arc

Gazette

Kagrra

Dir En Grey

Malice Mizer

Duel Jewel

Lolita 23

Olivia'Trapnest

Anna Tsuchiya'Black Stones

Miyavi

Vidoll

Phantasmagoria

*grins*

i am sick again!!! FLU FEVER!~ whoo~~! weak~~~~

transformation 2

2007-01-24T09:45:00.000-08:00

tis is how misaki actually look like... wahaha

tis is how KUEK looks like...eheh..copyright photo hor

and tis is how i look like at first...hum..
good transformation!

tis is how misaki can be when he become manga character

yandao sia!!! FARK!!! whoo~~

tis is a ....er... EI Greco.. i dunno wat is tat but i call it
QIAN NIAN LAO YAO! but yandao leh..misaki

so..i am not the onli one tat looks like an APE..
but somehow.. i look MOST like an APE..misaki again

now u see tis bloody EI Greco.. its kuek...

ma jiam JIANG SHI!!!

tis APE won the BEST SMILE AWARD!

wahahaha tis is cool..KUEK...=_=

as i said..any baby look tis way..pls kill it on the spot

ma jiam all monsters! kuek :)

ok...tis is the end of the transformation..anyone wan to transform..pls let me know... wahahha... oh..i think i better put the original pic in to let u know all see the BIG difference... :)

transformation niite~

2007-01-24T09:30:00.000-08:00

tis is how misaki look like when he was a baby

tis is wat i transform out..sorry for tat LUCIFY word

there..hahaha

GUESS!! WHO IS TIS!! its KUEK !!
he become manga cartoon character

tis is rather accurate after i transform it..
he do look like tat when he was a teenager

ok! my own transformation... manga character

if real life my eyes so big jiu hao le...

if ever ur baby look like tat.. PLS KILL it STRAIGHT away
its too SCARY till no one wan to look at it..its me

serious i really think i am born an APE!

fark! i am an APE looking human!

when i am drunk i look like tat...hum....

when kuek gets drunk he looks like tat

tis is an entry where by i load transformation pictures.... more will be up for misaki!!

enjoy!!!!! :)

22nd n 23rd jan 2007

2007-01-23T02:27:00.000-08:00

happy kissing!
cam whore of the yr!
:D nice leh..
bitting my lips.. not bad.. :)
sometimes i really love myself

diary...

22nd jan 2007.... monday monday monday.... off to sch for lecture... slightly late! hum...then.... enjoy enjoy... then..off for bcm.. but then teacher late..so we girls... stupid xiaodi n vin.go off nvr tell us...we go cafe 2 find them..xiaodi eat..i go buy drink..then go class... ]

then..bcm end early...then we girls... me, wanyu, fiona, eileen..we went to noobs n eat...while the guys go walk walk see see.... but then end up...we still meet up at campus heaven la..xiaodi damn cute wan lor...see liao also wan to pinch pinch!

eventually we got on to dirty jokes while walking to class...wahahaha... xi guan jiu hao man!!! enjoy leh..then go class.... do test again..tis time i can do sia! but then the other 3 method i dunno how to draw the table..so.. i copied WANYU de! whoo~~

but end up correct leh.. not bad eh!! wahahahah...then go home... lucky day....27 no ppl...31 also not alot of ppl... we end sch early ma..bo bian... wahahaha....then... reach home... i rest awhile...watch tv awhile... play with hp cam awhile... then..get onwith my bass for 3 to 4hrs... i forgot...

then.... dinner...then... tv awhile...then back to bass.... 2hrs... eh seh!! li hai rite!! but end of the day.. i didnt learn all the songs well la!! my fingers pain like shit!!! blisters start coming out.... ! whoo~~~

then... was doing tis... er... L shape kinda of thing... my legs on the wall... as wat they say...every nite put there for 30mins... leg will be chio..wahahaha!! i try try... whoo~~ 15mins nia.. my leg dropped off.. n the next thing i know i was aslp already..n woke up at 3 plus...see comp abit then go back to bed until 9am in the morning

anyway.... 23rd jan 2007..... bcm was cancelled... n bfs also cancelled..so the lesson of the day... 2hrs of IAC then go home! ah...waste time rite!! bo bian..cos.... teachers all on course... good leh!!

meet up with wanyu at 12.. she was late again!! for 10mins..so i reach le i go buy my milk tea...wait for her...then we took cab to sch.. u know..now IAC cannot late liao.. if not kana lock outside.. T.T

then we reach class.... then... oh ya!! i told wanyu story again..tmd...abt one person who commented something tat i really cannot tahan as if tat person veri good in it like tat...judge till tis way..and i was like... ASSS!!!!

wanyu hear le..also wat the.... wahahahahha!~~ serious i dun think tat person got the right to judge nor...cos its like.. pls pls pls!!! just shut up n listen and one more thing u are now asking a favor from me nor! i dun owe u anything plus wat tat person lied before i still bear it in mind...

who dunno tat person now come back look for me is trying to get some advantage from me... i am not dum la... i have seen alot of ppl like tat person sia... all end up... i get rid of them one by one..tat person is just waiting for he/her turn... woo~~~

then... go sch..IAC...did our last piece of test.. i all correct~~~ whoo~~~~~~ after finish...we slack abit... then...end of lesson...we go noobs eat..only me n wanyu la...then we go home.... super pack de 27... i was standing for like... 3 to 4stops then got sit..

i got abt snatch sits la.. wahaha.. in front of the tv mobile..got one sit de ma... big space..so..it was empty after an old man got off... so i was like...just walk n sit.. wahahah...the malay guy in front of me.. was like...=_=..wahahaha... sorrie la...

i sit down le then realised... but then...from outsiders..ppl will think me n tat malay know each other..cos he let out the sit to me de....oh anyway..i saw tis poly guy...GAN SHUAI de ok!!! he was sitting behind me..RIGHT behind... super cute de hao ma!!! his hair long long.. AH!!! my fav!!!!

all i know.. he is cute!!! i like!! he slightly smile at me...then before go off the bus he look at me then go off... ah!!!! i drowning sia!! but too bad la.. only by chance can see him i guess.. haha..unless i always take tat timing de bus nor...dots...ma jiam ou xiang ju... pengs...

but he really veri yandao! the 1st look i tot he misaki..hahaha!! cos quite alike leh... plus i short sighted..wahahaha!!! then... i got home.... play wit cam!! then i got tired... i 4plus go slp..until 7plus ...slp again..9 plus mummie bang my DOOR ...veri loud..i got up... mummie ask me go eat dinner...

wahahaha! power de leh.... then... go eat... wash up... remove make up... ah! worse i put on make up n took a nap..... then... play comp...then practice my bass... tis stupid com... is like... i play half way..keep lagging... i veri dulan le..a.t first i tot it was msn tat making my gp5 lag...

but then..after sometime... i realised... my com can auto shut down itself for like 3 to 4 times...then nvm..it will hang...even restart le also will lag... then! i found out is the comp tat cause problems!

i veri dulan nor... my dad pay the money to my uncle to ask him make 2 new coms... end up..my comp is like.. SHIT ASS!! FARKING MORONIC COMP! ... ok.. i am veri angry..cos i really hate it...

1st time spoil..is the pluck for my monitor to cpu... screen totally cannot view de nor....

now... is auto shut down... wat the.... my uncle sux to the core la! forever is doing such lousy job!!!!! watever.. one more time... i am going to ask daddie to bring to my uncle.. ask him.. REPAIR IT FROM TOP TO BOTTOM.. RIGHT TO LEFT! INSIDE OUT!

going to bed soon... wahahah...talk to misaki's fren.. CALVIN the si bian tai!! haha..but he nice la..too bad he too old... 26..FARK! why so old! hahahaha...

his pattern totally the same as misaki sia... EEwww.. all got drug addict face sia!!! wahahahaha :)

end of my blog

sign off

izumiko

2:27am

23rd jan 2007...

IAC CA2 TML~~ weet~

20th jan 2007

2007-01-21T21:15:00.000-08:00

my collections... my bass n my heels
weet~
all 7 pairs.. nice leh... ok... my red heels shoe box go mia
the most shocking thing i saw... in my papa shop..

after seeing it i cannot stop luffing... the surname

my collections! :D more more more~
i was shocked by tis..i saw 2 somehow ah bengs wan to fight

ok...say the truth... guy in black is my drummer..guy in white is my
vocalist.. wahahhaha :D

i love my heels la...

the boxes... i lost the red heels box..bo bian eh...

diary....

20th jan 2007.... got down to dad's shop early morning with daddie to help him out... still having fever...coughing.. T.T then... was like... torture... as in not getting up early to help la... is the cough tat tortures

got prepared of 2 bags... n my bass...one is a shoe bag...i buy heels the plastic/paper bag is a BAG... ok... watever... i put my another set of clothes inside la...cos dad's shop stay in there for hours will have a veri stop paper printing smell...

then...bring alot of things down la.... then... bag super heavy...especially the one tat i need to bring down for jamming.... then..help out...steady.... got one customer..she is a tutor la... she bring in... a stack of books.. with a slip inside.... she nvr print whole book..but ma jiam whole book...

and i dun really know how to do ma...but then.. i still made it sia~ weet~~ nervous like shit!! then...alot of customer ji tao..also veri weird when i printing tat stack of books...alot of customers come in..wan to print this n that... =_=""

then.... hum.... totally totally..didnt have time to look at my tabs again... fark! then.... wahahaha...gan ma walk in... in the afternoon... bring in banana give us..then give me ANG BAO~ :D for my to buy new yr clothes de... every yr sure get it de... but then every yr tat ang bao kana eaten by my mummie...

wahahaha...i was rich man for just one day! then... dad close shop at 2 30 la... ok la... i was late.. :D BUT jamming as at 3~! in the car tell papa abt my band thing... then...reach le.. daddie wait for me..cos i go station fetch everyone la... my members PLUS jas n her fren.. jie late... jun also late....

then i walk here walk there..cos jas stand rather far..cos..somehow keru n her know each other during a photoshoot... then...she paiseh.. keru also veri cute.. he keep saying.. " i had one seen her once..i dun really know her.. i dun recognise her *smile*" sweet little guy.. :D

then... finally jun came i saw him..he nvr see me.. ok! my make up was light..as in i didnt put eye shadow NOR eyeliner.. power leh! n i almost went down to town nor!then... all reach le... then walk together.. i go get my things...as well intro to daddie my members.. jun ji tao!!! walk walk walk... =_=" some more he smoking..funny la his reaction... :D

then... got my things...dad pass me money... then he went off.... then i also go off...daddie as well wan to pass his customer something ma... then... wah..veri veri veri bad condition for the day... my hands shivers until veri veri veri veri jia lat...

gan jie spotted it... =_= and my fingers blue black...power leh.... then... my face ji tao... *black* hahaha.. no la... cos i veri disappointed with myself also... ji tao..not only tim n jun n keru..... ah! i was veri bad for the day.... we end up keep playing glamorous sky.... end up.. jun said... only glamorous sky SO CALLED can make it for performance nia..but its the simplified verison nor...

now have to learn the original one... n veri scary... just 1 stupid bar i cant carry on...cos... ok...all the current song all is pick de nor... fark! i only know finger de! i think its time to learn how to use pick to play~ but! aiya!! fingers will twist up la.!!!~~ piang eh!!!

dunno leh...seems rather stressed up leh... cos... hais... CA on wed!!! oh...reason why i face black.. no mood... 1 is i disappointed... 2 jun scold me.. ok..i deserve it nor! omg!! first time he fierce me... T.T

but then when jamming ends ar.. he back to normal again~! wat the.... i ji tao... everyone see me face change... wahahaha... but everyone was sweet la... esp. keru.. :) then.. gan jie also chua tio... say veri fierce... bo bian~ hoho~

but he good... he automatic help me carry my bass again... :D then..go one dunno wat is tat.... shop...sit down... outside... order drinks... n all...then.... band discussion...then...i tio shoot like hell by jun as usual... then..ok...both of us keep argue.. n everyone keep laughing! T.T

then...discuss finish..then he teach me accounting..he can die...i think..he really can... then... until 7 plus...but keru left... er... 5plus?? 6?? then tim n winston left at 6plus 7?? jun.. he ass.... we girls also wan to leave nor... he..dun wan wait for us.. he go off first...then... jie n i leave together...FARK! the tikos there...ass wan nor... we walk pass one kopi diam.. the uncle call out "xiao jie... xiao meimei" WAH THE!

aiya..i just help those stupid uncles la! FARK wan nor... hum....then... jie n i.... wanted to wait for train but sia la!! alot of ppl...we carry guitars de..veri hard la... so... we took cab down to tamp. then tamp also alot of ppl nor..wah...buay tahan...then.... walk walk..i went to mondo with jie..oh~ bought heels again... power leh... got alot of discounts...so i bought it..one for sch another for shopping~!! but both black..i wan to find blue heels leh... BLUE!!

jie bought a red one..wahahaha... happy leh... then... we walk walk...we went to long john...ard 9 plus...eat...wah..we talk n talk... steady...11pm.. wahahha... still nvm leh... got tis BIG grp of stupid teenagers... noisy like dunno wat...ma jiam anytime u will wan to kill them..REALLY!

we talk also got problem.. they too too too too loud... then a grp of malay girls site beside us... angry... then ask them keep quiet...weet!! then jie told me quite alot...so do i.. hais.. jie...we so suay..ah!! then jie say..she saw something veri funny...cos jie de guitar is put on the sofa chair ma..then my bass is go in between the sofa n table...

then my bag n heels all put on the sofa chair..jie sit inside i sit outside on the normal chair...then...veri funny... got tis grp of guys ... walk in... eh... got 2 is carry guitars de... then got one long hair...curly de...with one head band de... wear specs... he turn his head twice to see the guitars =_=...then got one purple shirt de..hair LONG... rebonding i think no more le.. curly curly le... but quite yandao leh..

then... hahaha! veri funny.... jie talk abt him..till he know it... we ji tao... nvr say anymore...but i told jie... now a days i go for guys hair long style de nor.. :D

then... that grp of guys they... duno leh... took out the 2 guitars n start playing... we was like... keep saying they wan to show off la.. wan to earn money la...we luff n luff nor.. piang eh.. super funny..then we parted at 11...then... jie walk to traffic light...the grp of guys follow..then the purple shirt guy he stand beside jie n smile at her... hahahah!

jie sms me to tell me.. then i was like.. oh...~ hahahahha... i reach hm..super tired but i carryo n with my bass practice but awhile nia la.. i look at the tabs i ji tao jaws DROP! cannot make it sia! hais...

then talk to jie until 2plus? shi ma? then i doze off... =_= sorrie neh.... send her some emo j rock songs..hais.. jie ar..dun think so much liao ok??? :D ur fist conversation with my drummer... "eh.. u today nvr work ar" hahahha!!! then silent... =_=" sia la!

super tired.... going to bed again... blog abt 21st jan 2007 tml~ :D

sign off

izumiko

9:14pm

20th jan 2007

19th jan 2007....

2007-01-19T01:58:00.000-08:00

diary...

was rather stressed up cos last nite.... after i press the "power" button my on keyboard.. my com auto restart.. now i know the magic...

then... when i restart my com... well done..my msn n frenster cant go in....esp. my msn... password for nth its wrong.... tried too many times... acct. lock up le.... then...for frenster... invaild user.. n i dunno why...

as wat ppl ssay de.... kana hacked..but dun care la... ppl are just jealous over wat i have... *zip* watever....

redo an account for msn n frenster... end up...1 plus 2 then slp..then woke up rather early the next day... tmd... damn tired... eEewww.. n i end up.... rotted face... =_=

afternoon.... rot also... then..didnt touch my bass... was starting to get sick already dunno why.... then... until late afternoon.... play play... then rest... too weak to carry on playing...then... slp wake up...best liao... i fever....

then... now..cough... actually in the day i was having veri veri veri veri bad flu already... then all the way... until now... still flu, cough, now fever....

a keyboardist added me..so... ok... a half japanese... then... female...rather pretty eh.... can say.... calling her down for jamming tml...wanted jun to make the decision n talk to her himself but end up..until now he is not home... n when i msg yuki again..she went offline le.. i dunno if she gets my msg....

tml i have to get to keep in touch with jas...ask her down..to learn her guitar basics... hais... bang ren bang dao di ba.... no choice.... somehow... it a torture of doing so many things at one shot when i am super sick n weak..till i anytime can faint...

force myself to wake up... sit in front of the com... stare..wait n wait.. no clue... gone... i end up sms him tell him everything... worse part of my life..is having fever... and i die die also dun wan take medi ok! fark! i am sick n tired of seeing medi every now n then...

watever..it doesnt matters.. no one cares anyway.... things ard me are changing already...serious....time to time changing...sometimes i just need a small break..but it seems like i cant..once i take a break...everything will slowly move away...

i've got no clue how my future would be... but i am trying my best in everything tat i am doing now...seriously....i dunno how i wan to walk my future road...really going into make up? or focus on band? or...carry on move up to poly...then to U?

hais... i think i am handling all the band stuff down to another member in my band le... burden is too heavy... i cant handle myself... serious.... i am tired.... i am also a human who need to rest too.....

still looking for daphne khoo's im sorry tat song.. ok..the current song in my blog... its daphne's own creation..she wrote the lyrics n her band played it..its veri nice..i like... alot alot..i am currently looking for the mp3... any body wan the song also let me know leh...cos once i get the mp3 i will send out :D

hum... ok..i am seriously PALE... n i look ugly tis way..cos i am just trying to boost my energy again n again..dunno why...ah...watever...

tml have to go down to office with papa help him out..then papa will bring me down for jamming..hais...find tat daddy is veri stressed... sometimes when i look at him... come home...still talk to me so nicely..happily..the fact he is tired...

used to have alot of conflicts abt dad n mum dun care abt me..they dun even ask a single thing abt my doings n all.. now when they ask me..it seems like.. i am stressing them up more... dad also wish to talk everything out under the sun to his daughters too...

somehow i am too used of being closed up... only writing things out in blogs.... hais... i know dad is tired... i know dad wans to go for his mahjong... i seriously dunno...when...dad can stop n relax... ever since i know he took up smokin again..i am starting to worry...

mom is a veri shocking new to me already... abt her health... no more next one pls... its horrible... its like... a tragedy... mom's health...then follow down by the 2 deaths of my grandpa n uncle... hais... wat is next? ha! i cant imagine it anyway...

sometimes i also wish i can have someone there...for me.. i can be in his arms... but i am always rejecting rejecting n rejecting... i dunno wat is the main problem... watever it is... all i can say...i am mentally tired n physcially numb...

end of blog..

sign off
izumiko
1:58am
19th jan 2007

.17th n 18th jan 2007.

2007-01-18T17:51:00.000-08:00

i have been on light make ups recently~~ oh~ my lashes!~
wahahah..justtoo bored..waiting for time to pass nia...

having CA today sia~

oh oh.... no eyeliner no eyeshadow
mish the times i have with him

diary....

17th jan 2007..... hum...off to sch.... i was.... ON TIME ok... ok la...late ABIT... 20mins! :D then... go Tamp with fiona n eileen n wanyu...to meet up with xiaodi... ho ho...he pon BCM.. .and i just realised BCM got BIG exam can! omg~!~~~

and i tot we dun have it..and tis is scary...serious..it is.... it has been a long time since i touch letter writing... =_=" ah..then we 4 girls go take cab ma... ass.... when we got off the cab le... at tm le... then fiona tell me...the uncle ISH bian tai...

ok...tat is scary when they told me the uncle de eyes keep looking at me... i was like..i didnt realised cos i was smsing with fren... then... fiona they say when they got onto the cab...the uncle turn behind look at them... get in..ma jiam wan to see them expose sia!! SO MEAN!!!

nowadays taxi drivers are CRAZY!!! all unbalance.... watever..i dun give a damn sia!!! then... we eat first la... then...we went off back to sch again..for.. iac..ok..we late....teacher finally!! ask where we go..cos we everytime late she wont ask...

then.... do test...finally...within the time limit finish the paper nor!! but sian~ then.... didnt go TPS...cos was like...the next day is BFS CA liao...sorrie MR...... ok...i dunno his name... watever... MR.TPS teacher.... alot all pon la... then come home... ji tao...see the book i faint...

wahahaha...didnt touch my bass i think.. ok! i always forget wat i had done for the day ok!!! then.... ah...bath la... comp la... revise until i doze off...woke up at 3am n realised i revise only 1/4 of it... =_=

18th jan 2007 then.... set alarm...back to slp..haha...too tired la...then woke up...7am in the morning... struggle abit..then 8plus...then go bath...then i got the intention of not going BCM..yeah!! tmd... 6pages of it.. n i only can get 1/2 a page of it into my brain nor! ass...i find myself veri moronic at times...

then... i prepare ok le...then sit n study...ah...this time can le... .then..wait for wanyu de sms... meet her at tm... go eat long john... then we went for class...ass... ms quah suddenly fierce seh... give out the test paper..then say... " tml i wan to see u..." i was thinking...of cos see me la.. tml first lesson is ur lesson le wat~!

BUT then....after i did the first piece hand up... second piece do... she ok liao..joke with me.. SIAO teacher sia!! hahaha... ok la..she is nice afterall.. i like her..... then... finish 2nd paper.. then continue reading my BFS.. finally ALL in! :D

then go for CA.. ok... we all shocked when see the paper ok... piang eh... first time... wat we predict nvr come out.. =_=" BUT got la..just 1 or 2...cos VERI hard de all nvr come out... worse one... the least we had nvr predicted... islamic banking came out.. =_= lucky i did read on tat!!!

then end le... lesson awhile..then go home... then... come hm... ji tao..tired nah!! just finish bathing.... ok..END... tired~ he nvr sms me~~ T.T

sign off

izumiko

9:51pm

18th jan 2007

15th jan 2007

2007-01-15T00:08:00.000-08:00

diary....

15th jan 2007...a monday..... 14th jan 2007... rotted at hm... went emo for quite sometime...then back to normal.... then.... went to bed rather early.... dunno why....hum.... then... got up early in the mornig...ard 5am... practice my bass for 1hr... then go n prepare for sch...

i was rather early... but still 8 45am then reach mrt station to meet wanyu... she was even later la.. anyway...and ass... since morning...got bad things happen le...

1st..got onto the bus...sit down happily...then... out of interchange... just few stop away... an auntie got onto the bus...her stupid bag hit onto me... =_=" gan suay....then nvm..she said sorrie..so i didnt bother much... then she got off...

2nd... one rather big size teenager...a GUY ok...i say first... he is... 1.5times bigger than me.. i was like....ok... squeeze myself in... he.... still..not enough space... squeeze into me... =_=..worse..tat lasted for 30mins... just 1 stop away from the stop i need to get off at tampines... he then STOP squeezing me.. he stink anyway... and i wan to vomit cannot vomit.. then i keep coughing... i got off the bus.. ma jiam break freedom sia!!!!

3rd...in sch..rather plain n simple nth happen.... but THEN..when we reach IAC... we were predicting tat bastard not coming to sch..but then to our surprised..he went for IAC.. aiya...pon other lessons still the same nor... big time moron... then... vin sat alone...wanyu n i sit side by side..bo bian... 1 table 2 ppl.. i dun wan vin to sit with jon.... Awww... so SAD...

4th.... come home.... rather lucky..got off 31.... my 27 behind nia.. n its rather empty...best thing is..i got on the bus then rain... power leh.. the moment i step onto the bus it rain le... :D lucky kid seh...

5th.... got on to 147...walk home after tat..when walking home... fark..i dunno wat i have on my face or body..tat alot of like..u know... drivers in the car...drive pass me... look at me n smile ma jiam like a pervert or rapist... got 2 motorist whistle at me.. FARK! i hate tat...tat is why i hate going home alone at times..EVEN in the day!!!

serious..i was just plainly in my sch uniform... some more in flats.. my heels spoil...then carry my bag...hair tied up...some more my make up was plain!!! and i dunno wat those uncles are looking at!!!

worse... one ask me... "xiao meimei... yao bu yao gen wo hui jia" tmd.!!! i go home with u!!! GO FARK UR OWN MOTHER! ok...i seriously hate it.... within just 2yrs.. i dunno see how many perverts le... at least a 7... all expose to me.. when i duno a thing... irritating isnt it!! n tat cause me nitemares for days n weeks!!!

tat is why at times i will keep a distance away from strangers... really!! when walking can see... veri obvious i will SIAM Veri far... ridiculously FAR.... esp. indians... or bangalas...

reading xiaxue's early entries on...rape n molest... her case seems to be alot worse than mine...at least mine not VERI CLOSE... rather a distance..just tat can see... n the pervert will grin at u... ma jiam any time will eat u up... argh!~~~

watever it is.. i reached home safely anyway... put on my normal go out de make up...also will have pervert see... tmd... now put on real plain make up..ma jiam a girl without slp... ugly like shit..ALSO will have pervert... argh!! what has sg been coming to??? tat sux alot...

i didnt even EXPOSE myself to let those pervert HIGH..why keep looking at me!! not say under my white top i wore a super sexy BRA!! pls nor!! cant even see!!! piang eh!! nowadays... those uncles really need it..wife cant give ??? gf cant give?? why must be so tiko look at young girls??? ok..young adults to describe me... fark nah!! i just hate it la...

i cant take it lor.. on bus also will kana molest... walk home also will kana harass... tmd..i stay at hm dun wan go out la~!~~ hate tis stupid environment i am in now...hougang seems so MESSY.... and DIRTY... aiya..watever...

going to bed....

sign off
izumiko
12:08am
15th jan 2007

first jamming day

2007-01-13T05:00:00.000-08:00

diary....

hum....was rather emo the nite before...dunno why...then... last min realised my bass spoil at the moment when i was tuning my bass again... ass..... the spring loose... bo bian.... see when i free need to bring back to peninsular...aiya..change string as well..cannot tahan...

then....tune finish.... then.... go slp.... woke up at 7 30... ok...cos wan to sms dad to ask him leave money.... and he tot my jamming was a lie.... ok..cos previously... 2 days? or 1 day i took extra from him but i nvr go out.... aiya.,..last min rain so heavy how to go out..and where the money go?? ya..go to the 5 horoscope book i bought.... $15 ok!

then... fri... took cab home wat....rain heavy like shit...bus stop humans pack until like dunno wat.... ah...as i said de..ants attack! ah...like tat nah...i only take $10 ok!! piang eh....the first time i go out take so little money...ma jiam i poor family like tat... =_=.. i am not rich anyway...

then... continue practicing my bass for...abt... 30mins la...warm up my fingers...then..go bath....then..prepare...then go out...THEN..rain.... =_= bo bian..i late again la.. u knw...ah...so took cab again... =_= then...Tim was the earliest! power leh...then followed by winston n jun... ok...keru~ late.... =_=

then we went off to the studio ourselves first...walk ard...see see...tat was the jamming studio i went before...with tat bastard... n wanyu..i still remember tat time wanyu was doing the keyboard..n playing dunno wat song sia.... then me??? city harvest song..TMD! just imagine i tio cheated tis way! FARK!

watever....then.... Tim got himself cut dunno how.... so...put on a plaster for him...heng ar..my bag got plaster... I LOOK LIKE A MOTHER for tat moment of time.. hahaha!!! but ok la... must care for bandmates u see!

then...went into the jamming room...set up.... ok....escapism tat song.. ITS rather a FAIL... glamorous sky...at least can make it... over my head... we strike it off..WAHAHAHA~~ all learn until like dunno wat... end up...remove it... anyway...we tried playing.... also cannot make it.. ma jiam those DA XI de ppl... anyhow dong dong dong QIANG~ hahaha...

then keru only learn glamorous sky sia! piang eh! escapism he didnt learn.... wat the..... stupid jun...he suddenly go speed up escapism at the chorus... we all rush like siao n tot tat was the real tempo! T.T ok..he was trying to test us anyway...

tmd... i ystd keep playing wrong notes sia..i dunno wat i thinking.. i keep staring into space... omg~ rite..i was dum.... =_= veri..always dum.... then...after jam le... keru left first then.... the rest we go kopi diam.... then.... the guys wanna eat..as well...waiting for my gan jie to be down... then... drink talk talk talk...then... jie down...they all eat... i sit n watch...

simply not feeling well... feel like dying sia!~ then...all the way...we finish le..go city hall...then no place to sit at starbucks..then no place to sit at the basement also...so we end up... go see guitars.... then...ard 6 plus go the mac...sit sit talk talk.. .then...ard 7 plus... go off... jie n i go town... carry on bass n go town! T.T

but jie carry my handbag for me... wahaha... power leh.. other than cab fare n jamming studio money. pay my share.... the rest..all the drinks all treat by other ppl.... 2 times... my drinks all treat by jun.... then milk tea by jie... eheh!~ ahahahha....

come home... settle down... ji tao..SLP! hahaha!! wanted to slp with my make up on..but then cannot la...then... slp... wake up slp wake up..headache nor! then i go check temp. power... temp. 38.5 but i nvr care..go slp~ wahahahhaha...

then... end of my blog~ wahahahah... i have got veri attractive band mates leh.. hahaha!

sign off
izumiko
12midnite
13th jan 2007

.9, 10, 11 & 12th jan 2007

2007-01-12T19:16:00.000-08:00

diary...

9th, 10th, 11th n 12th jan 2007.....

***9th jan 2007.... off to sch as usual... ok.... there is a sudden change of timetable..and end up...everyday tues i got to wake up earlier... n go to sch..for BCM...fark rite?? last term.. tues timetable was like..12noon then go sch.. then now...?? 9! wat the! ok..seriously dun like it..cos...1stly.. there is no exam for BCM.. now..its ALL plain theory... and tat sux..imagine..doing business letter writing again..all kind of different letters... emos... notices blahblah! tat is er xin...serious....

***then...suppose to meet gan jie de..but then..rain until veri ji lat.. n ya... bcm end early... tues Vin went for his... er...SAF interview..cos he sign on...wan to earn money... tat is why... then... only we girls... somehow... i dun give a damn abt tat "bastard" cos...to we girls..he is VERI extra now..SERIOUS...

***then... he also pon sch la... he said he is sick..which human will believe? a guy who is so weak?? or a guy who is just plain running away from reality..tat he is a loner... ??? maybe.... then... we girls eventually dun give a damn! we went to TM nor... go food court eat.... eh.... ban mian... i eat mee hoon kuey la... the fact... lesson end early..so we go TM eat...

***then... go walk walk... ass... walk until dun feel like going back to IAC.... but end up... still went for it la... but i didnt go bfs... tmd! none of the QB went for it sia!! from QB got 9... all 9 nvr go..power de leh.... =_= then all 9 of us kana scolded on the 11th.. during her lesson.... =_=

***ok..she is plain crazy... tats it.... then..also cancel the date with gan jie... rain ma jiam free wan nor.. ok..its free anyway..but its like....MONDAY SUN BIG LIKE DUNNO WAT! then tues all the way to fri rain like SHIT! =_=

***went home...come home... i forgot wat i was doing... i think i was.... ok...i forgot..i only know i did my jogging as usual in the evening...then... finish..come my room play com... like tat nor... end...

***10th jan 2007.... off to sch again... late la... we....10am BCM...wanyu before tat got BFS... so i go sch myself...power... i 10 30 then reach class... =_= 10am lesson nor... lesson ends at 11... and i reach class at 10 30... li hai leh... then xiao di msg me.. tell me.. go noobs eat... then ok lor.... at first confirm with vin n wanyu... dun go noobs eat le..but then..xiao di la.. bo bian..i dote him ma...

***then...me vin wanyu xiao di fengwei n tat bastard...i forgot if daryl was there... nvm.... then...eat noobs nor... then we go lesson...eh... ya.... late also... teacher bwg... she give up on late comers dun wan scold us le.. hahah!

*** before tat we went to CVC...cos vin need the letter for the SAF stuff..pei him wait.. piang eh...until his turn..ass...tis dunno appealing student de mother..JUST happily sit down n argue ... "WHY NO CALLS COME IN N TELL ME IF MY SON HAS BEEN TAKEN??"" blahblah.. i was like..excuse me huh...i walk over.. i ji tao whisper to Vin... "need to cut queue de ma" i repeat so many times..then tat lady de son..ask her leave.. WAHAHA!!!

***sorrie hor..but we got lessons to attend...ass.. u appealing de of cos not so fast rite! dum! then the mother also one kind of kan jiong SPIDER nah... so fierce some more..ma jiam ITE owe her money... so li hai..ask ur son go POLY la..come ite for wat! so rich..ask ur son go for PRIVATE DIP la... come our ite kp so much..i hate tis kind of parents de nor.. n plus if appealing pass will send letter de nor... fark! she dunno.. her son must be retarded..nvr read instructions n info properly... then come cvc anyhow let his mother bark here n there

*** pls lock ur mum up! thank you... =_= rather pissed off already cos..we wait veri veri long.. n some ppl take no. liao then just leave...think wan to buy 4d then come take no. is it.... then...after IAC..go for tat stupid TPS... =_= rot there sia.. REALLY!!!

***ok la... 2hrs... =_= i think he release us early...i forgot... then... go home again..i come home..suddenly keep surfing on tabs... ok..for the whole day..BUT!!! i still did my jogging.... wahahaha.... then..finish le... watch super star......then... finish le..back to room... forgot wat i did again...

***11th jan 2007.... again sch.... late again i think!~ ya!! 8am PE me n wan yu... 8 40 reach.. :D li hai leh.. but anyway..did nothing lor... sit at the stadium... let wind blow...see raindrops.... then..end early..go BCM...rot ALSO..end early also!! ohoh!! joke of the day!!!!

*** lesson ends early..so..we one big grp..me fengwei xiaodi vin wanyu n daryl went to TM again...eat long john.... on the bus... tat bastard call vin n told him he just reach sch..but we just got onto the bus! ha! dum! then... he say he come tm find us..dunno for wat sia!!! tmd...gan ji teh xtra nor!

***then... we just reach...can say..step into long john not long.. he reach le..he walk in.. i was like..FARK! how the hell he so fast??? morning de 31 veri long wan lor! fark sia!! gan taoyan him!! serious!!!!! then he put his bag down then go walk walk..tmd..dun come xtra sia..come act seh with me...

*** then..xiaodi n fengwei tis 2 idiot... they are the ones who say...go long john eat de nor! end up they nvr eat go ntuc buy drinks!! left me vin wanyu n daryl who are eating...if not can eat my mee hoon kuey again wan nor!!!

***i eventually told junwei the story on wed... when we having BCM..com lab ma.. he opposite me nia...round table...sia la...msn msg me ask me abt the story.. hahaha!! i told him..he dulan..he say... if he was me.. he will burst! i already burst liao..just tat i REN first ma!

***then... after tat... fengwei n xiaodi come back..ass...start saying dun an go IAC..end up i got the feeling dun wan go nor!! EH! but to an end..we did go..for all the lessons on thurs ok!! 8am to 4pm... li hai rite.. =_=

***go BFS.. ok...tat is veri happening... kana scolding until like dunno wat..still give us test... die liao nor... tues...class test paper come back.. i confirm single digit one.. lucky is just one stupid class test NOT CA...

***then..again..go home... come home..play my bass...ah..tis i remember... then... go jogging...then..back.... bath... talk on the phone with jun... then tim joined in...then... jun put down then...talk to tim..then..end at 12 30...NO...12 32~ i remember..then i go slp.. and i forgot to send the email to jun... abt the song..the tabs... =_=

***12th jan 2007.... veri veri veri late.... 8am lesson...we reach sch only at 9 30... n worse we didnt go IAC n DS...cos... we scared kana scolding..PLUS we nvr do homework... =_= so we went for BCM ONLY~

***then start to rain... the 2 bus stops huh..WAH! tmd..ma jiam ANTS attack... alot alot alot alot alot alot alot of ppl nor!! wah..tat sux to the core.. so...wanyu n i ...got an intention... go take cab...so..we walk up..all the way to the previous bus stop... then..we stand there VERI long... after 15mins got one empty CAB but too late...gone.. .then nvm...FARKERs... 2 grp of ppl..all guys... at 2 different timings..snatch cab with us!

***dulan until...we walk until expo there take cab.. n worse...we are all wet... my heels flooded... skirt wet...shirt also... hair also.... bag also... then got onto a cab..again...wah...cab uncle talkative sia!! cannot tahan... then... finally got off... heng ar... if not really... cannot tahan!

***suppose to meet gan jie also..end up also nvr meet... rain too heavy..then she work OT... ok lor... bo bian... hais... no heart for anything sia..today hp VERI quiet.. i instead i ignore everything i go slp...then... slp while wake up..see hp got ppl sms anot... msn got ppl msg anot...

***ok...cos i was like..need to meet jun online i need to send him the mp3 n tabs so tat he can learn...its a last min add in song.... then... i was like..scared i slp until late evening...i drag again.he cant practice... then he told me ...3 plus 4.... end up... 5.........

***then... i wanted to sms him before hand ask him.but then i didnt... duno why... then... went EMO all the way... he online...straight away msg me... say 2 words... "send me" i didnt reply anything... just send..then i go mia le....

***then..practice my bass...can play the song..but..either i slow down suddenly..if not jiu shi play over... if not jiu shi wrong note... ok la.. i think i know why i go EMO... maybe worried abt tml....

***not on the jamming part..is.. how each of us will give everyone the impression.. imagine..meet le.. all the face change... all the mind thinking... "omg...leader look tis way... EEeww... she sux... her appearance... i think i better quit band" piang eh.. imagine out come is like tat hor... i tell u! i will quit playing bass...

***aiya..dunno la... EMO EMO EMO~~~ go jogging le... end of blog...

sign off
izumiko
7:16pm
12/1/07

.8th jan 2007.

2007-01-08T23:25:00.000-08:00

my twin sister.. her name is mimiko...:D
my young memories...at the beach drinking kikapoo
my first day of sch.. my expression..SIANZ
when i was still a baby... at brunei airport... hais
at pasir ris beach... i wish i can go back to the past

diary...

8th jan 2007..... woke up even before my alarm rang..i dunno why...i just got tat uneasiness in me... then..got up.... hum... wanted to do jogging..somehow..body veri jelly like... no choice.... went to bath straight away...

once again..wore tat uniform of mine... nvr intend to have veri strong make up on the first day...so put on a veri thin layer of eyeliner plus mascara... then blusher.. then... lipgloss... finished.... but i got a bad hair day..VERI obvious my hair seems veri dry...

when i am at home..i do my hair..veri smooth..but when i do it for sch..confirm is a veri bad hair condition..tis puzzles me alot u know.... like...everytime i straighten my hair before i go out.. is GO OUT ok..my hair can be in veri good n neat condition.BUT when it comes to sch...piang eh... step out of the hse only..hair gone... ma jiam need to bring the whole straightener to sch like tat....

maybe its meant to be leh... ??? i dunno... then...i was late la..BUT wanyu was even later... ok..she reach 2mins after me.. then we took cab to sch again.. everytime like tat wan leh we 2... cos lecture ma.. dun wan to miss it...

somehow..tat bastard walk in... he eventually did call n sms me..but i didnt go n check my hp..dun blame me... ha! even if i sees it..i will ignore it..sorrie.. tis is wat u get after u are so mean to a girl...

then... BCM is getting BORING~ and i hate it!!!! omg!! all theory... BUT its ok..no exam for tat...so..its ok... big exam only got BFS n IAC... so..nvm! TPS also another lousy one... then.. vin got a letter to say tat his attendence no good sia.. power de leh..while my one nvr kana... maybe for tat 2 weeks or more... de leave all approve le.. :D

hum... then went for IAC.. power de ma.. teacher teach final adjustments i know leh... li hai ba... just tat i lazy to do the TPL... u know..doing hmwk will not come UNLESS its 2 weeks before the exam..ok...CA is next next week.. n i feel like dying..cos BFS is coming up...18?? or 17...forgot le... DAMN it..UNIT 3... bless me pls..its not easy..i dun even know my CA1 de result.. .ah! forget it..know my overall jiu ok le...as long maintain at B i am fine with it...

i am getting tis cert. for nth anyway..hais i now keep thinking how i wan my road to be... like lucy ...like J3... go into music industry...play music all the way.. got performance then go for it...earn some pocket money for tat... one performance the most give me $100 for our band.. PIANG eh.. SO LITTLE!!!

then... hais..wan to be a make up artist..i dun even know if i can go for it... do i have the standard for it??? hum..got to think twice le ba... HAIS!!!!

hum... tis sat is my band jamming... koni jie dunno will come anot..hope she comes along.. me scared nah!! OMG!!! and i am terribly SAD! i dun wanna eat anymore MEALS!~

now...whenever i intake food i feel gulity... and its like.. within 2 weeks i drop 3kgs.. just now i weigh..ma jiam i gain back!! after eating my dinner...

ok..i am sad...serious!!! tat day go out with xiao wei come back.. my weight went down..i VERI happy... BUT then..after tat it went up by 0.5kg! ok...serious i find eating is a sin now!~~

i wan to STOP eating dinner.. n eat less lunch.. DRINK MORE WATER!!! eh..wrong.. DRINK MORE YOGURT!! then i can SHIT more! ops.. sorrie for tat "wrong" word used.... heez...

pls tell me my weight goes up is just an illusion... AH!! ok...i dunno wat to do.. n hais..sometimes i do feel alone eh... wan a bf..but then..i keep rejecting tat few guys...although they still come back la... now a days guys ar...super super determine de leh...

still nvm... kick away nvm..kick liao..i still wan to angry them for ignoring me at times..i am such a BITCH! ok... i am crazy i guess...my tone toward mum n dad just now was bad too!! EEEww!! i am going to lai ang le!! i sompa.. my mood wont go so bad unless i lai ang...

i hate it sia!! n better dun clash with my sat jamming..if i sat lai ang i confirm no mood de sia!!! AH!!! tis is CRAZY~ n i tink...tis wed i am having a test... WATEVER! teacher forever fail me n wan to talk to me...ms quah is like tat..forever... i correct also spot me wrong.. li hai rite.. tis kind of lecturer where to find?? of cos ONLY in SIMEI ITE can find...

ade coming back... omg!!! cant wait cant wait!! i really miss her so much.. its like i am treasuring those i used to neglect!!! like..koni jie... jelly... ade...miss onn... wanyu... these few girls are really my sweet pies... they always bring me sweetness!!!

while those i treasure so much.. they take me as trash now... like...HE SHE... HIM HER!.. ok... watever dun wan to mention names... i will get killed....

tml back to sch...stupid... actually morning no lesson wan nor!! 12noon then start lesson..tmd... anyhow go add in BCM... 2hrs some more...kill me pls!!!!!!! now... tues also have to go sch early!!! EEWWWWW

oh ya.. got home...practice on my bass.. omg!! i am so happy... tat escapism i am catching up!!! WAHAHAHA!! HAPPY LEH!!!! omg!!!!!! i just cant believe it.. ok... but tat 7 6 7 9 11 12 9~ tat part kills... some more tat last 9 is down to D string.. hello...from A string to D string some more SO fast..how to react? so i come up with a SUPER STUPID idea.. is to brush thru everything :D

ok...jun says he will help me with tat..BUT i wont give up on practicing... hais... jun is rite... i shld not give up over small obstacle..be it how lousy i play now... soon i can play well... as i was told..i have the dtermination..i can do it...

i wan to perform.. on the stage... with everyone looking at my band... with grandpa in my heart... i wan to put up different performance... to show him..i made it... every now n then..i will recall back.. how he call my name.. how he called for me for dinner... to loss weight... to go shopping...to go swimming... his laughters.. his smiles... his scoldings... his veri fierce look...

everything n everything... deep down in my heart n mind... although it just purely...18yrs of a grandpa grandchild relation.. but i enjoyed tis 18yrs of company with him... although tears do fall at times... but i believe..someday... i will smile again... for his departure...

i miss him... he cannot come back anymore... neither can i leave to look for him... treasure life... is wat i can do now.. for sure i know... once my grandpa..forever..he will be my grandpa... no matter how many century it will be... he will still be... i could still feel..his warm n big palms... holding me in his arms when i was still a baby...

when i was still a child... whenever the young one cries.. he will be there to scold the older ones... as if the young ones had been bullied badly... taking fruits from all the big freezers... going in n have fun... helping out with the loading of all the boxes of fruits n veggies...

hum... remember clearly in mind... having tea with him in the evening... joke ard... bits n pieces... unforgettable... grandpa.. rest in peace.. may we meet again..in the next life time... :)

sign off

izumiko

11:25pm

8th jan 2007

.4th n 5th jan 2007.

2007-01-06T05:00:00.000-08:00

waahahha! stupidest look! the PIG
seh.. messy hair effect.. nice ba

EMO..i really cry ok
my bass resting.... enjoy life leh..
oh...same size as my head sia! power de ma..
we are just so loving
hum... like it??? not bad
my new heels!! its purple!!! whoo~ glam enough ba
my sch heels n my glam heels
my new yr dress code... nice leh
a M size top n i fit in ok! :D from $39.60 50% off $19.50

from future state
a $10 hp pouch ok! from m)phosis *spelling weird rite*
my 5 pairs of heels... :D red the 1st... black ribbon 2nd ...white 3rd...

black sharp pointed 4th....purple 5th...

diary...

4th n 5th.... right... went out on te 4th jan 2007...with xiao wei... aww... poor girl eh...

anyway..go out with her always got one happening.. is tat she OVER glam.. n i forgot to take pic with her... was in a pissed off mood tat day.... why..cos after meet xiaowei...i meet up with vin. vin's gf n tat bastard... anyway..i wan to take back my money somehow...

got it back at last..n i lecture him from HEAD to TOE... he admitted..he lied..so sad....a guy n lied... wat the hell.... nvm lor..say give him a chance... Eewww.. its just an entertainment..i wont face someone who did such WRONG thing to me.. SORRIE!~

then.... went off with xiaowei to... taka?? or wisma??? forgot la.. ah... i think is taka... then...go porter... then go alot of shops la... then..i bough my top..i am in love with it!! first time ok..i go out with xiaowei i buy so much...

too happy la.. got my money back... then... we shop n go eat mac... hahaha... then... she told me alot of her stories la huh.... poor girl eh.... poor girl... then.... we went to bugis ard...6??? heavy rain... =_= sian half....

then... we got off rite opposite bugis junction... then..we stuck at the bus stop..nvm leh.... we got an intention..use run de... we 2 girls wear high heels like tat run..not bad ma... then end up...all WET!! hais... my hair... OMG!~ dun say le... thanks...

then go into bugis village... then hang ard..walk to alot of shops to look at heels... cant find a nice one.. then..end up...we found... i forgot the shop name...nvm..but its VERI cheap.. imagine.. the heels only $24..then 10% discount some more... li hai leh...

then i bought 2..cos i still got the cash with me.... then... xiaowei n i...see rain small le...we go into parco walk walk....then... see see... xiaowei try on a top... jolin also got wear de... piang eh..CHIO... :)

then.... buy le...ard...7 plus we go sit sit... coffee bean is GONE! piang eh..we depressed sia!!!! lazy to walk to raffles hospital there... then.. bo bian..end up...at mos burger.. she drink ice milk tea..i drink peach tea... ok..sit there... for...abt...1hr??? idunno...then... go home nor....

end of my day of 4th jan 2007..... 5th jan 2007...

rot at home nah... play my bass...jog...watch tv.... back to bass... then jog... then back to room... then... play com..ok...VERI VERI VERI EMO last nite..simply dunno why...after wat my drummer advice me on.... i give up liao...

no more liking..no more admiring... purely..frens...it has been some time since we contact also...then... emo whole nite sia... then ard 4am woke up... com no sound..tmd! scare me sia!!! i on my com... auto shut down... pengs...restart le... play my song again..then slp again...wahahaha

end of my day again...

sign off

izumiko

5am

5th jan 2007

first blog of 2007

2007-01-02T02:17:00.000-08:00

on the way to heartland eh... ok... my fringe look stupid! i wore tat JACKET OUT~!
oh oh!! without make up seh!!! ok.. i find my hair funny nw
6 bags ...BIG bags of clothings which i dun wan... hum...
when i tie my hair... ok.. ITS even weirder now
woo! the hangers! counted... its 50!!! :D

diary...

31st dec to 2nd jan de diary.... the fact.. i dun wanna blog on 31st.... ok...lets start on 1st...

god damn it..i woke up...crying... hais... i dunno why... i open my eyes... i look out my window..i cry badly... i suddenly miss my grandpa n uncle so much... serious... when i look at the sky... look at everything out my window..i feel tat everything didnt change at all...

then world didnt stop spinning for a single day... so are my tears...it didnt stop flowing down my cheeks at all! the fact i was veri sad over wat happen the nite before...

when tat thing happen..lucify was performing... T.T hais.. i didnt have the mood to watch it ok... i already didnt go down to vivo i sad like hell le... then...hais..nvm.....forget it... i seriously dunno wat else can i say or do sia..

then... rotted at home the whole day..keep on practicing on my bas...keep practice n pracitce...somehow..it didnt get MUCH better... i just improve bit by bit.. next sat is jamming le... and i am here...still struggling?? EEww...i hate tat feeling.. to the core!!! i hate it!!!!

then.... wasnt in a veri good mood after all..i forgot wat had happen..but i gave everyone a veri bad mood... OH ya~ due to the hp... ass... need to update software.. so i do the updating myself...by dl-ing the programme thru nokia.com.sg...

then... i didnt back up my contacts... n all my new contacts all gone..but then.. got 4 important ppl de contact was still there... heng ar! :D

then...update papa de also... power..his also gone... aiya...watever.... now my sms not lagging..its sending within just 3secs... good! but my music player is lagging now.. EEwww... aiya...watever..nokia fone always give problems.. IF u buy the first batch....

then... rot n rot... at nite... chatted with calvin.. ok... misaki's childhood fren nah.. wahaha...he is stupid!!! ok..nvm... chat alot la... then... after finish with him...i talk to tackey.... ok...also...talk rubbish alot... but then..recently.. i had been talking to neo...

one guitarist..whom i can choose but i didnt... ok..sorrie for tat.... but he is forming his own band le..but he going ns le... hais.. hope he get 8 to 5 nor... for ppl like us.. we cant afford to loss any time u know~! time is just so important...cos all of us are not young anymore!

imagine..my drummer is 21 now..if i take another 3yrs... i am only 22... my drummer already 25...maybe got gf..wan married le..so cannot!! so... got the decision..of going to gashus gig end of tis yr... aiming for tat...if we can play 3 songs well... we will go for tat gig..but then.. bands who wanna play... need to get 20 tix each to sell them out.. T.T mean sia!! but i think i can sell them out.. i hope! keru also can de!

ok..intro...

vocalist: keru(17)
guitarist 1: Tim (18)

Gutiarist 2: Winston (20)

Accoustic guitarist: Sachiko (19)

Bassist: izumiko (19)

Drummer: Jun (22)

all the age is for 2007... yeah!

now u see?? ok..its 6ppl..i duno how seh! but we die die also need one lead n rthy. electric guitarist....nvm...as time goes by... everything will work out....

then... 2nd jan..... woke up.... ard...10plus???? straight away.... wash up... tie up my hair... stare at my com awhile...then...go eat my breakfast... i also didnt eat much... sianz.. just 3mouthful then finish le.... then..practice on my bass the whole afternoon...until 3plus...i suddenly feel like playing with makeup... so... i go wash my face...

just justing finishing on my eyes.. mummie knock on my door say go heartland... ji tao... quickly go bath.... didnt wash off my make up la...waste time nia... wash my hair n body... then.. ji tao..come out... BAD HAIR DAY! omg! my hair so dry!! veri sudden leh...

then... straighten it..also veri xin ku...hais...wasnt in a mood either dunno why...then... mummie keep rushing me..its like...she ard 3 10 tell me.. i ard 3 40 jiu ok le nor.. she make so much noise... i bad mood even more...

then.. its like... i didnt talk much whole day.. my face was black... ok... no smile no nothing... until tackey sms me... ok..i sms him first..then he reply...he lame with me again... he seems to be like...able to know i no mood eh...

no mood...i still buy one top.. for new yr.. BLACK... T.T hais..bo bian..due to tat... no red is allow..tis time..so..i only can bring my black n white heels over... T.T

watever... there isnt a need also... no celebration... also... hais... ok...just sad ok..just sad.... i am emo now... seriously emo mood.... i dunno how... cos...i seriously trying to pack myself up with alot of things...

my daily routine... wake up... sit in front of the com... see frenster...see msn...then open my gp5... start my bass.... 30mins...then break..go wash up... then... go find food eat?? lunch la.. i alwasy wake up ard 10 plus 11... or even worse...12 30.... ok.... then... back to com again...practice again.... another 30mins... break... go watch tv... until afternoon...ard 3plus...jogging... for ard 30 to 40mins... then... back to com again...rest 5mins... then...back to bass again... another 1hr... then... break..play com... surf net... ard 7.... jogging again..30mins...then rest... eat dinner maybe... then..watch tv... awhile...back to room...

either..play com first or practice first... then... go bath...then...play com..clean up my room... then... bass again...then check msn again... then... SLP... by then..its already 3 30am... my usual slping time...

see! my daily routine is like tat... cos my teacher stop teaching.. after 2 lesson... ok...just 2 lessons.. n i graduated from bass lesson... well done!!! he still owe me lunch anyway.... i remember tat.... then... now on my own le...

ok...for running....eh... i think..let me see... ard 1 week.. i only lose 2kgs ok! tat is a veri SAD CASE!! god damn it! watever... i need to work hard on... 1) weight losing... 2) my bass skills 3) my accounting... EEwww.. dun talk abt it.. when i was bathing i keep thinking..dso i still remember how to do accounting... and i am panicking now... HAIS~

watever... CA is on Jan 18?? or Jan 23?? aiya..forgot... and i am for sure... GOING TO DO WELL FOR TAT!! my first CA only got 68 for accounting sia!! everytime wan leh... first semester also like tat... 1sdt ca 68..then 2nd ca 96... total add up...average... is 86... ah...good one... isnt it???

i had nvr told my parents abt my marks.... i only tell them my grades.. anyway...my 1st semester result wasnt tat great...straight Bs... Eewww... i am dying...T.T i tot ofa can get A..but no..i got a B.. tat shows me tat i am weak in COMPUTER!! PLS!! OMG!!!

then... ok...watever... i wrote testimonial to a no. of ppl.... but i didnt get any of them back..as usual... but ade gave me back!! thanks ade!!! waiting for u to come back!! countdown eh!!! countdown!!!

a msg to her...

be it how we quarrel... i had nvr tot he will come n scream at me too..i seriously dun understand why must u cry tat nite when i already say...nvm... stay there... and u end up..getting so worked up..so agitated.. u cried..u said i blame on u..the fact i didnt at all..i told u again n again..i didnt blame u for tat....

not say i wan to take out 7yrs tis thing... remember wat u said... we will not only have just 10yrs...but 30yrs 60yrs... have u forgot tat???

i know u wanna stay with him..but pls...think... before tat.. on the phone...i did ask u... can u come down before 12...we countdown together... u always dun wan to give me an ans... bcos of u i didnt ask her out to go vivo with me..i rotted at home...

just to wait for ur time... the 2nd time i called u.. he picked up... u said u will call me back..but end up?? did u ??? even if u finish eating u also nvr call back..by then its already 9plus 10... i could just ask her out n go down to vivo.. i still have the time...

u ask urself.. how u eventually manage the whole thing... i was the one who called everyone up...i was the one who was trying to do the planning... even ...she is waiting for my ans... wat time to meet... but then???

u ask urself...am i wrong or u are wrong tis time?? i seriously dunno how to imagine.. he scolded me... he using tat tone to talk to me... no one ever talk to me tat way... when i was talking to u in a veri nice tone... ask urself...did i shout at u... did i? at first..yes.. my tone was harsh... cos we were all waiting for u.. u knw anot...

pls track back wat we 3 girls said n promise last yr at the veri same place u were... on the 31st... if u think getting scolded or blamed by ur another half is nth... why not u give it a try... let her another half scold u.. n blame u... how will u feel..

when i didnt even make u cry... is u on ur own.. get agitated..n cry out..when i repeated 3 times the same thing... stay there..its ok... i will meet up with her...tats all.. the most me n her.. go plaze after countdown.. didnt i said tat... go n think thru...

i am super depressed after wat had happen.. she eventually went to bath... go n get ready... but then? i called her... crying over the phone... having the countdown on the phone... while i was crying.. n u enjoying?? i shall not say enjoy..but at least... there is a shoulder for u to lean on...

2 funerals give me enough pain.. telling me i shld treasure everyone from now on... but i guess..sometimes...even if u treasure everyone.. not everyone will treasure u... thanks for everything... u gave me the best present on countdown... i wont forget tat...

if u stil lthink i was wrong... if u still think i did blame u..i was the one who made u cry.. he shouted at me... was the rite thing... then let it be... take it as i deserve it.. the fact...i shldnt even be surviving... i realised...i go thru alot of pain than happiness...

u have ur loved one... u have ur freedom.. .u have everything u think u wanted... but i one by one..losing the things i want... losing the ones i love... who is the weaker one now?can u tell me? u live with happiness... with being blessed... while i am not.. my side of family is not...

end of blog...

sign off

izumiko

3:17am

2nd jan 2007

EMO

30th dec 2006

2006-12-30T03:18:00.000-08:00

oh~ my 3 heels~~
weet~ too bo liao le...
the HEELZ~ love it???
top view of my NEW heelz~
the dunno wat view of it~~ i love it~
after i polish it~
side view... i love it
oh! my side view...
mummie n i!! in cine level 5 toilet~
chin chow drink..my one... strawberry ice... our one~ HK cafe RULZ
oh..i didnt smile...wat the... waiting for jalaine can!
in toilet!~!! mummie n i again!! she say i look abit like xiaowei...=_=

diary...

30th dec 2006.... got up at 10 plus...i eventually drag n drag..too tirted... BUT i got no choice..cos i need to do my jogging... n bass practice....

i drag until 10plus 11 then wake up...first thing...wash up...then... touch on my bass le... then..ard... 45mins later.. got myself up...do jogging... =_= then... cool down... go bath...change.... get ready...was meeting gan mummie today...

gan mummie was veri late..she even later than me eh! power de ma! yeah...then... we end up...i think 3 plus then reach orchard....

ok... lets say wat happen on 112 today...ass... got onto 112... got 2 youngsters.. MOST LIKELY malays la... blast out their hp mp3 so loud tat my hp mp3 cant cover...will pissed off rite...after tat...they keep quiet le...

this 2 dunno from where de lady.. dunno is local or tourist... tmd!! keep using their cam take photos of the ppl on the bus..including me can!! wah lau...pissed off sia....simply dun like it.... ARGH~

then... aiya...dun care ba... then... got on train...mummie at station wait for me...then we get on train... i was veri angry abt tat bastard thnig... yeah...still veri angry... just feel like smashing him into pieces...

then... reach far east...power de ma...walk up n down up and down at least 5 times i cannot find the heelz i wan..even if got... wear le... i feel weird...esp. black heels... i die le..the most i wear red...the more sutiable i am into red... SIA LA~

then..finally... at blossom..i found a white heels... veri nice... and i love it... so i bought it....anyway...dun go level 2 or 3 de mondo... the sales girl attitude sux till u wan to burn down the whole shop....

i walk in with jalaine..it was veri crowded... so... i took one tat i aim for.. and ask the lady.. " excuse me... do u have 40 for tis?" her replies " no..up to 39 only" walk off... WAT THE!!!! and with one veri no happy face...cannot make it.. we walk out of the bloody shop...

after buy my heels...we walk ard again... look out for necklace tat fits jalaine's clothing.... ah... we saw 3 familiar faces.... one is call nancy... omg! i cannot believe it..the first time i see ppl putting purple blusher...the fact...there isnt any... omg! tat is veri SCARY k!!!

then..walk off... we took train to cine... hk cafe eat n drink...then mummie bought a boxer for papa... weet!! i choose de ok!~~ omg!!! then...we walk to PS...

then jiu go home le nor.... then come home...eat dinnner... then... rest... headache...solve some problems... esp. those problem tat is with the bastard...ass.... then... learn my bass... bath.... now tired....

so...end my blog here... BYE~

sign off

izumiko

30th dec 2006

3:18am

.28th n 29th dec 2006.

2006-12-29T02:15:00.000-08:00

powr de ma.. my day without foundation but with just loose powder
before i go hougang plaza make my heels :D no eyeshadow!
my bass! i love my bass til i let it slp my bed!
tat is wat i got on my BASS! ON my BASS! :)
BLACK HAIR!! power ma~~
with TOOTY~~ wahahahah... i love TOOTY~

diary...

28th n 29th dec 2006....

28th dec 2006... i dye my hair black.... after papa finish using.... recently.. i am veri into track mill.. and i ended up doing track mill everyday..WITHOUT fail... i ended up loving salad!

real raw salads ok... eventually dad bought a real big packet of veggies n i bought ceasar sauce... ITS NICE OK! sour like shit!! till u will love it... if u are someone who love sour things!!!

then.... i ended up... eating salad with just rice everyday!! oh yeah!!!
then.... i eventually practice on my bass the whole nite can...power leh... then...plus...last min change... suppose to have lesson...but teacher got something... change again....

then.. he give me homework...as usual... torture ppl forever wan... tat time hai me finger numb... tat time hai me wrist pain... finger pain.... his fault..who ask him train so hard... but must thank him..cos now i can play song liao... THE SONG HE SEND ME! T.T

he is veri mean..he send me a super nice song...and the song i always looking for but nvr know the title n artist who sang it... then.. he send me the scores.. .i play it.. ok..its the song i looking for... for whole nite..i cannot slp just to find tat song....

then..until morning... was suppose to meet jalaine de.. but then hor... ya...after i jog finish..i tired u see... then i lazy u know..then i cancel it...

then...i again...play my bass the whole day... again n again... then... until evening...i jog again....i ji tao... jia ba bo sai bang.. *in hokkien* right!

then... eat dinner... then... rot in the room... again play bass... i ma jiam living in a world of bass only... oh yesh! i form my band le!!! wahahah...asshole jon he better remember wat he did n said... i sompa he will get retribution....

my vocal: keru-kun!!! :D

my lead guitarist: Tim

my Accoustic Guitarist: Sachiko

my drummer: jun hong

bassist: ME!!!

right...i dunno how well tis band will work out..but somehow...when i see the replies of these few ppl..i am veri satisfied.. and i feel tat... tis band may work out...

keru know jiro...used to be in the same band... then keuru know seraph then from seraph...keru know lucify! omg... tis is scary isnt it?? the most scary thing~ his voice is GOOD!! CHAO HAO DE!!! tat is the voice i always looking for ok!!!

he got the talent.. i like him...he got the style! *wink*

then... jun hong the drummer always giving me advices... telling me how can i handle everything n all..and thanks to my laoshi...who taught me la... serious... without a teacher my bass skill confirm is DIE de.... so... yeah...must thank all the ppl who always encourage me... esp. sachiko!! omg!! BABY!! faster come back!! ONE MORE MONTH!!!

ah! then jiu zhe yang...my one day ended... intend to go to vivo on sun for countdown... ok...see the event..but then..its 11plus...canot leh..i later no car go back..i will die!!! then... drop off the thinking.. not confirm also..maybe i will siao siao run down last min...

then... eventually someone said wan to call police ask police catch me.. n eventually wan to KICK me also.. .tat person ar... MEAN sia!! torture me... 3am in the morning..msn msg me... tell me go PRACTICE LA! piang eh!! means sia!! dun let ppl slp...ask ppl go practice...

now u know huh... ren shan bei ren qi!!! treat him so good... buy such NICE t shirt.. he like tat treat me... ill treat student ar!!!!! anyway.... i am veri satisifed with my whole band now.. up coming will be a meet up... jan 13 2007... cine level 9 the room!! oh yeah!! we will do our discussion there!! omg!! love it isnt it???

tired... i go koooning le~~ bubye~

sign off

izumiko

2:15am

29th dec 2006

long time nvr blog le..

2006-12-27T23:42:00.000-08:00

present from xinhui...hum.... :D
SIDE VIEW OF PIGGY!
left: jalaine mummie give de right: xinhui give de
jalaine mummie n xinhui...look alike ma?
xinhui n i..in cine level 4 toilet
mummie n i in cine level 4 toilet
MANGO ICE! xin wang hongkong cafe!
Jenson de present! his SHIRT! :D
Laoshi de present... front view
laoshi de t shirt backview.. his present!!
for the girlies! :D
wat i bought for myself... forgot got one more purse.. =_=
the facial care products n make ups i bought! korean VS Japan
say hi to TOOTY~ wahahha
my coach!! its EMPTY only got 3 of us!! all the way to SG
mummie..SLEEPING
PAPA hand itchy.. wahaha
mummie SNAPSHOT!
papa n i in the room.. he not enough slp la
the card i got from miss watever... a shop in FWH
super nice gothic SHOP!

diary....

20th midnite... too coach to genting... a lousy coach la.. n golden mile is such a... EEEEWWW place.. pls dun go.. if not necessary.... but the thai ladies there... PIANG EH! CHIO NAH!!! SERIOUS!

21st to 23rd all in genting... did alot of things... as in..SHOPPING SHOPPING n SHOPPING! went sushi king with mummie n genting hotel... went to pizza hut at first world hotel (FWH)

oh ya~! n my room is nice ok!! its super big n super nice!! its a worldclub room la.. my dad redeem it... dunno how.... ah!! using his world card point!! yesh!

then... bought lots of things.. n fark up! black ppl just sux... just keep ....watever!! i just hate it...eventually i walk by... they will whistle la...blahblah..say hi n watever... piang eh.. SHUT up leh... argh!! when this kind of things happen.. it spoil my mood n i go back to the room n rot...

then... back to sg... coach was late for abt 2hrs... =_= but then..good thing... we took ahlisan de coach... only 3 ppl... n tat is mummie daddie n I... power ma... we 3 ppl one coach... add in the 2 drivers... 5ppl nia... clever leh... power de leh...

then.... reach sg ard 11plus la.... then... i dunno drag until wat time then slp....

24th dec 2006.... its xmas eve... daddy seems like wa nto go office n work..plus 25th is xmas.. no one is free for me to date out... so..i choose going out with my family on 25th... so daddie went back to work on 24th.. n i eventually last min date jalaine n xinhui out...

we at first go bugis... ok..its raining nor.. i hate it..BUT lucky i got umbreela... keke.... then...we at bugis..go see xxinhui fren.. then... we go.. town!! ok... we 3 girls itchy hand nah...

we know dun have money le...still die die wan to go sing k box... irritating eh! somehow... its a round of $72 of k box for just 2hrs... FARK! so ex ok!! we learn out lesson le...next time got money then go...

then...we... sing.. n he came down...help us pay the rest..cos...we only can chip in ...ard $50... thanks to him anyway.... for coming down.. jalaine...return him the money ASAP!! thank you...

then... oh yeah....i eventually fooled or can say..play one guy out.. he is a mother - Farker of all... sorry for vulgarities but i really hate tis kind of "bo lan" guy.... so..i give him a lesson la...first..i date him out...then... after tat.. i scolded him of the phone for being late..ask him dun come..but he is already out...

then..he die die wan meet.. ok lor... i in k box.. he walk here n there outside my k box room dun wan come in..i dun even give a damn.. his frens came over n open the door.. i shut the door instead... he said" i shy la...u come out" u one 20yrs old..NS guy u tell me u shy?? pls go bang wall die n waste my time...

anyway...he is someone whom i wan to stop contacting tat is why... i make things out tis way..sorrie..i made use of u mr. nice guy....

serious..NS guys are all despos..so..i wont eye for any like them... SORRIE! then...after paying for k box... i ended up..TOTALLY BO MONEY.. n i forgot my ez link no money... omg!! stuck at town la!!!

called jenson up...thinking he got car ma.. but i bu hao yi si ask la... so... just ask him where is he n all...ass.. its a waste..if i know he go marina sing k..i can bring his present...go marina ... i go sing also.. in another room... =_=

waste huh... then called laoshi... in the day..if i am not wrong... ah!! i called laoshi in the evening?? i forgot...his mood not bad eh... hahaha... at nite call him for help.. he dun seems to be able to help also.. haha..but he ask me go find jen..ask him bring me home..=_=

i go home ... almost catching the last bus ba.. wrong....is just by 2weeks... interchange like change upside down!! 112 change location..i ji tao still happily walk wal kwalk...walk back to the old location of 112... then i realised changed to 74e... still nvm.. i tot... 147 n 74 still got ma.. the most i one stop earlier...walk more nia...

best liao... i stand there for 5mins...then... i look at the tag again... then i look at my hp time...ah... clever... 11:37... last bus...11 30... =_= dey... PAISEH sia!! lucky bo yandao there...i walk home.. =_=

ard 12 then reach home..then... bath... then slp... then next day...went carrefour with mummie n dadiie...before tat was in the office...dad n mum was doing some work... then...nvm.. at carrefour..i finally saw someone whom i had been wanting to see... XIAOWEI!! omg!!! wahahaha

i love her alot ok... i walk pass level 1 costumer service...see she isnt there i tot she nvr work...cos its a xmas u know..but then go level 2... sia la... she called out for me... wahahah... i super happy de leh!! n she told me a secret!! xiaowei!!!! wahahahha

not bad la... i missed the days going out with her can!! xiaowei!! go out with me pls!!!~ she accompany me for quite sometime la... then... we went off to level 1..she go back to her working area....

then..after tat...went to lao pa sa eat nor... lousy food... ex some more... T.T then... go fetch jie n her frens...then go home... then..i rot at home..but then...was so happy..cos..tues going out again...

26th dec 2006... eventually laoshi last min say cannot go...cos he sick??? oomg...he is la... then... only jenson..me jelly n koni... eh seh!! happy eh!!! but then the weather really is making me HOT! argh!

sorrie to jen sia...he wait for we all girls veri long.. ops.. n i got into the same train as jelly.. n we both dunno until i called... hahaha...funny eh...

then.... we rush nor.. omg! then tot laoshi will join us for dinner...tat was wat he said at first to me..but then..he after msg me... say..he sick not going le.. T.T sian half.. but then we 4 still go on watching night at the museum... NICE NICE NICE!! we sit first row sia!! got 5 sits... tmd.. one sit empty...

u know why de nor!!! T.T but nice la..super funny ... u dumdum..give me gumgum! heez.. love it...

then we drag n drag... eventually jen is clever enough... pulled jelly for dinner... wahahaha... ok la..her mood wasnt good after all..cos she is late nah... then... ok la...eat le... koni n i went dow nto laoshi hse...

i just wan to pass all the presents out la.. piang eh.. i still bring home.. will make me forget n hate tat present hahaha... so... we took cab in the end la... all wet la... koni jie bad flu some more... i headache.. jelly... u sick ma? hopefully not huh...

then.. put her down at hougang..then trook cab down to yishun...laoshi de jia... oh!! i saw his mummie... scared ok!! omg! then... pass him his present thru his window... then... borrow jacket from him..jie needs it..

and i took a long time to reach home can!! n i walk home.. in the rain again.. i forgot i got bring umbrella... =_= then.. ok..yishun flood can!! piang eh... jie n i de shoes all wet... esp. jie de.. she wear slippers... =_= then i veri bad headahce..then jie flu...we went caught in the rain...

then... i took sometime to reach home... then ok..asthma going to start de feeling...faster take my medi sia!!! piang eh!~!! then... ok la... headache... wo! slight fever..then flu came... power de ma..

then... laoshi say he likes the shirt alot.. of cos nah..i think of the shirt he wore to town tat time... then i buy de... jen jiu veri cold...replied.. "veri nice" sia la!! =_= suspect eh!

then.. chat with laoshi awhile... he ask me dl song for him..sia la!! ma jiam i veri good at dl-ing j rock songs... ask me find nitemare link down band... sendai kamotsu...

super cute band nitemare form sia..totally opposite from the way they are before... sakito become satty... wahaha!! yomi become chiba! hitsugi become chenchen..i think.. the rest i forgot...

find high n low whole nite... dl half way keep lag... then... aiya..doze la.. from ard... 11plus dl until 4am.. no news of it... sian half...then msn n net start to go crazy... until ....

27th dec 2006... which is today..then know... taiwan earthquake... affected the root network... under neath... so...every part of sg got affected... msn cannot go in..net lag..some web cannot go in... but then..until now... alot better le.. i until afternoon then can go in msn.. but unstable la...

then..net... slowly recover le... until now...alot better le... but its torture la... without msn... n net for me... i cannot survive.... then..finally found the song laoshi wans.. i request in a forum de... fast eh... tat person..wahahah...

i listen to sendai kamotsu... piang..veri different..but the songs all veri nice...mood will happy de eh... rather rock i think... yeah....

and i am tired now... did my jogging again today...seh...run on the track for 20mins none stop...my leg today veri good eh... hahaha....

then... like tat nor... noe...i am rotting...i just dyed my hair black.. weet!! love it!! i love my hair color nah!! will post the pic up tml!!! weet!! end of blog...

HAPPY NET LAGGING N MSN DC-ing everyone!! WAHAHAHA

sign off

izumiko

11:42pm

27th dec 2006

.18th dec 2006.

2006-12-18T00:07:00.000-08:00

diary...

18th dec 2006.... out in the day with mummie ...to orchard plaza... to buy some products from conferer... a dunno wat company..nvm... then...go down to the next level..somehow... is know each other one... is a beauty salon..change money la..cos mummie dun have small change..so... took a BIG note out...

bo bian... so... we went down to change with the lady... n the lady of the conferer company.. KEPT saying... " your daughter...veri pretty..." i =_=" smile smile... dai guo qu le... reach the beauty salon... intro intro le.. then she say again... "her daughter veri pretty isnt it?? her features are good" i was like... smile smile =_=" dai guo qu le... i sian half u knw~

i nvr like anyone adults to say i am pretty or wat so ever... tat sux!!! cos..out of 10... 9 will say sure things... hais.... why not a yandao say i chio? hahahha....

then... i got my eyebrown shaped for free..the lady free for me sia.. n DID a VERI good job...serious..she is good!! n she warn me la.. "nian qing shi ben qian..dun put make up better" i ... er... smile smile =_=" also dai guo qu le... she isnt local anyway...

then.... went off le... then we went to bugis... weet! bought my mp3 speaker le... wah.. i got things to do at nite in genting le.. n i am abandoning my accounting homework in sg... i am going over to genting to find ling gan for my band logo again..as in the color la...

then.... walk walk see see... go into OG... omg!! i found jeans jacket...half de nor! tat is wat i had been looking for...and a skirt la...jeans de also... then a green with blue lacy top.. i love it.... :D mummie nvr scold me eh! :D heez...

then... ok... i now then realised... helping may not be a good way... today..at bugis... er... bugis village there de hawker centre eating with mummie..i see the cleaner veri xin ku leh..i eat finish le.. took my plate n mummie de... to the aunt de trolley la... sia la! i kana nag by the auntie...

the auntie say "dun take.. put on the table..i will go over and take de la.. dun take n put here i will go clean" i jitao.. huh? i eat le..zi dong bring over u still scold me?? wat the... so... warning to everyone.. not all cleaners are good... hais.... yuan lai..be good also not a good thing...next time dun wan le...

unless i see the cleaner good... wah lau... i zi dong..still scold me.. auntie ah auntie... dun have to be so mean de nor...hais.... but nvm..forget it.. i wont do it the 2nd time....

then... go OG le..come out...walk walk abit more..then we went home le... somehow...motive of going to bugis is to buy the stand for my new god... er.. my parents call it "qing shen hui lai" ya.. new "4 face god" then.... who knows papa buy le... then mummie n i ...bo bian..walk walk see see nor....

then... hum... like tat nor.. nth much..come home..rot... i forgot wat i did also.but aiya..got happy n unhappy happening tonite la...

somehow..the unhappy happening ruin my happy happening.... to inform all..i wont be online from 20th to 23th..becos i in genting..anything pls contact hp..but best is dun sms..call... cos sms expensive..call me alot cheaper...

then...the end of my blog going to bed.. hais... just sad... think of alot of things.. sad le... anyway.. koni jie... happy time u had isnt it? he is yandao afterall... hahaha.... :D thanks for the support too!! love u lots...

sign off
izumiko
12:07am
18th dec 2006

.17th dec 2006.

2006-12-17T22:23:00.000-08:00

my grandpa... HAIS.... T.T EMO-ing ME again...
my final outline for my band's logo... T.Ttired...
the stupid thinking n idea of mine draft 1... SUX!

diary....

ok the whole entry of ystd sux...whole thing without paragraphing..dun blame me..i always got such thing happening... tat sux !! happy reading eh...ppl..its long..n no SPACING! hahaha....

went to the market ystd.... hum...somehow.... alot of unknown ppl keep staring at me... i dunno why...the sell fish de... a young fellow... then... i go put the thing we bought with my maid... a guy in a shop...also a young fellow... then... walk pass a veri messy shop...a BANGALA look at me.. T.T

nvm.... ystd rain veri heavily...mummy was still slping when i was ready... sia la!! overslept sia!!!! i go wake the 2 of them up...sweet couple eh...hold hand slp de eh... =_= hit right into my heart sia!! i SINGLE leh!!!!

then...go market...tmd...i wondering wat singaporeans are thinking... n the gov. isnt making things clear! wait till brunei dun give SG land for army training then they knw!~bimbo SG!

the sellers... mostly said... "sorry hor...we dun take Brunei notes" eh.... pls close shop n go home eat shit can!! wat dun take.... tmd... my mummie got hard time sia!! then nvm..we end up giving them..ALL COINS! 20CENTS COINS! WAHAHAHA! ORBI!!!!!!

say wat...the bank dun take...hello..wan go see? bank do take such currencies...n sg didnt declare tat brunei notes are not to be accept sue to the exchange rate is smaller??? nvr wat!!! wah lau eh... now brunei also like tat... torn EVEN just a TINY torn...they spot it..they dun take.... wah...see see!!! wah...u go this 2 countries shop..also will SIAN!

wat for sia!!! both countries also got agreements de... Brunei give SG land for army training...SG should be greatful for tat sia!! lame ass!! i just hate it when Govt. isnt doing anything abt tis curreny thing... imagine...a brunei-rean come sg.... curreny is the same..but cannot use..need to go money changer change money..all to SG notes..before going back..need to change again...wah..BO LIAO~~~

watever...sg ppl are narrow minded... EEEWWW!! i dun like...EYES small small..brain also small small...although i am born in SG..but i got brunei blood...so i am not 100% SG-rean...eheh... *description does not applies to my dad* :D

ok...then come home...practice on my bass.. omg!! i jsut cant stand having the brakes in between the strings... my teacher say cannot pause inbetween when u go into another string to another note...hurhur! i try nad try...dun work la!!! T.T my hand slow!!!

then... go bath....went out...go Tamp. IKEA...OMG! is horrible can!!! but quite nice la...aiya...actually tyhe things inside totally the same as alexandra de nor!!! pls dun get cheated..more over...the things there mostly SOLD OUT...i rather go to the first branch seh!!!

then...saw the 2 SNAKES.... soft toys la.... wan to buy for my 2 little ones... then... at first take le.... then after tatOMG!! i saw the bed i wan!! mum thinks its nice too!! i must faster pray for my bed to spoil!! wahahah...then i can get tat BED!!!

super nice nor!! if i got tat bed... my stupid lousy cupboard given by my uncle de.. can throw..MY ROOM VERI SPACIOUS LE!!!! OH YEAH!!!~

ah anyway...still a long way.... nvm.... jie found the table she wans on the mag... but then... Tamp. ikea sold out...ok..she was veri pissed....everyone in the family dunno wat to do...dad tried his best to help..but it cant be helped..i saw one while desk veri nice also leh... wah piang... i love it la!! but abit too big la!!! my bed is big... nor!! the new bed is smaller..n just nice for me...

my dad is mean..keep asking me to buy children's bed...worse..ask me by baby wan!!! say i buy tat one enough le.. still think i am a KID!!! omg!! ok..cos i short... short enought to fit into the bed!!!!!!!!!

then.... nvm.... end up nvr buy jie de table la.. she super super super pissed off.... then...reach counter there.. sia la!!! no ppl queue up leh.. then i ask mummie still wan buy the snake anot.. then she say ok... at the counter also got put alot of snakes...took 2 n pay..then saw biskits... my fav. thsoe cafe drink coffee or mocha will give de... i bought it...also i go line up...

i am so willing to line up ystd!!! then... nvm.... the counter ppl ALL ACTION SLOW!!!! cannot tahan.... then...we went off...wah...at first.... ok..when i called to alexandra...they say they got the item... dad wanted to go over..but jie said... go parkway la!

ah anyway..parkway is the last place we went with grandpa when he was in SG..hais... sad isnt it??? mum cried after getting into the car going home.... hais... anyway...we went to gaint..got my mini sd card.... ok....dad eventually was a stun man ystd....

dad shouted across the whole roll... "there!MUMMIE!" ah..i hide straight away... dad got a pose also ok!!! omg!!! 2nd stun... he was looking at the fruits...so... the persimons are put with the strawberries...n 2 signs showing... one is eyupt strawberries another is dunno wat country de persimons... dad stood there... saying to me... which country de persimons good ar... hum...i think....

i stare at him..i told him.... "dad...another one is strawberry leh..." dad stare at the boards.. n...quickly take a box of it.. n walk off...wahahaha!!! LAME father!!~ i love my dad..i love my mum... i love everyone!

then.... after tat.... dad n jie go put the stuff in the car...mummie n i go food court first...i bought food for mummie..then bought mine ...then buy fruit juice... om..somehow...parkway is one of the memories... hais.... food court some more....

somehow... i just cant imagine how fast things had become.... it was like...abt 2weeks ago... grandpa was in sg at parkway...having fun...shopping n all... now...he is gone... wat the hell!! i just hate tat... n until now i still thinks...he is alive... i dunno why....i can feel his presence in the hse... somehow...he isnt gone yet...

my gan-yeye... "a god by the name of di gong" saw my grandpa n uncle in hell... n my uncle eventually kneel down n beg my gan-yeye to bring them out of hell...cos...as wat the adults says...a person dies...even if going up to heaven de...also must go hell walk one round then can proceed....

my uncle eventually ask my gan-yeye to tell the people alive..."dun the ppl alive in the hse...dare to bully my wife n kids... i will know who are the goods n bads" rite.... while my grandpa said nth.... i dunno if my gan-yeye did lead them out... hais...

anyway...i didnt know i got so many foster parents.... in sg... i got 2.... i got 2 gan-mama n 1 gan-papa... in brunei i got one gan -yeye... in kuching i got 1 gan-family... as in..my big aunt is my gan-mama..her husband is my gan-papa... her kids...are my gan-jie jie n gan-korkor... hum.. i see i see.... now then i know...sooner or later..more will pop out as mummie tells me the past...

mummie said i used to cry alot when i was a baby...so she brought me to "di gong" he will me "shou hun" i dunno wat is tat la...but to calm baby down de... then... he took me as gan-sunzi... hum...tat is my yeye...so.. .i still got grandpa after all... :D

jie complain ask when she dun have.... then dad say i was veri veri veri veri bad.... keep crying... n all...get alot of foster parents to LOOK after me... :D tat is nice... so next time i get married... i will know who to thank le...

then...reach home.... slack...slp veri veri veri early...10plus jiu slp le.... then..end of my blog...

sign off

izumiko

10:23am

18th dec 2006

.Blog of the week.

2006-12-16T06:43:00.000-08:00

thanks to laoshi..now my hand pain like hell..my lesson time
2nd incomplete logo of my band.. latest version
the first.. which is ugly.. :D my band incomplete logo

diary...

it has been like almost 2 weeks since i blog? i forgot when i blog it... i think .... nvm....lets just start to talk abt this whole week's happening... since its sunday now... i mean today...

monday... which is... 11th dec 2006.... went to sch...have my lecture.... then bcm no lesson..cos role play... so dun need go...then go for iac... then...home... finish....

tuesday....12th dec 2006.... sch.... didnt go BFS..cos... ad yi ma come suddenly... stomach cramp till i wan to die.... so... go home after IAC... RUSH home ok!

wednesday....13th dec 2006.... eh... late for BCM.. i think if i am not wrong....then wanyu n vin was inside....then jon.... came in veri late...we waited for him to have lunch at noobs... wah piang...1hr plus! T.T ah yesh...while waiting... when vin went to toilet...a stupid dragonfly came n attack us.... which me n wanyu sit veri far after tat...until...vin is back..he the HERO.... throw away the dragonfly for us! SAFE!

thursday 14th dec 2006...again..sch...VERI VERI VERI late for S&W... ok...anyway...the lesson is until 9am..but it ends at 8:25...so...we reach... dismiss le... not our fault!!! eh...then...went for..bcm.... then... ah yesh! tis is the day the 2 guys abandon the 2 girls.... 1...got family problem..another..SICK... sick confirm is yasuo de la....

then... lesson ends veri early... wanyu n i went to TM to have breakfast... n i took super long time to eat it..bcos i am addicted to my hp de game..sanke.... woo ho! i reach level 22 liao ok! dun play play.... then... i sian diao... i told wanyu i not going IAC n BFS again... so... i went home after breakfast... go hougang mall buy mummie de things...

funny eh... no..is pissed off... the counter for tat organic juice... no ppl sia! hai wo stand there like one idiot... then i took escalator up...wan to go mini toons n all walk walk.. i look down..she is there...fARK! then i came down..she walk off again...i jitao angry..i chase after her... tap on her.. she ask me WAIT! wat the!!!!

all humans will pissedd off anyway...then drag veri long to buy..cos... i one side on the fone with mummie n talking to tat lady...then dun have blackcurrent... wah...piang eh.... then..aiya..pissed off la.... 19th dec...she will be at compass point..go there see got anot la!!! eewww!!!

then.... walk out...tmd...heavy rain... cant even walk...a guy came to me... just nice my hp rang...he wan me to buy donation tickets la... like i nvr do before like tat... mummie called... i put down le..i walk off...siao! i left with 4bucks nia...wan me buy..then how i go home??? nvm...i go taxi stand...i wait until the rain become small can... its like...WASTE MY TIME!!! MY MONEY~~ T.T

reach home... too tired...eat lunch..rot in my room....ard 6pm go to slp.... ah! i 11pm then wake up... wahahaha...:D no need slp le nor... then i practice on my bass... after tat i receive sms... ah..i dun wan say much ok?? cos...say too much things happen again...all i can say is.. i nvr disturb until anyone...if i did... another room de ppl will knock on my door le..why is it just her? lame! wahahaha....who cares? its over...

friday....15th dec 2006..... go sch.. LATE AGAIN!!! late for.... 1hr...cos at sengkang high way..tmd!! 2 car accident.... can reach ard 8 30 de... end up...9 then reach...lame!! last day of sch some more..holding on to my bass..in the bus...sit until butt rot!!! veri xin ku sia!!! then.... reach sch... only 6 ppl attend IAC... including me... then let teacher teach me alot la... 11plus then go....

then... after tat...go nooobs eat.... yasuo put me aeroplane again... T.T veri cham sia.... then....go for bass lesson myself... if not sure he will be ard...help me carry my bass de leh.... i have to carry myself... T.T ma jiam one papa bring his daughter to lesson..leave her there...lesson end come fetch her... hahah!!! funny eh....

then at bus stop when going home... veri funny...a lady from quite far was running to the bus...coming into the bus stop i am in... then..the bus driver keep giggling at me.. then i look..he was laughing at the lady.... hahah! then i laugh also..veri bad sia!! but..really veri funny...!! so far she chase sia...action..her hand keep waving... running style veri weird...the uncle so bad sia.. i dun wan laugh de...but he made me luff...er... if i am not wrong is 851 de bus uncle..if i not wrong if not is 854... i forgot le... wahaha...

and miracle... i took the wrong bus.... i drop down at jelly hse de bustop... n i tot a bus turn in is 27..i just go wave my hand up... siao! turn out to be 89!! wah piang...although got ppl wan to go up la.. but then!!!! veri shy la... so i go up...lucky it go the same way as 27.. i got at the next stop.. n took cab home..WAH!! GAN PAISEH!!! ARGH~~~ i was daydreaming all the way tat day...hais.... i think alot leh... saw the calender... saw the day... hais.... tat is bad memory ok...tis whole yr... i nvr go overseas... only... 2 times... 1st..brunei for chinese new yr... super happy..cos ang bao VERI BIG.. cos my bday on chinese new yr... 3rd day... just nice...

2nd time go back... attend funeral...see the calender... 1st & 2nd dec... hais!!~~~~ watever...cannot think le..i must say sorry to laoshi...for not paying attention during the timing part...dui bu qi....

now every fri i will think of wat had happen...after lesson..come home..happy happy... at nite receive call...hais.... sad rite???? hais...no choice tis is life... 1 litre of tears..made me treasure life... my passed away grandpa n uncle... made me treasure everyone n everything n every moment...

16th dec 2006 saturday... ROT AT HOME!!! omg!! woke up at 10plus in the morning... rot ok..ROT!!! i spend my whole day..research on my logo de stuff...end up i still came upo with a complete logo...will put it up soon.... :D love it.. not veri well done la... my senses for drawing is up to the limit nia... super gothic sia... dunno how... but yasuo say its ok! wahahahah....

my da sao n gan korkor came... with ashley.. and my da sao de meimei... n their cousin...name... aveyious...i dunno how his name going to be spelt la... but the little boy got veri nice name...

he is super cute de leh..he can suddenly run to me... lean against me... kuey sio with me.. hahaha.... both of them...ashley n him...play in my room... n ashley said something... i was listening to lucify whole list of songs... POWER! until ai qing bo ji... ashley said something....

this is my fav. song... i heard before on tv... by one band.. WHOO!!! i shocked... then i double confirm... ashley... u sure u heard it on tv??? ya! veri nice...my fav. hahaha!! ok...a 4yrs old kid said tat!! i think ashley is 4yrs old...if not 5... aiya..forgot... wahahah...

she is sweet...i love her... :D the 2 little ones...spend their time in my room..playing... lying on my bed..questioning me... draw... playing with my soft toy... look at my tortoise.... they are in love with my tortoise anyway.... wahaha....

then... i end up clearing... =_= end of my day... jie say saw him at cine... wahahhaa.... enjoy eh... heartwarming guy??? whoo!!! n jelly went jogging... nvr come back seh??? say will msg me nvr eh.... hope is too tired go slp.. not go MIA... siao lang...go jogging at 10pm...the bangalas catch n rape u sia then u know!!! BANGALAS ARE SCARY!!! SOME!! no...MOST OF THEM!!!

to xiao u..... must get well soon boy! NS training indeed scary..anything can happen eh... jia you ok...2weeks more... just 2 weeks u can go out le... CANNOT LA!! eh...1 month??? 2 month???? nvm... u recover le..i pei u movies... kbox...shopping..eat... watever!! everything...i pei you do... ok? just get well soon..n STOP Saying "die" tis word... its not nice... ok???? take lots of care~!!!

to ade..... 1 more month to ur return... miss u alot eh.. i need to find kaki leh..when u not ard in sg... when u ard..i no need worried...got ppl pei me kbox anot..got ppl pei me shopping anot...got ppl pei me movies anot...alot alot.... u come back..i make sure everyday after sch go out with me~!!! no money also go somewhere rot until evening then go home!! i dun care!! since when u are back... u will soon go SK live le...everymorning got ppl pei wo go sch le!! take bus together.... rot together!! study together... graduate together... ok!!~ ADE..OH ADE~~ i MISS U SO~~~ Where u go~~ i Miss u So~~~ its Been like forever~!~ since u're gone~ T.T wahahhaa....

current is sunday...17th dec 2006...going market with mummie later..so now i have to go bath le... its 6:43 now... hum... i cannot slp sia!! all thanks to him!!! n jie la!!! T.T Shhh.... jelly...its secret...wahahahha~ yeah! BINGO~

sign off

izumiko

6:43am

11th to 16th dec 2006

2006-12-09T20:49:00.000-08:00

mummie n i...in the room!!! my DANG OH!
candid shot... kekeke... love it...
DANG OH!!~~ WEET
smile... just too bored with tat horror movie
MY KAYA BREAD!! bought from CHEERS! wahaha

张芯瑜 ::: 雨季开始了

空气里远远传来一首歌
望着云穿着新娘的白纱
抬起头不看你
假装我是被风景感动了

我知道你身边有一个人看
着爱隔着一道玻璃门
每天都劝自己
能这样静静看你就够了心

情很乱能怎么办
爱情不是故意的
不想挑战另外一个人
又阻止不了心里狂奔的列车

不知不觉爱上了
可是能跟谁说呢
早晨醒来突然发现雨季开始了
不管值得不值得
学会爱的第一课
原来流到心里的泪苦苦的

这世界没有想象的单纯
我不懂什么时候开始的
也许是爱上你
说她的时候眼里的认真

diary....

i was loading pic..somehow...blogger is lagging again..so part of the pic i cant load...will load it for tml de entry ba.....

9th dec 2006....wend down to dad's office today to help him out...i handle a few weird customers la.... somehow..nvm... forget it.....

then.... rotted in papa de shop...talk to laoshi for a while today..finally eh??? hahahha...he EMO again... hais.... he knw abt it la... then.. SHIT! tio spot.... he know i cried tat nite when i called him... T.T

those who spotted me crying while calling u guys...paiseh... too EMO tat nite... it was the 1st nite of the funeral..my grandpa body was brought back tat nite... hais.... sad eh???

i think i depressed too much till i cant even cry now..i only will daydream...will only sigh...dunno why..... somehow...think back.. just imagine..my grandma...now...everyday...breakfast alone...morning walk alone... tea break alone... lunch alone...afternoon nap alone... evening walk alone... dinner alone...at nite slp alone... no one scold her... for eating sweet stuff... no scoldings for buying 4Ds or toto... no longer scolding her for getting the wrong clothing out...

all these... when u think back... everything can just be a memory... somehow...u will feel cold.... the bed is big... the space beside her is empty...the dressing table only left with her stuff... toilet... only left with her toothbrush... closet...open up..no longer seeing his clothings...

for my aunt... lucky she still have her kid... 3 girlies... stay by her side... although its veri heart breaking to see such thing happening... no one wans it...but... somehow... it just sux....

shop closed early today...dad is sick... he is having veri bad flu...n cough now... BUT... he went for a doc today...after work... after i nag n nag... he finally go n see doc... he eventually say " i better go see doc...if not tml mummie come back she scold me again.." :D

then.... he go buy NUMBER.... then grassjelly drink..... then..... we come home... slp.... then i woke up at 6...go hougang mall buy dinner... rush back..cos papa got mahjong at 7 30... he didnt eat his desert la... he say come back then eat... ok nor.... T.T

now alone at hm.... finally got the song title n artist name from jie le.... n i wan her to buy for me the anna sui la!! i just love it can!!! thanks jie.... hais... going to papa de room n rot le...was learning my bass half way anyway.... one more week to holiday... AHH!!! dun talk abt it...tis yr holiday trip all cancel... firs time for so long i am having christmas in sg.... ok...nvm..next yr we will go again!!!

end here.... wan go learn my bass le..if not next fri i havent master my basic laoshi going to beat my hand again.... T.T

sign off

izumiko

8:49pm

9th dec 2006

AH GONG!! HAPPY 21st BDAY!!!!!!! BREAK FREEDOM LE~!!~~WHOOO HOO~~~ actually his bday is ystd... :D

.8th dec 2006.

2006-12-08T22:00:00.000-08:00

diary...

2nd day after my return from brunei... overslept today..didnt go sch...hais.... then... had some planning with wanting to go out la.... then.... contacted jalaine...at first say... wan go haf dinner then i go jelly de hse..then go crew room ma.... *jelly told me tat*

then end up...nvr... sorry jelly!!! at nite.... meet up with the girls.... yesh.... who??? jalaine n peixiu... ok...its last min de...dun blame me~~~ ok? hahahaha..... jelly... when u all going mango ask me... i dun wan crew room..i am used to mango le...

then...we went to eat kobayashi..... then.... we went to cheers....buy drink n my KAYA BREAD! will load all pic later.... then we go level 9...book a room... ok...wanted a room without pc de.... watch dvd..who knows.... ass...no room le...only left with those with pc...

so...nvm lor...we took the room witrh pc.... rented...2hrs... plus rental of dvd...$6..... then...total is...$26.... i poay first.... so..now is nariko n peixiu owe me money... hahaha...nvm la...slowly pay back ok? 6yrs frenship le.... dun need rush la....

we rented.... ghost of mae nak... wah lau eh...starting e shout damn loud....actually is i shout nia... wahahha...with all the soft toy..i took dang OH~ eh...dunno how to spell... jalaine took the snake... peixiu took alien.....

then...the security... he was inside playing the com ma... cos got ppl just check out...then he joke with us...help us with the tv... hahaha...funny la... then we start watching...u know de lor...room with pc...the tv veri near de leh... wah lau eh...we watch the horror GAN near to our eyes.... first time seh... not bad...

we eventually fast forward the movie... n end the movie within 1hr 30mins.... li hai ba! took some pic in the room with jalaine..i eventually forgot to take with peixiu...nexttime ok? hahaha

then after movies we went to the basement bought JI PAI to eat... is da bao home la.... then walk back to mrt station..... ok...the most scary thing tat happen today is tat.... when we reach somerset today....i was talking abt him... n u know wat??? siao siao...walk pass.... eh...SIA LA!!!

then he sms me...say he saw me.... ok... i ignore the sms...cos i dunno wat to say....anyway i still remembered wat happened... n wat he scold me.... makes me veri pissed....but nvm...over le... i dun care anyway....

then... we took mrt home...at first wanted to go slack at plaza with jalaine de... but then... i see 9plus le... mind as well go home hao le...cos.... i tml have to go office with papa.... so...bo bian.... then here i am....home......

hais.... my uncle from uk came to sg... he is staying for 3 days so i think he monday then leave.... yeah.... currently slping in papa de room le... my charger i left in brunei sia!! lucky jie still there..she can bring it back for me....

one more week to holiday...at first...is happily waiting for genting trip... now? hais.... whole yr stay in sg le... sian.... hais..... forget it.... everything is too sudden..... end here....

sign off
izumiko
10pm
8th dec 2006

6th dec 2006

2006-12-06T21:00:00.000-08:00

diary....

it has been a hard time for me to go thru everything.... somehow... after wat had happened.. made me feel lost....

2nd dec... afternoon flight.... back to brunei... a 1:40pm flight...delayed... 2:30pm... reached brunei...4:50pm.. once my plane landed my grandpa passed away.... reached grandparents hse at 5:10pm.... received a call from my aunt in hospital...

"ye ye" ye mei you liao.... tis is wat she said.... i was veri shocked... i pass the fone to my dad.... i told me sis n my cousin... all ended up crying up badly.... hais....

then.... alll in a veri sad mood.... mum didnt know abt it.... grandma didnt knw abt it.... :D hais... story long long la.... then.... conclusion of it... grandpa is gon... uncle is gone... tats it...

we had done 2 funerals at one shot.. eventually is do uncle de first...then... grandpa de... hais.... somehow i am sad...dad console me alot of times..but whenever i look at grandpa... hais... his body.....

then.... like tat nor..... hais... aiya!! SUAN LE~!! end.....

sign off
izumiko
9pm
6th dec 2006

.1st Dec 2006...the death Cert.

2006-12-01T00:40:00.000-08:00

diary...

happily went to sch in the morning... attended all the lessons...had my lunch at burger busters....my first time there...

then... rush down for my bass lesson..... then.... until 4pm then end..... jon aka yasuo....pei me go until his hse... carry the bass for me... it was rather heavy...

need to practice alot on my bass.... hais...but mooded was seriously affected.... seriously depressed....

1st.... got home... happily... everything was veri fine.... as usual...my uncle.. in brunei..goes for his ball game... squash....with his frens.... i doze off... until...9pm...i was awaken by my sis.... with loud door knockings...

her tears fell...i was shocked... in tat shivering voice of hers.... she told me... my uncle is gone...we lose our uncle.... i was veri shocked.. he is young... he still has a long way to go... but he is gone...

reported tat...he died of heart failure.... he.... fainted while playing his game... n dragged too long to send to hospital... tat cause him...to stop his heart beat... n passed away.... the hospital doc... tried saving him for the pass 1 hr.... but... still he didnt wake up..his heart beat didnt come back...

1hr later... 10pm... certified...dead..... i dunno how to handle... i was so shocked tat my tears couldnt fall... i was blanked... my mum..hasnt recovered..she has to go thru therapy... she isnt well..she isnt! then... come to us tis news..my uncle passed away... he is only in his early 40s... he is not even 45! he is gone!

2weeks later... my family together with his.. my n youngest aunt n her daughter will be out to SG..to go genting together... we even going to celebrate christmas together in KL... just like how we do last yr... or should i say..every yr!

his wife just came to SG a week a go... to look after my mum... my mum just spoke to my uncle on the fone on monday... n now he is gone... HE IS GONE!!! he lived to be upright... he was honest.. he was a loving husband... a faithfully n loyal father...everyone loved him... everyone dote him....

but he is gone to another dimension... i cannot believe my ears... for 1hr... trying to revive him... but the doc couldnt... his youngest daughter is only 14... oldest is only 17... he didnt even get to see his oldest daughter graduate from her sec sch! she didnt even get to see them married... have kids....

tml....2nd dec.... is my dad's bday.... 3rd dec..is my grandpa's bday... is tis the bday present he wan to give them? i dunno why such things happen... my grandpa... heard the news of his death... he fainted... admitted to hospital.... my grandparents are already in their 70s... why do such thnig to them....

my mum broke down... his beloved bro. is gone... wat can we say abt life? its fragile...i seriously wan to go back to brunei...i seriously have no mood for studies... tis is too impact... too impact till i cant handle... i really cant! i am dying out...

my cousins lose their dad... my aunt lose her husband.. my mum lose her bro.. my grandparents lose their son... i lose my uncle... i am lost.... heart failure... over working out in his squask... in his game... he fainted..his frens eventually didnt notice the seriousness... n left him at the game... then... brought him into hospital... when its too late....

he was always healthy... he slim down.. good eating habits... blahblahs... end up... died of heart failure... we loved his company... he is always generous... he is always there for my mum... he is always there for everyone... he is a veri veri loving father n husband... everyone would envy his family.... veri clever daughters.... always getting top in sch...

always listen to their parents.... always so sweet n lovely... all of us enjoyed the fun n company of each other... now... suddenly u tell them... "ur dad is gone" how would they feel... their dad...gave the girls surprise.. not telling them they going to SG again... going genting n KL again tis yr... a last gift he left for them...

all of us hope it was a joke... hope it was just a joke make my family go over to brunei... for grandpa's bday.... everyone hope it was plainly a joke.... i am depressed...i am really depressed.... i wan to go back...i wan to! my eyes are swollen.. my tears kept falling... my dad's side... my 2nd aunt...suffering from cancer... waiting for time to come only... my mum... also suffering from cancer... still has to under go treatments... to cure all cancerous cells....

i must focus... my bass still....have to practice... my project still has to go on.... torture... tis is torture..... torture...

sign off
izumiko
12:40am
1/12/06

.30th nov 2006.

2006-11-30T00:45:00.000-08:00

my bass corner..nail art corner.. NEW pattern
SEE!! new design!!!
me before going to sch!! wahaha
me before going to lucy de concert...
bed is messy..dun LOOK there
the back of lucy ticket... hum...
the FOOD yasuo had left... SHOCKING isnt it??
the front view of lucy ticket
wat we had done while waiting for jon to calm down
from his VOMITS! wanyu de got unpleasant

sighting..so she cover it.. POWER!

diary...

powerr.... i 1 week nvr blog le...or even more than tat.... ookok.... lets see...has been super tired n lazy n busy!

1st.... rushing thru hmwks... looking after my mum... entertaining my cousins...helping out with my relatives.... be tour guide...be part time maid...part time nurse...

therefore...it has cause my schooling timing to be irregular.... n i get alot of approved leaves somehow.... then.... past one week...i got my IAC CA...which is a diseaster...cos...i cant balance in my balance sheet...EEewwww!!! everything seem so FINE!

then.... busy with my band thing... ok... somehow... its a start all over again... going to give all members 3 months... to skill... at least! one song!~ then....find a real good drummer...who really can drum!! no more beginners le!!!

at first...recruited alot of no skilled ppl...like....HER.... ya...then vin... piano basic nia... then...now...the band left me,yasuo n sachiko.... yesh....

now the band is call Oozora! currently doing the logo for my band..then proceed on to advertising to look for drummer n backgrd vocalist.... then.... getting an audition for it... no jammings for time being...which is a GOOD thing....

money saved..... plus i have a good teacher.... only tat i need to serve him lunch every week... during our lesson... which is good... cos... no lesson fees ma! compare a $50 n a $ 6 to $7 wahahahah....

then.... just finished my BFS CA today... super shag...reach sch... didnt go S&W... IAC...ms quah...scold...say wat..i am going to call ur dad or mum..she said the wrong thing anyway.... then.... wat...ask them to morning call me wake up..go for S&W... dun need her to call..we next week onwards also going le nor! LAME!

somehow she didnt call la!!! wahahaha.... then....results for CA1 IAC... out tml... confirm a C or D for me... which i predicted... n i confirm i die liao.... ok!

skipping bcm??? cannot.... tml got role play discussion..i havent do my script... intend to do it in the bus tml... EEww...bring ing my bass to sch tml.... wahahhaha.... swee huh!

yesh! happenings between me n tat girl.... n i wont bother... unreasonable ppl i wont ans for it.... i really cannot believe myself when she said tat to me!! ok!! wan to know details...come ask me..i will tell u in private...dun wan to type things out to make her be ashame....

i wont shame ppl in my blog... unless needed.... if not names will be kept confidential.... ok...end my blog here... super tired... slp in a veri wrong position...somehow... my neck is veri stiff now... Ewww...

the end...

sign off

izumiko no oozora

12:45am

30th nov 2006

TAMPINES IKEA OFFICIALLY OPENS TODAY!!!

JELLY... ur SHAKESPARES IS DRIVING ME NUTS! WAHAHAHA

KONI JIE!!! I MISS U LOTS!!! LOVE U~!!!! SECRETS!!!!

ADE DEAR!! COME BACK QUICK!! I NEED U BADLY~!~ WAHAHAH...RECOVER SOON FROM UE BURNS!!!

SARA SIS!! WE SHALL KEEP IN TOUCH!! SOMEHOW~

NARIKO MUMMIE!!! MEET UP LA!! DUN EVERYDAY BF HSE EAT DINNER LEH!

BEE~~ HOLIDAY ISH HERE! MEET UP SOON!~ WEET!~ SEXY LADY~

21th nov 2006

2006-11-21T00:37:00.000-08:00

in cab after buying my bass... tis is wat i saw...

its real history of seeing such signs in CABS
me me me!! in study room.. revision ok!!! :D
wahahaha...just too bored when alone in study room
shin n zhi... yesh... wahahaha... on our way to hougang mall take neoprint
my band name... purple heaven!
my 1st BF!!!! OMG!~!!!
my sketch!!! wahahah just too bored

diary...

almost a week tat i didnt blog?? watever.... nvm... ok... recaps... like tat nor..my life is as simple as it is...

hum.... housework every single day...skipping dinner every day...cos by the time i finish cleaning up i sian half le... rather dun eat...

bought my bass...got my free bass teacher... now i had improved...as wat my leader...yasuo said!

intro to my members in murasaki oozora....

leader: yasuo-hoshi... vocal + lead guitarist

2nd member: izumiko kuroki ..... vocal + one n ONLY bassist

3rd Member: tomoko.... 2nd guitarist

4th Member: Sachiko.... also guitarist....

too many guitarist rite???? ya...so... my intention... my leader...yasuo... will be going into drums... :D provided my girls learn well their guitar within a yr :D

hum... nvm.... tomoko got one fren also wan to join..also wan to be guitarist... eheh...we need keyboardist too leh... dun like tat leh... hahaha....

finally have my own band... now i am trying to balance up... hsework...schwork... n band now... yesh!!! good huh...

then... my cousins going back tml le.... my another 2 aunt n one kid coming over at nite... dad going to get a maid soon... good!!!! focus on my sch n band now!!! then...tis sat going lucy concert!!! wahahahahahahahaha....

then.... tomoko n yasuo going too!!! wahahah nice seh.... omg!! so excited for everything!!!! wahahahahahahhaha dunno why...tml is my tpl ca le... yesh! did my sums today..i can do nor!! clever ba!!! wahahaha

ok la...end here....

sign off

izumiko

12:37am

21th nov 2006

update on my mum's situation

2006-11-14T02:00:00.000-08:00

diary....

i know alot of people are concern abt me n my mum's condition... and i am greatful to a no. of people ard me...

14th nov 2006... my mum was in for an operation... at 2pm... ther operation ended at 6pm... it was a successful operation..BUT the cells had been taken for examinations..to see if there is any spreading taking place...

results will be known soon..my 3rd aunt she is currently in the hospital staying over to look after my mum.... about 10yrs ago... my 3rd aunt also came to sg... to look after my mum after her operations... 10yrs later..she is here again...to look after my mum who has been operated again...

sis drove aunt n i over to see mum at nite... i cant control my tears...it fell in the car... i was sad... depressed... lost....

dad look exhausted... i am exhausted too... everyone is exhausted.... my mum is well now... she looks fine just now when we were at the hospital... my another 2 aunt is coming over soon..next week....

currently tired.. i am veri tired...exhausted... and god damn it... kevin's powerpoint i havent changed... tml maybe changed it before i go sch... :D hais...watever...i dun care...i am just trying my best here....

these few days or i can say weeks... i am veri tired... my 2 littles ones are aslp le..i also going to slp le.... will update again.. thanks everyone for the concern...

its JAMMING day tml!!! :D tis do cheer me up abit bit...

sign off
izumiko
2am
14th nov 2006

.8th nov 2006.

2006-11-08T03:00:00.000-08:00

diary...

not in sch for today...then... received the news of the report le. its cfm its tat le..hais...wat to do??? its a bad news after all...

then... went down to mum's office with my grandparents n cousins...went to have our lunch..then.. wait for dad n mummie to return back to office... ok... somehow i dunno wat i can say or do when i see her tears fallin...i stood beside her... my arms ard her.. tell her it would be fine... my grandparents also said tat too..

but everyone's mood was down...can see...grandpa n grandma's mood wasnt tat good too... sleepless nite... isnt smiling... then...went to amk walk walk...i hate amk to the core can..alot alot alot of gangsters...cannot make it..

then... we all went home... in 2 cabs cos 6 ppl... well done..my 2 cousins n i in the same cab...tmd...we laugh since the moment we get on cab...until get off the cab we still laughin the taxi uncle still say we veri cute.. blahblahblah....

n the taxi uncle tell us a super cold joke but we dun wan make him no face we laugh... =_= then got home... change..clear up abit then go swimming...we 3 girls go scare my little cousin... nehneh in order to wan him to swim out we only can do tat sia.. .n tat is to SCARE him!!!

then.. scared until he at nite cannot slp sia...ard 1am..he kana nitemare woke up..then pee in his pants..WORSE..when he is he toilet le he still pee in his pants.... then ask him wear his swimming trunk to bed for the nite... cos his clothes all in another room whereby my grandparents slp le..door lock le..

i ended up washing his pants n put in the dryer... he cannot wait...my mum came out talk to him he dun listen i end up going to the door knock onto it n took a new one out.. =_= grandma walk out saying cant slp...understandable...

eventually... another batch of my relatives coming over to sg soon to look after my mum... hais... bo bian le... cos she going operation next tues.... AH!!! i going crazy le...tis shldnt be happening!!!!

then talk to my cousin abt some thoughts... both of us agreed... we will tend to be irritated by their naggings n shoutings n screamings.. BUT think back...if one day they cant do tat le how? will we missed the naggings, shoutings n Screamings? i miss tat alot.. it has been weeks ever since mummie scolded me....

i wan her to scold me..to nag at me again... but then... i cant... mummie is weak..she cant shout she cant be as active as before le... imagine..we going overseas in just 1month time... will she recover???

hais... i just feel lost now.... my 2 aunties will be in sg soon... then my grandpa, my little cousin n one of my cousin going back first... i need to thank a no. of ppl ard me who cares alot...

1) adeline
2) xiaowei
3) wanyu & guys
4) ms quah
5) dom n kevin
6) alex *u knw who u are*
7) shaun macho korkor
8) jas *thanks for the concern*
9) ms onn
10) xin yee

Etc

when i am lost..i am scared... i am tired..definitely there will be at least one person be there for me... esp. shaun kor... he is always there when i really needed someone... he is like.. part of my life le... he is always making funny jokes just to make me smile...

i knw alot of ppl are shocked.. to everyone..my mum is always veri healthy... BUT pls everyone pls know.. even a healthy person can die suddenly... so.. dun be shocked.. although i was depressed n down when i first knw it.. but until now.. i am alot better at least i wont cry over it le..

dom n kevin... always veri concern...asking me.. tis n tat... telling me to think positive.. thanks alot thanks...i really appreciate it... :D

up coming all of us just have to wait n see le... see wat is the next up coming report... her x-ray...everything...hais.... thanks for everything everyone...

i think i end my blog here.. tired le..

sign off
izumiko
3am
8th nov 2006

.2nd to 7th nov 2006.

2006-11-07T18:37:00.000-08:00

xiong baobei!!! :D
Xiongxiong baobei with his LOBSTER!
vin's & mine's Mac Spicy Burger~ wahah... funny

looking burger he has

traffic light.. shin(green) Rou (yellow) Zhi (red)

the cousins pearl tea day~

in papa car on sun... me, shin n mimi xiong
wahahaha..my days :D
another poster again :D omg!! my grandma!! :D
mum n dad...at PSI building... one of the restaurant

haivng sim sum... :D

my toopid yet cute cousin, shin & mummie
eventually mummie is looking at the

roast duck the lady is cutting WAHAHA

diary...

it has been almost a week since i had blogged... have been really busy lately.... why leh??? eventually my grandparents n 3 cousins of mine came to sg on the 3th....so since the 3th...i had been playing ard with my little cousin n entertaining my grandparents... & housework...

fri..got home...straight away..change le...go hougang mall with mummie grandparents jie n cousins.... have dinner there...then go home..come home... bath blahblahblah... help clear up house...then...arrange the beds n all la...SUPER tired n sweaty n BUSY!

then...finally settle down... my cousins n i... we ton until veri late... at nite still web cam with the ppl over at brunei...super funny nite la...we end up nvr go over to 401 for supper but we order mac home delivery... wahahaha... we ma jiam... waiting for time to come just for the sake of supper... hahahah!!!

we ate our supper at 2 plus n all doze off soon after...n my 2 cute cousins... i doze off at the massaging chair....n when i woke up... ALL GONE!!! wah lau!!! tv off...com screen still on... but no one is ard le!! sia la!! all went in n slp!!

4th nov... i woke up rather late...n i ask my cousin last nite all run into room nvr ask me wake up...they say call me wake up but i nvr wake up... think i believe? but i think its true la...super exhausted de... my little cousin sia la...he energetic leh... he slp ard 1am... then woke up 8am...tmd!! so active sia!!!

then... 4th is a sat..... we girls went for swimming with my little cousin..i had to keep an eye on him..so bo bian... i stay with him at the baby pool...look after him... then..my 2 cousins at the adult pool... then play play... my little cousin go up first..my grandpa wan to bring him along to the sensei... which my grandparents will definitely visit if they come sg...

then we girls... quickly run up after my grandparents left for the sensei... then...we bath n all...cos i wan go shape eyebrown... then my girls wanna go shop shop.. omg!!! I FINALLY SHAPED MY EYEBROWN!! but!! i got cheated.... i mean shaping the eye brown is a good job..BUT is tat...the nite before walk pass the lady say is $8...but when the next day i go...is $10... watever..its just 2bucks...

then we girls go walk walk..da bao for jie...then quickly come home... then...we stayed at hm... ard...4plus my grandparents come home... then... followed by dad n mum...then we had dinner at kovan..heartland... thhe fish steamboat... then go walk walk... bought a new nana necklace...havent upload the pic... cos blogger uploader siao siao again...

$7.90 only~!~~~ omg!~~~ then... walk walk...go hm nor....then...anothr day ended... with a day buying lots of stuff...then.... 5th nov... sun... family day of cos!!! then... bath n all....get ready go for dim sum....dad come home n fetch...then go eat... funny eh..in the car we take lots of photos n my little cousin is the entertainment of the day!! his talking is super cute ok!!!! SUPER!!!

then.... after tat we went to IMM.... ok..my cousin,Rou n i spotted a guy at bossini... his HAIR is nice...his looks ok..BUT the HAIR GAN CHIO~~ wahahah..my cousin n i..both look at each other n said the same thing... i think the guy will be sad ba..cos we say hair nia..nvr say looks..paiseh nah,.... whahahaa

why i say nice...cos its HIGHLIGHT GREEN!! AH!!~~~~ OMG~~~~~~ sia la..my highlight purple also gone case la!!~~~ end up is red.. now is blonde..cos i bleach it... wahahhaa...

then..walk walk..ok..i ate alot tat day ok!~!!! first is dim sum.. then mac strawberry sundae..then..milk tea... :D wahahaha.... then.. walk walk see see... was pissed off with some happenings at giant...gan dulan but watever... went to daiso also... waahahha didnt buy more than $30 tis time rd ok!! i mean for my things only!~

then...we went hom straight after... nvr go dinner cos all veri full..but end up...dad cook mee goreng for everyone... er... is the packet instant brought from brunei de la... its nice nor!!! who wan?? i got alot alot!! got 2 box of it!!!

then... came home..help my little cousin fix his stupid marble toys...with all the tracks n i go into quarrels with mummie I SHLDNT QUARREL WITH HER!!! OMG!!! I AM DUMB!! then..go to bed veri early... 10plus...

6th nov... go to sch at 10 for the sake of BCM listening..nia eh.... bcm listening only 1hr nvm..WORSE... IAC cancel..so after tat stupid listening...can go home...another words...i go sch 1hr then go hm... =_= gan lame!!!!

again...at nite quarrel with mummie its like almost all the things i do... she keep finding small faults at me!!! n its like...if u bad mood n i know ur report will be out on wed..DUN HAVE TO VENT OUT ALL UR ANGER ON ME! i already give in alot..nvr complain ok!!! STUPID! i hate it!!!!!

end up...i didnt talk to mum alot anyway... gone swimming ard 6 30 with my cousin Shin... then...swim until 7 plus... ard 7 15 my cousin rou n xiong xiong came down..my little one keep making noise say wan to come down!

took some stupid ugly photos...then.... go up... rest...blahblahblah... slp!

7th nov 2006.... gone to IAC 1hr later n got scolded by ms quah...BUT i heng only i nvr kana.... cos she knows abt mummie de thing le... eh...god damn it..i got no choice but to tell her sia! she say sorry to me somemore..cos she say anyhow shout at me when she didnt know tat la!

gone for BFS... then.... ok lor....lesson...test..finished...quite nice today the lesson... quite like it.... yeah..tis thurs is tat guy de presentation..he die he die.. he SURE die... dun give a damn!! he die!! we sure question him like siao!!!

end of blog..more pic to upload asap...to ppl ard me...if i dun reply pls dun blame me..cos i am sometimes not at com..sometimes is cousion using..so...sorry for it.. thanks..look for me at my hp... thanks..

sign off

izumiko

6:37pm

7th nov 2006

1st nov 2006

2006-11-01T23:26:00.000-08:00

diary....

1st nov 2006....

there are somethings i am aware of n i am not going to say it out.... but watever it is... watever i stated inside my blog is all true... up to everyone to accept it anot... esp. to those i am talking abt....

and i dun give a damn n i wont be dumb to change my add again..cos if anyone wans to find my blog..no matter how they try they will get my add...so? by hecking into my com... pretending to do something like scanning pic or blahblahblah...

why wan to read? 1stly...check on me..as usual... i am used to it... 2ndly.. kpo..which everyone is... 3rdly... born a stalker... 4th... gulity of wat i wrote in my blog..n wan to check out wat i actually wrote inside...

there are different kinds of ppl who read my blog... slient readers... i am fine with it... commenting it...talk bad behind of me... tat is so cheap of tat person isnt it? not saying any particular person... dun mistaken...

anyway...back to my usual blogging... off to sch today...lesson starts late.... anyway..my lesson starts late almost everyday except thurs n fri which starts at 8....

its career fair today.... so..different ite students come to simei ite to look at the fair.... even vin's gff was here... tot they able to meet up...sch too big...too many ppl...cant meet...we went for lesson then...IAC... ok...wat is IAC... it is intermediate accounting.... COURSE...

ok...then..lesson ends rush off to far east.... blahblahblah...inside stroy not going to write out in blog... if not someone is going to say...i am telling everyone my family matters....

then... back home... blahblahblah again.... waited for jalaine de sms... she didnt even bother to sms me... give me an ans...watever..i dun give a damn already.... miss onn also... aiya...suan le... wat more can i ask from them???

oh...yes... for tat particular person who say so loud while walking by my room... saying i have different bfs... for ur info... i dun have... n i am currently single n NOT available... dun believe..go ask the ppl ard me...i gave the same ans...

so...dun have to anyhow bomb a comment infront of the adult.... thank you... think before u SPEAK... just an advice... if u are not gulity of wat i said... wat for so worked up? shouting so loud n complaining in the middle of the nite? ah... got caught? if u are innocent for it..u dun even have to bother abt wat i write...

to be true..those who read my blog...i think only the girls know who u are... others??? more over i didnt state any name there? oh... so u admitted? i see.... well done... why wan to admit it when i didnt state any name clearly there?

watever.... wasting my time just to blog on tat person.... ok.... currently finishing up my homework.... n then going to bed... i just realised... kairong's temper veri fast ok..last nite...2plus am..he was in a super bad mood... today afternoon..he be back to normal....

incredible guy isnt it? eventually i saw him angry before...which was scary... so...pls dun try to make him angry..its more to killing urself if u make him angry... although face color dun change... but tone changes..n vulgarities ma jiam free de... keep coming out...

actually also not much vulgarities...its always tat same few words..n he will keep repeating the incident again n again... which u listen le..u can follow him say out the next moment... he is naggy....

kuek dun angry!!! just a joke... u know me well... u knw i dun mean it in a bad way :D rite??? :x

ah...yes...stalkers are everywhere... my online story on lucy n my grp of frens... was shown to kuek...which ended up me closing down the story..anyway..i find it lame after tat... ok... a 18yrs old girl writing tat kind of story... god damn it...i find myself stupid nw...

why i say stalkers everywhere??? becos..somehow wat i wrote here... the ppl i mention will sure knw wat i wrote in my blog..cos...the other party will read it... n show it or if not...pass the stupid msg..n add ingredients in... dun believe... try writing something bad on someone... i confirm... few days later tat person will know...

internet is wonderful la... u knw... even other parts of the world will know wat happen... but the other outside world ppl.. will not come straight to ur face n confront u...so its ok....

alot of tots n feelings in mind..not going to type out again..cos... sounds veri emo..oh...anyway... to let everyone know..kuek is an emo kid.... tat is wat he said...he is emo..cos he only listens to emotional songs..n he likes emotional songs... *bluff*

due to one incident tat conclude he is emo.... everyone is emo...ikhwan also say he is emo... everyone is emo...we are the emo humans.... to be true... 90% of SG teenagers are EMO ppl..due to stress n lack of communication.... pls agree...cos i am one of the emo ppl...

being emo isnt tat bad either..u sounds unique to others u knw... u will be unique to others..n cool.... *tat is my wishful thinking*

watever...i dunno wat i blogging anyway..maybe not much happening to day.... cos... mood is down the bottom of the seabed... ok...tat is scary..seabed.... hum.... ok.... watever....

koni jie.... be cheeerful again ok? anything come to me..i will be there... dun be so moody.. not good..u look so much better when u smile... u knw tat??? so...smile more ok??? life is boring.... but got to get on with it... isnt it???

jelly..pls do slightly better for ur Os... thanks..if not i am going to chop u up into pieces n throw u into SG river!!!

interesting....tis wont scare jelly i guess... wahahaha...bee also.... do ur best...

wanyu also...dun play liao...go study for ur sub!!! ade...thanks for everything...always be there when i needed someone... i dunno how many times i need to thank you... which will be enough...but i guess...frenship is the best gift in return i can give u ba...

its nov le... 2 months more... ade... we are welcoming u back le!!! soon soon... ok??? remember dun buy hk de seventeen...i scaning le... send over to u... ok? hk seventeen expensive seh...scan free de... ok?? lastly..i miss u ade!! i really do!!! thanks for everything... thanks...

sign off
izumiko
1st nov 2006
11:26pm
EMO KID

.31st oct 2006.

2006-10-31T00:54:00.000-08:00

diary...

31st oct 2006.... ok...the pic loading thing isnt working agian...cos i wanted to load the ONLY pici took with gan-mummie on sat...wahahaha... n then my pic i taken today...

for so long...tis was my first time putting super light make up..why i say that...for my foundation..i only put my concealor/er n my revlon matt liquid foundation...n tats all!! all the time i always got 3 layers of foundation..conceal, liquid n powder.. but today nvr...

then huh... my blusher... not red at all... then my eyes...ah...power de come le.... i didnt put my black eye shadow n my thick eyeliner i put one real thin eyeliner... at my lashes linings... then... deeppink eye shadow at the tip of my eyes.. n sliver eyeshadow across... then!!! my lashes wasnt THICK lashes ok!! its just normal average...

power ma... i like tat go sch seh... eh..ya... la... in clude my lip gloss n my enhancing of my MOLE! :D if not my mole like no MOLE..to tell everyone... the mole on my eye area is FAKE... thank you... :D wahahaha..but the one on my cheek is REAL..pls..its REAL!

er... today sch starts at 12 la.. so i meet up with wan yu..suppose to be at 11 30..but she late... i already veri late le...she even later can! 12 then reach..i stand there...one local middle aged man..in his 40s la... ask me where is century... then i tell him... THEN... 5mins later...a foreigner walk to me ask me where is the movie theatre... ok!

to be true..i was scared...i almost said the wrong thing...use the wrong eng...but after all it was fine..hope..the 2 who asked me..dun get lost...i say veri clear le... haha..both used the road i ask them to..ok... by cutting thru the mrt station..cross the road..for movies... cross the road go into the building..up to the highest level....

for the man..cross the road... cut thru... i forgot to tell him cut thru metro..but i told him tampines mall n century is side by side... just have to cut thru tampines mall jiu ok le! :D actually got one more easier road...n tat is walk by the side...wahahah.... ok..too late le..forget it....

then...jon... eventually almost psycho me to be veri late for class..anyway.... me n wanyu 12 30 then reach can!!! jon went into class first... then.... jon was complaining all the way he hungry..n at first...me,chobeng n vin wan to skip BFS then go k box de..BUT then... ms chan say today got presentation..nehneh...

hai wo...for the last 30mins of IAC no mood..veri nervous i nvr do my work can!!! i ended up taking jon's work home for reference... ARGH~~~ then well done thing... i am the ONLY one who presented can!!! the rest nvr present cos after i present... teacher took that 1hr 30mins to do her explanation for unit 2!!!

haha...although my slides nvr do VERI well..but ms chan say i had the confidence, fluent enough, audiable... loud enough blahblahblah... she said i am the standard presenter!! woo~~!

cos i do eye contact with everyone... sia la!! i didnt know i can be so daring can!! BUT tat bastard QA guy...asshole...ask me... if UOB provides TX card... sia la...even ms chan also dunno wat is TX... end up tat guy say... provide cards for teenagers 16 n above... but i only see cards for 18 n above...

BUT anyway..ms chan helped me la.. cos tat bastard trying to wei nan wo... beri obvious..although he do help me to gain points la... cos... there is a question n ans marking.. of... 10marks i guess...

watever...anyway..the 2 QA guy better remember... when its their turn...i will make sure they go haywire... ass...at the back keep giggling for fark sia!! aiya...watever..i am not a teacher anyway..i present wat i have nia ok!!!

teacher say i score fairly well..her fairly well is 70plus :D in he BFD class de..sure will know her marking scheme de.... :D wahahah...happy seh..tot she will fail me... but nvr eh...

she ask me abt NETS i ji tao dunno... T.T cos... i cant find info on NETS as i predicted... she confirm will ask me abt NETS... HURRHUR~

eh...then... wah lau eh..tot able to skip lesson with xiaodi they all go k leh.. .but then leh...seeing it tis way...cannot le...wahaha...thurs is xiaodi first le!!! woo ho~~ jia you la... present well can le... vocal out ok le!!~ sia la... fri got to sing in front of 20 odd ppl... next next monday got oral presentation for BCM... ALAMAK! sia la!!! Bussiness... ok...indeed... presentations ALOT

then... er...ok...lesson ends late la...then after tat go home lor.... then..reach home...wah...tmd de..i super hungry..my stomach keep calling out for help ok!!! but reach home...wah lau... cater de food turn me off!!! cos... its lady finger... plus fried fish... steam egg n soup...

worse nitemare...i eat le...1hr later i tired..i go slp... 6pm..slp until 10 30... but i remembered clearly... dad called home..when he is at home..cos looking for fone... but i too lazy to pick up...eh...wait.. I PICK UP FOR WAT! SIAO!!!! okok...then i doze off again...i havent bath at that time can!! wanted to hit up the food but too lazy... my body is TIRED!!!

drag until 10 plus then wake up.... go bath... er... then as usual...wanted to skip my work up for the nite... dun wanna do my 50 sit ups de..but then... thinking... cannot like tat.come into the room... do my sit ups...tml mornin have to wake up early to do my skippings again...as usual... :D today did 400 nia... tml doing 500...increasing 100 each day... SO that... i can maintain at 1000 skipping a day!~!! :D

used to have the habit of doing skipping de...but holiday tat time stopped for one month..ok...thanks huh... gained!! T.T eh...then... after tis stupid blogging i have to go n do my IAC homework le... most likely will COPY! Ewww~~~ copy the extract nia la...

simei is happening again today... having party again... band performing again...i think tis will last for a week sia.... so..outsiders... can come in see see.... the performance always starts ard 10 or 11.... meant for the VIPS la... dunno who also.... since the day of sch reopens... alot of sec sch come n visit ite..ma jiam we ite students MONKEY sia... hate it...

those sec sch students looks moron to me now ok!! esp when they look at u...ma jiam we alien...hello..u stupid ppl...come into ite is our juniors liao lor... nehneh...just hate it la!!!but to be true..i realised... ite students are more style than poly students... go compare...can see..its obvious....

just compare themasek poly n simei ite de...wah piang eh..ma jiam poly de nerd!!! really!! ppl..can do a small comparison... SAY FIRST..pls compare 2 good looking guys or girls ok!! dun compare simei PUI wan... n a poly yandao or pretty one.. thanks.. :D

oh yes yes!!! today one of the band performers!! OMG!! he is ang mo..he is yandao!! his hair highlight is GREEN!! my ideal highlight..my bimbo cousin dun have the colour..tat is why i end up with red...anway my highlight...less than a month nia.. FADE OFF LIAO LA!! i am going to dye black seh... nvr see my jie hair so BLACK before..super funny...

anyway...last sun..wrong is last last sun... family go out..my jie just came out of her room well prepared nia..she got the looks of jolin.. OK!! side view..just at one GLANCE ok!~!! ONE.... watever...i always imagine alot... i still got dreams on my parents keep asking me to be like jie... be on slimming programme... tat is why i am back to all my work outs!!!! the fact...its true...i gained weight... of... 1kg... but i lose weight of 7kg... sia la!!~ ok..but its 1yr i lose 7kg...tat is VERI bad can!!! omg!!!!

ok... jie use medi to help her lose weight... ME! i use my traditional method.. diet plus execrise... :D happy eh..i will be a healthy kid soon.... ending of my blog entry... anyway... why is goong n deathnote so famous now??? ok...tat is funny..i keep say i wan to watch goong..but end up... i didnt even watch the first epi. i can say i nvr even WATCHED a single epi.

start hmwk time.... hum~~~ ended...

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izumik0
12:54am
31st oct 2006...

ok..halloween is OVER! OMG! thank god!! i feel so sad staying at hm without looking at the "ghost" on streets in TOWN!!! nvm..next yr i will open halloween PARTY!! :D still got a yr to go... open my bday party first then say~~~ WEET!!! I WAN TO WORK IN DAISO!!!! day 4!! havent call me!! omg!!! its the end la its the end!!!!

.30th oct 2006.

2006-10-30T17:00:00.000-08:00

diary.....

i overslept today....alarm at 6...but overslept until 7 then wake up..bo bian...wan yu go sch herself... lucky today lecture not ms chan...so nvm....then.... went off to sch...meet up with wanyu n other.... at the locker...then we go for bcm....

currently...bcm....mr. na-BAY teaching us on presentation due to our oral presentation la... :D find a topic... wan yu choose haze.... but she another class...sian leh...i wan to find something more interesting....like.... cosplayers...it just happen recently nia....but teacher say current affairs leh...

sia la!!! if not wan to do on the man who jump off the track??tat would definitely interest everyone...my presentation is on the 13th....sian...n pray hard not today present my bfs....best is on thrus ar.... gan scary de leh.... hais...but once bfs over really is release from stress liao...

bcm..i talk also talk in front of 22 ppl...n some more ...class will nvr be full attendence...PLUS... is all my own class de ppl...tat is nice!!! n all are my so called cling ones la... :D

ok...after tat...we ended later than wanyu de class....so jon n wanyu went off to eat WITHOUT us...haha...ok la...end up...i think ....ard...10 to 15 QB sit at the long table together.... :D so nice...

ok...kevin went off to buy a seafood mee gorang... gan hao chi de!!! i ate abit la...he let me eat eh!!! hahaha.... i tot guys will not like it....hum...kevin is OPEN... wahahha... alright la.... sharing of food is nth cos we are all healthy!!! bimbo~

then.... jon hu n kevin keep disturbing me sia!!!! taoyan si le!!! forever i kana bully by jon hu de lor... but seriously..i love QB... really..!!!!! only 1 person i totally wont come in contact with nia la.... but suya...grp with her in bcm... T.T lucky got vin with me... :D

then.... talked abt doug de account tio hack n all...all keep luffing... hahaha....cos the girls mostly dunno all go delete him....

i was the one who found out told dom..then dom told kevin.... ok...happening huh...i think doug was super pissed...n tat is for sure i guess.....

then...after lunch...whoe grp of us walk off to class together...ah yes....simei super happening today....wah lau...got red carpet.... teachers alll in the same black polo tee.... then..got band jamming... HAO TING!! omg!! there is only one band la...

the guitarist's guitar is wat colour?? its PINK!!! wah lao eh!! its nice...cos it is pink n white...n the music they make... damn gd...really...DAMN good!!!!

then... all rooms not sound prove ma.... so during IAC...tmd...cannot concentrate...cos i only keep listening to the music!!! woo ho!!got one girl sang because of u...wah lau...her voice is POWER! really POWER~~~

all non simei ite students.... can go in see see....try lucky.... most of the time... wed there will be band jamming...n its cool....can interact with the band also de... :D eventually its free...n as long as it is a healthy interaction... its ok!!! :D

isnt tat great?? tat is wat i love abt my sch... other than seeing LOTS of yandao... nother thing is...there will be band jammings.... weet~~~ tat makes me wanna go quickly earn money go guitar lesson then go buy my bass!!! yesh!!! my aim!! ok!!! my aim!!!! oh ya.... i last nite was watching youtube again....

so i watched a ancafe bou fanvid... omg!!! the song is nice!!n bou is super super super super girly n dollie!!!! he is always in skirt... n he bleach his hair all the way blonda... ma jiam white sia!!! n he is CHIO!!!

anyway....part of the vid... was the band jamming... seh... the bass.... hao kan!!! black!! n the shape is special..... i like.... tat day went to yamaha...also..i saw the red bass i in love with it sia..BUT... $800+++ siao lang!! i dunno must save how long sia...include amp...wires...blahblahblah... 1000+++ wahahaha.... its the end....

it is the 3rd le...daiso havent call me!!! die la...they dun wan me!!! ah men!!! wo yao work la!! daiso ah daiso....hire me ba...hire me!!!!! T.T god damn it..i need money badly.... shit!

n i got home 2mins earlier today!! i put 2:30pm in my nick but i got home at 2:28pm!! finally i am home early... then... rot here rot there.... rot everywhere!! at 5...cook rice.... do abit of housework la... then... go bath.... then... do facial....then... do my sit ups..which i am increasing the no. of 30 to 40 now to 50!!! :D

then...slept at 11.... sorrie..tis has been blogged on 31st oct...morning... :D

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sign off
izumiko
5am
30th oct 2006

28th oct 2006 - the nite29th oct 2006 - day*

2006-10-29T16:00:00.000-08:00

diary...

met up with jalaine at ard 3? she was late again..but i got out of the hse at 2 30...slowly walk to the bus stop... then...i was like...ok... bcos of my brand new heels..i dun dare walk too too fast...cos i say blister...

good thing... my heels was behaving well.... until at nite...going home le...then blister worsen.. :D then... we went to THE CATHAY to watch deathnote... ok... i was quite bored with the movie..cos once u watch the anime...u will sian half on the movie le...just like NANA...i watched the comics le...then end up..watch the movie...sian...

worse some more..i was like REN-ing my NIAO! can!! omg!! anyway... jalaine n i was like..1st time going to the cathay n watch...so we see the ticket which theatre...we saw ONE tat number... BUT..when we go up to level SIX!! we dun SEE any ONE! then...we go down to level 5...

why will we go to LEVEL 6!!! it is bcos the ticket counter seller says so...ok...then at levle 5... jalaine ask one of the worker who is walking towards us...then she ask..why is ONE... then she say.. ONE is also known as THE GRAND CATHAY! omg!! hello!! one jiu one still grand cathay....

after we knw...we went up to level 6 again...bought lemon tea...then wait lor... then... when reaching the time..funny eh...a grp of guys also same happening go up n down..then finally realised is THE GRAND CATHAY...wahahhaha...super funny sia... ok...we sound like kampong ppl can!!!

then..go in watch...i drink abit of lemon tea nia....slack inside...tmd...movie start 10mins nia...i wan go toilet le..BUT... we act clever... we go buy couple sit... nvm... we are in between 2 couple.... last sit is 24.... n we sited at 21 n 22.... wah...well done isnt it... then the lady got bags on the floor i cant even move..plus..veri paiseh wan ma.. then forget it.... i REN until the movie ends ok!!!

jalaine tell me..u dun luf...dun anyhow move...dun sneeze..dun cough..jiu can REN liao...so i do wat she say ok!! ren until mei you NIAO! my bladder going to spoil at the age of 25 la!!!

then...nvm..during the movie we wan to slp can!! ok...1stly... i watch the anime so i know wat actually happens..i eventually tell jalaine the story line can... n...wahahha...we both come to a conclusion..Ryuk is VERI ugly!!! n ugly nvm...why a god of death wear until so punk rock for wat!!!

funny rite... then jalaine say she cold..i more cold can!!! anyway..i was really cold blood ystd!!! ask miss onn..she will knw why...then nvm lor...finish the movie at 6 plus... then we go toilet..FINALLY~!!! then... walk back to PS... i need to hand in the application form for DAISO! YESH!! finally...

then the person just walk out n tell me..we will call u in few days or few weeks time if we wan u...few weeks??? er...ok... so i just walk off... then we go walk walk...then jalaine came up with the idea...go arcade... catch bear or sweets la... but end up...tat very ONE DOLLAR... use to catch sweet... end up...get nth... hahaha...

jalaine no SKILL!!!! then nvm... miss onn reach le... came up to level SIX... nehneh...scare me... hai wo scream out loud..GAN paiseh can!!! er...watever..no one knws me too... then...we go see got wat bus go bugis...veri long nvr step into parco le... then took 7 to parco...

then..go think wan eat wat...end up..long john silver... ok lor... eat lor... then...eat le... er.... we wan to go into the SEX shop at bugis village..BUT end up...ABOVE 23 then can go in sia!!! i tot 18??? wahahha...way adult sia tis shop!!! eh..kuek can go in sia!!! woo ho~!!~~

then...we remember level 2 got one... the sign board still there lor!!!! but then...we walk ard level 2... we dun find any ok!!! tio cheated...i super excited lor... but then.. dun have...sianz.... then walk off... go into parco... no mood seh...cos cannot go into SEX shop see see... town got one...at lucky plaza...next time try go in again!!~

then... go take neoprint... the most scary thing ever... NO PPL de... the crowd wasnt a CROWD at all!!! n tat is VERY scary...n we all predicted...all went to VIVO CITY!!! which is FULLY PACK!

next week then go VIVO... ask jalaine wan go anot... kekekeke....Miss onn also... kekeke....sisters outing again la!!! then.... i remembered abt halloween... damn it..i finally realised why i wan to go town liao!!! is bcos i wan see got any early halloween party anot... cos on fri i just saw a poster abt halloween at far east... but then hor... when we go back to town is 9plus le...

then nvm...we again took bus 7...go back to town...then... got off at the stop behind cine... the kopi tiam there...omg!! got tis band performing...the double yellow eye.. watever thing...tati s wat the poster says so... the music is damn nice!! really...the guitar solos...omg!! woo ho!!! i stand there dun wan move... hahaha...

but listen awhile jiu go le...cos not miss onn n miss peh de fav. so...just walk off...tat makes me feel like going for my band forming even more can!! wait till i learn my bass first... soon soon...by next yr march i will master everything liao...esp. guitar!!!

then...we walk to traffic light... dunno where to go for coffee!!! my leg start to get tired le...esp. my toes...the heels is too high.... walk too long..leg will break!!! then... go heeren... walk into rip curl... then to urbenmale... then to action city... 77th street.... then... down again..walk back to cine... go TCC... ok!

at first we cross the road... NY was like... woo! the cafe workers dress up into halloween costumes...nvm...tat do scare me alittle.. BUT.... when we go TCC...worse!!! i ji tao... dun wan go in sia!!! the mask..the stupid man stand there... excuse me!! i am timid!!!

nvm...finally... made up our mind...we went in... ok..i hide behind jalaine la..then the guy at the entrance...TMD! say hi to me sia!! sia la!! u gan scary still talk to me!!! u ass!!! i shocked...jaws ok... eyes blank.... really!!! the stupiest look i ever can give!!! then... quickly walk in... dun even dare to look at the stupid mask guy much..his mask is too scary... .

we took abt...15mins to choose wat we wan to drink..i drank passion dreams... jalaine citrus green apple..n miss onn chamomile... :D

2 sodas n one TEA.... yesh...then ard... 10 35 we went off... total...18plus..tat is ex.. PLS..dun go TCC if u are on budget... wahahha...then...we walk back to PS.... then...reach PS the toilet..omg...we girls ma jiam ghost...messy hair... sweat...tired... lucky miss onn got buy powder...wahahha..just nice....

then go home lor... then... reach hougang i took cab home..cos veri late le..PLUS my leg hurts ALOT ALOT ALOT... really!! i reach home...remove my heels...wah lau... i must walk with my heels... not my toes sia.... my toe ma jiam stuck... cannot rotate seh...

then nvm... look at my blisters... weet!! not serious but is like one ball of blister... wahaha... alot alot alot alot of water la... Eewwww...

then gone to bed at 1 plus...i think...then got up at 12 plus the next day..which is today... then... rotted...as usual... i cant move much... then... i bad flu some more...i just realised... i always dunno i got flu until i wake up...i really wonder how i breathe seh... clever kid sia me!!!

then... hum... took my lunch...watch a new series of la bi xiao xin on youtube... ok...then change my blogskin...suddenly depressed when i found a song by ah qiang - bu zhi de... then i realised is dreamz fm sang also de.... then i dl both la... the ah qiang one veri nice...

then...like tat nor..my blog song... sang by xu hui xin... bu ku le... i like the lyrics...veri meaningful...hais... think of tat him...hais... i think i was abit too dumb to express my feelings thru sms tat time... but well..his replies wasnt hurting at all...

eventually i also did say.. i may like u..love u..but i dun wanna be with u... i dunno why... but somehow...ever since his appreance... any other guy came into my life...i dun find them a thing... i just find them extra.. n definitely NOT my kind! maybe i was too over him... tat is why...

if he didnt appear...maybe my previoous relationship would be well...i guess... i dunno... but its obvious now.. he isnt my kind... he isnt tat matured as i tot... neither am i tat matured...cos i cant even handle the previous relationship well by putting a REAL end to it...

why dun wanna choose to be frens...n wanna be strangers... scolding each other thru msn nicks...i dun find it a point...since ended..then let it end... if can be together..no matter how i run away from it... i will still go back to point one...

talk to jalaine abt relationship last nite too... she said... having a bf may not be as perfect as u think... i know..compromising..is trinig... its true... but at time...being alone is lonely...see...tis is how funny humans can be...

ridiculous after all... i shall let time tell... focus on those i can handle... first.... end of blog...almost dinner time... 4plus le..need to do my homework le... tml lecture is at 9...hais... dunno the grp still wan to go see movie anot... now i have lots of problem with money...esp. the singing club files... $40++ i dunno i can pay out first anot... wat if buy le..end up..only 10 appear..wah..worse... hais...watever la!! i think sms hui fen n orange say i got financial problems... hao le... if not jiu ask them have a meeting collect money le then buy...

end of blog....

sign off
izumiko
4pm
29th oct 2006

26th & 28th oct 2006

2006-10-28T12:00:00.000-07:00

28th oct...the morning clouds! its so damn nice!
moi gothic red heels!!!
another part of the sky...gan nice ok!
woo hoo!! negative!! done by my hp
he also become negative...wahahha
see!! the side view of my heels...8cm ok
moi negative pic! die tat time jiu shi zhe yang le
45degree view of my heels...super red...$30 from far east...
ok..is i take upside down ok...dun mistaken...wahahha
guo papa n guo xiao nu! :D love it!

diary...

26th to 28th oct de diary..... 26th...off to sch... ok..i nvr go bcm ...due to my powerpoint..but lucky...the stupid mr. NA bay...he nvr teach...ass..forever wasting our module time.... ass!!! then..nvm..met up with my grp at 11??? yeah... then go eat long john sliver...as usual...i got jon to help me carry bag... reach sch got vin to carry for me... princess life? arbo then!!!

wahahah ade n wanyu knw it all la.!!!~~ then.... eat le...go walk walk...tmd... jon again wan go yamaha..forever de leh... then nvm..i ask him go see if kelvin is inside...if he inside i dun wan go in...but heng....he not inside..then i walk in..ok!! i am going to learn guitar can!!! from accoustic to bass :D

i made up my mind le...vin also wan to learn...steady eh... all go learn!!! i fall for the bass can!!! gan hao kan de leh!! esp. the RED one~~~ wahahahaha.... ok....i am super in love withred now...n i dunno why..n dunno under who influence la....

then.... jon currently is learning bass la... he stop his electric guitar le...now on his bass liao...anyway...he sold his electric guitar can!! T.T wahahaha.... then... after tat.... oh! before tat we went to toy'R' us wahahaha.... seh.... jon eventually tell me a story on barbie that now i find barbie doll scary can!!!

ade... u come back to sg...ask jon tell u...u listen le also will turn off from then will hate barbie doll de... then...we are late for class...for 30mins but teacher nvr sch...cos the grp of us hand in the hmwk until no hmwk hand in liao...wahaha...seh...good ar??? we are gd students...

but then... ms quah keep us back la...wahahaha...she say keep handing up our work is good...but cannot late.... wahahha.... then she ask why late...then we say we go tm... cos too early... then we say all is jon fault...cos he too engross with barbie doll..forever de leh...as long we go tm we will push the blame to jon... yesh!

then i was like nervous...n stupid vin... go wrong class.... thurs is 03-22!!! not 02-06!!! n hai wo loiter ard like siao lang....then.... go class...wah lau tot will do my presentation liao...cos hor... ji tao...i was thinking do it once n for all la!!! who knows!! teacher dragtill next week...either tues or thurs...omg!! i need to nervous for another week!!! for god sake!!!

now...thurs lesson end at 4 liao la!!! ms chan say tat 1hr extra is for make up lesson if not we 3 can go home liao..now same time withwanyu de class le.... but we got 6hrs BFS can!! unfair sia!! but ok la..i like ms chan de class!!! wahahaha...

then rain supere heavy when we are abt to leave sch...ok..end up...me jon n wanyu... took cab...yesh!! i put them down at tm...sia la! got on the taxi not long rain gets lighter..worse...reach tm...rain STOP! ass!! waste money sia we all!!!

then...i reach home..s.tart clearing up again...bath...then ok...i evnetually doze off n on ok~ i doze off at 11plus.... then... woke up at 3plus... wan to do my nails ma...then who knows i doze off until the next morning whereby i need to wake up n prepare go office with dad n mum..then go fareast with mummie...

her report thing la....ok...ade,shaun aka macho kor... i will update u all on the report in msn...ok? private la... ok? then....go office... my gan papa say i recently fei le...ok!! i realised it only ystd!!! wahaha...goingback to my nite workouts n skippings le...forever de...BUT! tis do work ok!! everyone !!! u wan to have a long term loss weight prgramme..everynite...do sit ups n push ups... in the day...do skippings...at least 500 times... ok..i had been doing 600times every alt. days.

i stopped my skippings n nite workouts during my holiday nor! no wonder... somemore i at nite dun slp.... worse...body go haywire.... for some cases la..not everyone will have the same case... so dun worry... for some is...ton over nite due to work..will slim down..but some will BLOAT... not becos u eat ok? is the body juice tat happens to make u fat...

no kidding...m dad says so.... :D then... ok lor.... afdter go fareast...ok..i say first...fareast 6 level...a ramen stall..omg!! the guy ..the ONLY guy who work tat..is yandao can!! n super polite...his smile is like...omg!!! he is a 20 odd guy la.... yesh!!! go eat le...then pei mama go walk walk then go back to the clinic... bu zhi bu jue..my mum had been doing to the same doc for abt...10yrs? or more than tat...i remembered...yesh! then.... seen the report...hais...

ok...the doc say until like nth..but obvious its alot of thing... 3 leh...hello!! its 3 can!!! piangz.... then..after tat...go into the shop...colours... wahaha..bought my heels...yesh...mummie bought a flats.... wahahah.... then...after tat...we go bugis...baibai... then go to fulushou building hor.... seh..go into the shop...tat is rite outside...

the 4-mian fou...4 face budda... yesh.... we can eventually purchase the xu yuan fu or something...its a tablet...u write ur wish behind then...pray then hang it on the budda. its $5 a set..plus a plastic flower to hang on the budda. a packet of gold piece..to stick on the budda. 4 pieces in one packet...

i got myself de is ren yuan de... help to boost ren yuan n love la...mummie is all!!! yesh.... then i ...wrote... ...shh..CANNOT SAY LA! i took the charmlet clothes de..i took one is a budda...dunno the name..another is ren yuan de..n i keep them nicely in my wallet now..hope it helps... :D

then walk until bugis village...then da pao for papa then go back to parco n take cab...i didnt go back to office with mummie la...i took the cab home after tat... then... reach home..i was super high with my heels...i wear it n walk ard... wahahah.... then wax it lor...hope i dun get serious blister after tat....

then at nite...dad come home..i heat up the food... then like tat lor.... er... back to my room..do my nails again...wahaha..now my nail color is green!!! super nice!! i mean the colour... :D then.... again..i doze off...woke up at 3.... slot in the note for papa to leave money for me...

then do my nails abit...then back to bed at 4 plus.... kuek... no such song can!! super cute sia... he say got another theme song..which country de death note anime he watched sia!!!

then... tis morning...woke up at 9?? yesh..then i ask jas... ok..both of us find online..NO SUCH SONG LA! omg!!! then...like tat nor... took a pic of the sky...the sky is too beautiful today!!!! yesh!!! heez.... yesh...going to bath le...if not i late again... going to town with mummie for movies today... :D deathnote i coming!!! :D

end of blog

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12noon

izumiko

28th oct 2006

.24th & 25th oct 2006.

2006-10-25T06:00:00.000-07:00

diary..

24th oct 2006..... i didnt slp the previous nite due to my powerpoint... ok...i did take a nap at 3plus am n woke up at 6 30 i think...n clear up the whole house :)

then...back to my room...watched.... er.... wei xiao pasta...epi 14? er....ya.... then... clear up my room abit... then rot at home whole day... somehow...i watched deathnote 3epi. n i go to bed....at 6plus mum knock on my door ask me go warm the food up for dad....

well..my mum asked if i am slping..i nod my head....then..nvm...i still carry on to do it la...after tat...i quickly go bath before i slp again.... which is CANNOT~! then.... at nite... i slp quite early..but my lesson on wed was like...9am?

then..i was slightly late i guess...with wanyu...then...went for brk... khai was with us... then.... my kuku xiao di.... during IAC lesson sms me...ask me one veri cute question... "eh..jie go k box wan?" wahahaha..i walk over ask him...cos i still need to do changes to my slides ma...then he keep phsyco me to go...

ok...end up...really go..imagine..just ME n HIM...wahaha..good leh..no one snatch mic.... then.... we go off...tried calling kevin along...but he say cannot...then he say fri or thurs nite... then... xiaodi say cannot...okok...so conclusion..only me n xiaodi go k together...

then... we took the same tain with wanyu...but we got off at city hall...then xiaodi show me an sms... he say... daryll sms him...ask if we did go k box...wahahaha.... eeewww.... ok...he better dun go...even he go...he prepare to be luff at lor...

when i walk over to kevin ask him abt sat nite k box....darylll gan interested...but when i walk off... i see kevin walking to daryll cos daryll keep asking..then i keep shaking my head...kevin luff like siao... say " ni yao ni de tou zhe me...wo hai mei you say anything leh" er... ok...hahahahah

then reach paradiz de k at 2 plus...then xiaodi start the ball rolling...at first...both our voice not "open" ma...so...sing confirm is cannot de...then xiaodi...sang... li shen jie or fan yi chen de song...then his voice open liao...er...slightly la..me is after fir de ci niao...then fully open..BUT jia lat...voice cannot come down...jalaine will understand why i like tat say...

then...until behind... oh... i love the song.... ni zui zhen gui..when singing with xiaodi...wahahah... ok la... i drown in his voice...his voice is good until....wah...u can melt...really!! but end of it...we two...end up with brain blood clot... having headache la... then..no voice... wah...gan jialat hao ma!!!

but i like the songs xiaodi sang la... esp. fan yi chen song... wahaha...now i am in love with fan yi chen de song can! ah..anyway...xiaodi say i sing my heart will go on veri nice.. .eheh...like tat...other songs i sing all not nice? sia la! haha..but my voice was like...all the way...warm liao...of cos sing can sing smooth....

then.... we go off... er...xiaodi went off to his ahma hse which is near by paradiz...then i walk back nor...gan dark...so scary... wahahha..but ok la..i was brave seh...i walk by the back... short cut...xiaodi teach de.... then..go home nor...ard 8 then reach hm...i reach hm i damn pissed off

the biatch i my hse..come n touch my com..want to scan pic.tmd dunno how to ask me..end up my wireless linksys cannot work... ass.... then whole com jam...cannot restart..i need to used manual shut down..by offing the main switch....

worse... hsework dun help to do...only know how to play com...enjoy..blahblahblah...already knw wat the family is happening le...still tis way..tmd...dun say i curse her... i make sure she will one day kana retribution...i hate it.. when she knows wat happen to mum she still take it as if none of her business

i am declaring...i am not going to wash her clothes... i am not going to fold her clothes..i am not going to iron her clothes... n i had warn mum not to do anything for her! my parents dun do the scolding i DO it... think wat.... everyone must serve her? i am trying to lighten mum's work at hm..but she is adding it on...i wont complain i am tired... cos i know... mum will be more tired than any one of us...

i can feel how mum is feeling... ever since the day i know mum's situation... i had nvr a day smile at hm... i try to make myself strong... i didnt mention anything to anyone... other than wanyu n ade...why i didnt tell jalaine n chang? bcos... they have their lives...n i am starting to be more like a normal fren with jalaine than ade...

i am not complaining jalaine...but tat is how i feel...tat few days i called u up..is bcos at tat moment of time..i was super depressed i wan to find someone to talk to... i always turn to u jalaine..but somehow..i finally realised...u are no longer the one who i can find... but...to turn to myself... or ade....

ade... thanks alot for all the courage... really... i knw i have to stay strong...n i must... without ade's encouragement..i dunno where will i be now..i think i wont even attend school..i will start pon-ing sch... to be true... i am forcing myself real hard...

i couldnt slp at nite..i always do my hmwk at nite... becos i cant slp... then i realised i got dreams of some situations... i dunno if tat was a hint to wat is happening now? but.... somehow...it already happen...i only can accept it...

gone to bed at 1plus... actually is doe off i was doing my powerpoint presentation speech...write half way i doze off at the table.. ITS true..i doze off~!!! i lost the hello kitty necklace mum buy for me...i wonder... is it a hint also... hais...i am veri sad tat i lost it..until now i still cant find it.... hais...

some things...even buy a replacement back...also cannot le... hais.... dunno ba.... just got the piece of news from dad.... at nite... saying its a bad news... hais...i was depressed..but i dunno why i didnt cry out...even if i go back to my room..i also didnt cry... maybe tat is how strong i can be now ba...

help mum with the sofa thing...tat biatch eventually WALK out of her room asking dad if he receive dunno wat email from her... n she walk into the room!! she stood there for a pasue 30secs..n walk into her room after looking at mum wat she is doing...

wat the FARK! can u just die~! why everyday got accident... tat victim not u! fark! i am pissed off....really pissed off... at the moment i simply wan to give her one time SLAP on her face! not tat i wan to complain... its tat...if u sees mum is handling on her own... HELP her.... cant u just help! dun u dare say u tired! everyone is tired! my sch hrs are longer... i have more things to handle than u do... christal KOAY....

she is not fit to be my sis...i dun have a sis... i only have a dad n mum..if future if she needs help..i wont help her... definitely... i wan to let her knw.. wat she had done in the past is wrong... i make sure she regret! i am sure... i wont regret saying tis..cos..i really dun see any thing tat she deserve anyone to help! sticking to tat bloody guy elvin... ask her out late at nite... she dun even bother if the next day she as sch..she will still go out... wat the hell!!

u farking hell got rejected dunno how many times by him...stick ard for wat! dun be so thick skin..with u... always with vulgarities... heavy smoking... do u think a guy will wan u tis way? dunno how to love urself..u dun even bother to let someone love u... u dun deserve tat kind of love...

in order to let someone else loves u.. u have to LOVE urself first... can see...she cant think! if fated to be together...no matter how far apart..he will still be urs..but can see..no matter how close u are with him..he dun wans u...

i dunno wat else can i do to make her wake up from her stupid love land... even if i have a bf nw..i wont be like her.. or anyone else...always sticking to my bf... i have a veri clear mind set... 1) i wont open my status even if i am attached unless u ppl saw me on the street i got no choice but to admit it... 2) give me enough private space.. i have more guy frens... i dun wan my guy to stop me from them... 3) i wan a long term n marriage thinking relationship... if dun have? then pls... dun even wanna step in... 4) clear n matured mindset... guys before NS will nvr be matured... n tat is VERI true...can see..its veri obvious... 5) my family will always be no. 1 n bf will always be no. 3... no.2 is frens... as i can say... my bf will be in my first 2 position..but he will be in the top 3....

currently wanna focus more on my studies... need to stable it down.. then...get my application form hand up to daiso branch..n star working part time... after sch... not say i am in need of money..but really..its time for me to be independent..i dun wan to keep depending on parents whenever i go out....

i wan to try out myself...earn some money... going out without taking money from them... even if go out with dad n mum i can pay for them at times... tis is my aim.... tis weekend i am going to hand up the application form le... :D

end of blog....

sifn off
izumiko
6am
25th oct 2006

.19th to 23rd oct 2006.

2006-10-23T06:30:00.000-07:00

my ah ma hse~ :D view from outside
mummie n i at hougang mall
again..mummie n i...
papa n i~ woo ho~
see!! our noses are alike!
strawberry soda! love it!
vin n wanyu advertising pasta mania
the time we had at pasta..on thurs

my accounting homework
jon...taking photo of..vin at pasta

diary...

19th to 24th oct 2006..... its like...a week tat i didnt blog? ya...some how like tat.... ok...

19th oct 2006.... down to collect jacket...meet jie at 6plus la... my sch ends in the afternoon ard 2 nor...i reach home 3plus 4 le... then...quickly go prepare... ok..i was super tired...bcos... the next before i didnt slp...much... i slpt for 2hrs...cos i was rushing thru my stupid accounting homework...

ok...he last min tell me say he sick...meet on fri... =_= i was like... almost dozing off... seesing his sms...my eyes open like majiam eye balls will drop anytime.... then... ok..the in bettween happening i dun wan say..cos nth to say...

meet up with jie...then i called him up... ok...end up..we go until his hse n take..due to his personal health problem... ok... jie u sure knw wat is tat..hahaha....me n her just cannot stop luffing la... n jie tell me abt going to yamaha finding kelvin...ok...fierce la sis...u too fierce... kelvin shocked... haha...

then meet up... take le..we figure out way out to north poiint.... i havent take dinner seh... jie also..then wait for jalaine...ok..from 7pm wait until 8pm nor... cannot make it le..i pissed off... i walk off with jie to yoshinoya.... go eat...first attempt eating yoshi de jie.. =_=

jalaine reach le call me..then meet up..ok...something happen to her la... then console her abit...then eat finish...at 8plus 9 went hm.... then pei jalaine go RM...she buy her dinner...then took cab hm..put her down.. got to rush home seh... need to rush for homework again... =_=

ah...reach home... i doze off nor! i 3am then wake up... wah lau!! i pia my stupid accounting hmwk... all the way to 5plus then go bath...prepare... again...didnt slp!!! omg!!

20th oct 2006.... after sch still got singing club...wah..i was like...totally slpy like hell nor... cannot make it..i was super tired...then ren until finish... go home... i straight away... KOON! then..

21st oct 2006.... woke up at 11plus i guess...then realised dad n mum are at home..dunno it was a public holiday...=_= then... tot of going movies with the whole family... then end up... they keep cant decide...i dulan... dun wan check le...then...ard...3plus? then they say wan go watch... fine... conclusion...sunday 1pm... PS... world trade center...i prepare myself n all... whole family go hougang mall together...

then home... change... wanted to use the new com to do my stupid power point... then... who knows...i dunno how to use the new com de powerpoint... nvm..wan to load my wireless also cannot... angry... i move the com to dad's room...move my own one out... was like...thinking... i pei mummie in the living room...

got a piece of news in the afternoon.... on sat...hais... ok.... ade,xiaodi,wanyu,vin,jon will know wat i saying...ah... macho kor also will know wat i saying.... sat nite... rush thru my stupid powerpoint.... then at 1plus talk on the phone with ade... cos... i super depressed....

her words helped me alot... i am stronger how...thanks alot my dear! then... rush thru... until morning 6 36am then finish... then..do housework.. clear up... fold the clothes..wash up the dishes... iron the clothes... then go bath... then... go movies with family le...

ok..i was damn tired ok!!! damn damn tired.... teacher last min then say presentation on thurs... n say by sat nite need to submit up..omg! tat is horrible can! me,carine,vin,xiaodi... 4 of us is like...the topics in unit 1 n 2...

22rd oct then... to ah ma house...i tried until eat abit full le.... come home... SLEPT REAL EARLY!!! i cannot make it liao sia... just too tired.... i tink i slept early..i forgot...then... monday... i was late for sch again! omg!!! Ewww~~~~

23rd oct 2006.... again... rush to sch...ass...late for lecture for ard 15mins...=_= then... go lecture...then we pon 30mins of BCM... wah lau! nvr teach at all!! after we go eat...we go back to BCM..cos 2hrs... then... sit there...give each of us passage... one by one go up read to whole class... =_=

ok...teacher say..my audi. is loud enough...confidence enough..but my pronounce abit mumble over.. ok... n i have a LITTLE eye contact... :D ok...well done...i just realised i am no longer tat fluent in english le!!! hais.... why sia why!!!

then... after tat... class end early..jon insist wan to go for pool...ok lor...we go to basement... pool not open...end up go MLC play com... then go for our IAC... with only 10ppl in class..yesh :D

we are the good ones who attend the lesson...wahaha...then lesson ends at 1plus...i must say

sorry to xiaodi for not going k with him la... cos really...i cant... sorry xiaodi!!! then.... reach home... move my com all to mummie de room..intend to like...watch tv...as well make chanes to my powerpoint as wat ms chan ask me to...

then wont doze off le..who knows...i doze off again...7pm then wake up... wah..i quickly get up... continue do... hais....dad come home ask me..whyu the catering de food not in...have i cook rice... i all shake head...wah lua... I SUPER TIRED CAN! can spare a tot anot... christal koay rotted at home for the whole day at her la! why start scolding me!

then... forget it... dad went off for mahjong after tat...i realised...at times my dad scold me for nth... he end up pretend nth happen talk to me again..why not own up ur stupid mistake! god damn it! scolding wrong person still dun own up! wat the....

aiya..i also heck care la... used to it already...since when he not scold me for nth wan... then... i at 9...move my com n everything to living room... eh...pls lor...i myself also bring my manicure stuff out... i still tot i will have time to do my nails can! pls la! end up whole nite do power point nor!!!

my usual doings my hobby... my pattern all cannot do due to the powerpoint can! wah lau eh! i am just pissed off la...

then nvm... again..thru the nite..but i did take a short nap at 3 plus woke up at 6... then quickly continue with my slide...then send off quickly to ms chan le.... still make it on time.... then... again...hang up the clothes... fold the clothes...clean up the house abit... then move everything back to my room...

end of blog..

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izumiko

6:30am

23rd oct 2006

.17th n 18th oct 2006.

2006-10-18T04:10:00.000-07:00

drawn by miss onn..using my fabric marker... T.T
my new top! mummie buy de!
see!! my top with my dorothy perkims bag! woo ho~
the jia jia liang teh tat i nvr finish...drinking...why sia~

diary...

17th oct 2006...... tues...go sch...as usual...but sch starts at 12... :D i was way early...i reached at 11:11am when my meeting time with wanyu is 11:30am..but at 11am wanyu sms me tell me she will be late... she 11:45am +++ then will reach... ok lor....

i still at the bench...for ard 30mins then she come...well done huh...then nvm...reach sch le.... i go collect BFS book..i pay first...then...go class collect money...tio nag by ms quah...she stupid say wat i late for class...

first day also did nth...she nag for wat sia... stupid CA.... then...after tat lesson... i got elective.... then wanyu..dun have...she go home... ms chan de class...wah lau...go say out wat happen the nite before.... is the sms de problem ma... is the sms shown ma jiam... $2 per set... 60, i think so...like tat...i tot is $2 per set... got 60sets to collect / total $60 how i know sia~

ms chan make fun of me sia...say i super blur... super cute sia...this kind of thing also can mistaken... =_= thanks huh....

then after BFS.... go home nor...i took cab home.... super not feeling well de leh.... =_= then...reach home... ate jie de pasta? then continue watching my nobuta wo porduce... anyway...i finish watching le...wahahaha

super nice ok!!! really...who wan to borrow can tell me... :D then... knowing the next day i 10am lesson start i slp late...becos i wan to finish up my nobuta wo produce.. :D no la...end up...the last disc i watch half way off it go slp at least for abt...2-3hrs...

18th oct 2006 : then.... woke up.... slightly late for sch...sia la... at interchange taking bus...i saw hong guan... nurul...farhana... blahblahblah.... but i all pretend nvr see... i alone go sch i am like tat de...too bad la huh... keke...

then...reach sch le...i went to the locker there find wanyu n vin.... then we go BCM together.... then.... go class...play com....now i know how this mr Hansen BAY can teach... yeah?

then...lesson finish.... go break...after break.... IAC... ok.... dun understand can! me n wanyu...wah lau..ma jiam both in wonderland... teacher de talking majiam singing... we listen can copy... i still end up..complaining... i wan ADE~ wanyu feels the same too... jon made a remark today.... saying... someone is missing... wahahaha

of cos is ade~yeah yeah~~~ wahahaha....like tat nor... then... after break.... ok...anyway..jon says i eat veri slow...cos he order noobs is like one mountain de? ah.... vin,wanyu n ade sure knw.... then... he eat finish le...i still got 2/3 full... then he go buy wages...eat finish...i still got 1/3 left...wahahaha....

clever seh.... then...IAC...ya... wah lau~ amen! but at least..TPL i understand more le... yeah!!!! then... wah lau eh..my ass hole sis... took the calculator away nor!

during my holidays... i lend her... 101% remind her...i sch reopen return me..i need it!! HELLO! i accounting course... u expect an accounting student without a calculator? pls go die u biatch!!! then... nvm...i tis morning msg her ask her leave it at home for me..i need it for sch...

tmd...she nvr...still happily bring to sch.... n i come home today..she tell me let her use until next wed... eh...u know how irritating it will be to use hp do calculations! why not u go use hp calculate? nehneh wan leh...

then... its like.... still bargain...i buay tahan..i call mum up...ask her after work turn to popular buy calculator... end up... she wan me buy myself.... give me money buy myself...why NOT U ALL GIVE HER MONEY ASK HER BUY HERSELF N RETURN ME THE CALCULATOR!

i was like... i spent 4hrs just to do 3questions on TPL... n its over over over ridiculous liao hao ma..... no one will ever do tat lor.... just becos with hp cal. u will take like ten yrs to cal. can!

watever.... fark care liao.... then.... after IAC... go MLC rot with wanyu...cos my singing club meeting starts at 2pm.... then go place com nor.... then... ok...i made the booking machine jam...wahahaha....enjoy!~ not my fault.... dun blame me!

then play play... chatted with kuek...cos...i saw a super funny msg by lucy de fans.... a girl sch misaki n kuek last week at bugis... n wat.... the girl saw kuek talking to his "gf" happily... sia la... talking happily nia then gf liao sia!~

like tat kuek alot of r/s liao... wahahaha...super cute sia.... then i ask him...he say yg de rite... i say yesh... but bad thing for the girl la...rumours n insults will come out veri soon... only after these fans go dig out kuek's fren de info.... pray hard la huh...

these ppl are just so clever...can go dig out ppl de info de sia... i wonder how sia.... then... chat abit...then stop... then... got to go la... then... go for my meeting...cannot tahan tat stupid ms lim.... wat.... vocal training dun need sing notes wan...

wat u know sia..u stupid old woman...u cant even breathe the correct way...dare talk big in the meeting... wat...show remove the notes singing part... its boring.. of cos la...u cant sing...tat is why like tat say...n keep commenting on the students she heard them singing before de...

then...keep promote herself... saying she can listen veri well...who can sing who cannot... she judge on... i forgot how to spell his name huh... "JOE-KIM" ah ya... she go judge on him nor... i ji tao..shoot back...i dun care liao sia...u tis teacher cant sing n all..mr neo..prof. singer...u come judge on how he teach the students...

this make me feels tat the teacher ms lim is retarded!!! i hate her sia...huifen also cannot tahan her... but orange go n agree with her.... with a prof. vocal training... 1st is breathing 2nd is notes reading u cant read notes u sing for wat!~ notes can tell u the pitch n tone can!!

wahl...just cannot make it... me n huifen listen liao... just feel like committing suicide sia! argh!~ burst! then.... only afew attended... wah...buay tahan.... like tis carry on...will end up one small grp of ppl nia...

then... come home..again...i eat bread until doze off... i bite bite bite... lying on mummy de bed...with my IAC book.... want to do homework as well...even intend to do my nails before i start my work..i havent do my nails... bread in my mouth...i slp le..~

power huh... yeah!~ then... woke up at 7:39pm..cos i heard dad n mum coming back de sound...their voice la... door open..then i faster jump up from the bed... takew my things to my room.... wahahah... dad says i shouldnt slp late...

then mummie gave me a top...wah... ok..i am in love with tat top ok! its super nice!!!! REALLY!!~ then.... i try le... i go button all up...then change it out..walk out of my room go ask mummie... "mummie...tat is a wai tao or top" she says: "wai tao" oh.... ok...

i am still half aslp can...majiam living dead walking...then i quickly go bath...then come back to the room... see youtube... i spotted a video done by lucy de fans...

with playing ancafe de escapism... n clips of lucy...those so called backstage? yeah.... then... then got a person comment saying lucy are posers... cos kuek got a nosebend things...yeah.... pls la..he also admit is get ideas from j-rock band de nor... he also nvr say he think himself de...super stupid nor....

somehow..t.his is wat ppl do when they dislike tat someone....will insult alot... yeah.... hum... then..i watched... the clips a girl recorded for last week sunday event... ACM de concert...by lucy,seraph n crys'ant. this are the 3 bands i saw in youtube la...should be got more de... seraph tat band is kuek de fren de band...the gays la!

kuek says now all crazy over seraph... not lucy...pass down liao...hahaha.... not bad huh... ok la..JieG is the one in my list... is kuek's fren...wahahaha.... super girlish guy... for seraph...they have the image of ancagfe... for lucy... is gazette... or dir en grey... more MAN... finally i know how MAN lucy is le..

then... ya...after tat...start on my nitemare... 4hrs of problem solving of... my stupid 3 TPL questions.... finished everything by 1? then send orange the attendence... rot until now lor..need to get an hr of slp.... gtg!~

end of blog

sign off

izumiko

4:10am

18th oct 2006

.15th & 16th oct 2006.

2006-10-16T00:11:00.000-07:00

diary....

15th oct 2006..... woke up ard....10plus.... then... mummie was already out...do facial... then papa still slping... jie woke up in her room play com..i wash up...take my wanton mee!

currently...every sun i confirm will get wanton mee for breakfast..tat is my all time fav. mum knows it all.. :)

then... after eat le....play com awhile...feeling empty..dunno why..and its just early in the morning! then....i go bath....then...prepare...cos mummie facial finished ard 1 30... if i dun prepare early..i will be late..n i will take veri long...

then....set off.... jie tot of going to marina square... ok lor...then after fetching mum...after going to xing song at ang mo kio block 122.... buy mummie de things....

then set off to marina square... then.... walk walk... jie sort of aim to buy things le la... but i didnt keep quiet too...walk into a shop...a...shop tat combines 5 companies... er... 1 of them is S&K another is baleno... another is astroboy... another is.... Sh.... forgot la... then... i aim at the jacket i always wanted...

a S&K de purple jacket.... wahaha.... original price is $40 change $1 .... but now selling only at $29 :D i bought XL... eh...abit too too big.... but ok la...i look as if...wearing a giant jacket la... wahaha..but i like it...

then... buy le... went off...walk walk again..then went to dorothy perkims... wahahaha.... jie bought 2 tops one is for her sch..another is buy for usual outfit... then... i bought my love at first sight de bag.... $23...its just a small red pouch..its nice la..when i take the pic of it down..then load it on..

well...my 1st DP stuff ok! omg...i nvr buy anything from DP before de nor..cos it is expensive....

then... after tat.... sort of whole family hungry le...3 plus 4.... at first.... we walk pass anderson ice cream...so dad ask want ice cream ma.... but then... er...wrong is jie ask....dad add on... then... end up come up with an idea.... lets go swensen have dinner then...

so before we go swensen.... we went to sasa...mummie wan to buy cotton wool.... then jie spotted nail polish nor.... then i went to pay.... as usual... i always handle the paying stuff.... then...walk ard...then we went to facial care corner... looking at clinque... SK... blahblah... biotherm.... etc.... there comparing...cos i realised mum used alot of branded stuff before...

ok...then say say...then go off.... go swensen... mum n i ordered...crayfish spag. wait..is clayfish or crayfish? i forgot... watever! in hokkien they call it HEY PO! lobster de siblings.... then... dad ordered...er... chicken cuttle sort of thing.. then jie...as usual...STEAK.... then... MEDIUM RARE~ then..ordered... grilled chicken salad.... then... chicken wings! first time the whole family eats salad sia! super nice! i like it....

then... ice cream wise...we ordered topless 5... then with 2 topping of chocolate fudge...n my STRAWBERRY~ yesh!

like tat nor...then after tat... walk walk abit...go giant.... buy some stuff... ok...i bought nobuta wo produce!!!!!! yamapi n kamenashi~ ah...yesh..$15.... malaysia version de la... then... end up we at giant de vcd corner... sia la! also got sell SG version...$20 er... ok... then i saw hong ji yi ban... eheh... $55.90 can! so ex can!! but i like it!!!

nvr buy..cos before i touch the disc...mum says... dun buy le hor..i tell u first... then end up....hand goes back in place... wahahah....then... like tat nor..... walk ard...oh yes! then at level 2... i saw 2 japanese dressing girls la... one dress in kimoni..another is guy's "kimono" i dunno wat the guys' outfit call...

then mum ask me why dress tis way...i say most likely is the japan embassy thing.... they have a event introducing japan nah... then i told mum...LUCIFY got perform today at the event too!! FREE! mum says:"orh...ok" sia la...nvr get my hint... forget it...

then dad infront saw the girls too...then ask me... dad: " fake de japanese rite" i say: obvious... they dun look japanese...n they speak chinese dad.." dad: how come dress until like tat... *i repeat wat i told mum la*

but still they nvr intend to go kpo take a look at the EVENT! WHY SIA~! then went home after tat nor.... then.... on the way home...i sian half... wanting to tell dad n mum... try to hint see can go over anot... then... who knows?? i think until i doze off...when i open my eyes... i reach home le... eh dey! wat am i thinking!~!!~~

forget it~ my pattern forever like tat!~!~!~~ then...reach home... get my things unpacked...then...stare at my com...well done... do nth...then i watched nobuta wo produce.... kekeke... watch until slp!

holding on to tat wrapper.... tears flow down can! omg! i dunno why... anyway...the nobuta wo produce is nice la..its touching also...i cried too~~~ oh ya! happening stuff... super cute....

i forward some stupid prank sms la.... i sms... jalaine, miss onn, xiaowei, koni jie, alex, kuek n jon....eh...well done la... xiaowei ask me go die... haha...i scared her until she wan to cry...she tot for real... koni jie also.... then.... alex reply me... say i bullshit.... he say he go korea too le nor! wahahaha....

as usual...the rest know my pattern...wont get trick...as for kuek n jon...they all dun care at all..cos none of their business la... wahaha..but i see xiaowei n koni de reply... i dunno wan to cry or laugh... somehow i cry la... abit touched by wat they say...

not like alex...suan wo! >.< wahahaha..... then...like tat nor...i think i went to bath ard...12 plus 1? yesh..cos i was watching nobuta~

eh...then 16th oct 2006... which is today..... woke up at....7am..go bath...get ready for sch la... i was late again la... i wax my hair..nehneh....gan bu hao kan!! wash off...omg... wan to dry it... straighten it... majiam my hair got glue sia! so hard nor!

but at the end of it still ok la...wahahaha.... then.... off to sch.... vin n i was like.... eh... u wan go check ar... his results la..i ask him go hp internet check..wahaha...n we end up....doing wat? playing hp de internet..i keep connect msn...but will haywire halfway..cos hp memory full nah!

toopid kuek...saw my nick says i off to sch..he still msn msg wo...hai wo come home...see le then know...cos in sch i go online he say i nvr reply him... he say last nite sia... i was thinking...last nite...wrong he say last time...if i not wrong...aiya forgot...

all i know the sentence make me link to last nite... then i told him i nvr receive any msg...i think my msn siao... ok..my msn really siao la...then... like tat nor.... chat abit...he says brb...end up nvr come back...

then 2pm le..i need to head off for my meeting for singing club ma... then... go in..wah lau! waste time! the system not up yet... the sch bought a new er..sound system for singing club! woo ho~~~ love it huh.... then... we joke la...orange keep saying " gun lai gun qu... gun lai gun qu" la bi xiao xing nor~

then... like tat nor.... then.... me, wanyu,orange n hui fen...it on the floor...chit chat..i story teller..i told them abt SB stuff la...show them who is who using my hp...go frenster see pic!

wahahaha...li hai ba... then...we end everything abt....3 plus 4? ya..then wah...haze ma jiam free de lor! ok..its free anyway.... yeah...then on the way home...we keep discuss.... abt how to let wanyu change over to ms chan de class for BFS... she cant survive on her own la...anyway....

me wanyu n ade in sch are as one de... wahahha.... really~ :D then...like tat nor...i approached...ms chan by sms-ing her...end up hor...she shun bian...well done...i have to contact the ones until her... only 9 of us la... sms them or call them tell them to bring $6 for BFS notes....

before informing the BFS thing i was like..sending ard... 42 x 3parts of smses to my singing club members...asking if who is turning up for tis wed de meeting.... end up...including me... 9ppl attending... sonia n yvonne got dance practice... then... kimberly...says she wanns quit... then kathy...her lessons ends ard... 3plus 4... 2 says working.... the end.... whahaha...

but imagine... 42 x 3 = 126 sms can! then before tat i send 2 times of sms to them one on meeting also another is on training.... ok... so 126 x 3 = 378 sms! eheh...i free 500 sms... like tat.... 500 - 378 = 122sms left!obvious...i over use it...

hais...cannot make it la!!! then.... oh ya..in the afternoon i back home i told jelly i going daiso work... sia la...all the way... she just simply say i not fit to go into service line...i only can do office work... if can i already go my papa shop help him with the accounts liao.... but still wanyu n i...will bring a resume go interview... i need a job...in need can!

most likely is this wed go for the interview... :) yesh... must jia you sia! cannot be a loser le...let ppl bully all the time!

i must be brave liao.... yesh!!! then like tat nor...end of my day... as for the lower part of the day...as in the nite la... i tml then continue...tired..wan to slp le...

sign off
izumiko
12:11am
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